husker-fictive
husker-fictive
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Autistic DID system. Anti endo
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husker-fictive · 5 days ago
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I need help making a decision </3
so I have two versions of the same blanket, and I'm going to my older sister's house for a couple of weeks starting tomorrow
But I can't decide on which one to pick
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(They literally do not sell this blanket anymore my mom found the new one on ebay a few years back)
Pros and Cons of the new one:
Isnt falling apart
Not as attached to it
Not my preferred texture
Cant rub my fingers against the corners (it's a weird thing I do, it's a kind of stim I've done since as long as I can remember) the same way I do with the old one
Pros and Cons of the old one:
Good texture
Favorite
Will have a complete breakdown if I lose it
Falling apart
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Kinger is also coming with me :3
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husker-fictive · 7 days ago
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Hate how finally getting a decent sleep schedule means my body wants to wake up at like 5:30-5:40 am ish
Why
Why must my body betray me like this
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husker-fictive · 8 days ago
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I am August, God of God
what does this even mean
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I am Arran, god of the most important thing
EDIT: if y'all don’t wanna use your name use your username
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husker-fictive · 9 days ago
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they sent my ass to the shadow relm :3
😔
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husker-fictive · 11 days ago
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I have one of these guys!!
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Today’s Build-A-Bear of the day: Zomb Frog! 🧸
Released on August 22, 2023.
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husker-fictive · 11 days ago
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Does anyone have any easy/safe spells for a beginner witch? Basically the only supplies I have or could access at this moment are candles so keep that in mind
I firstly want a protection spell, just in case
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husker-fictive · 11 days ago
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🤢
No thanks
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husker-fictive · 12 days ago
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Mee :3
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We were tagged in the little guy trend-thing by @celestialbitch-art! (will put link somewhere)
We nominate @ender-afton, @glitchheart1828, @voided-code-sys, @bluebloodsystem, @husker-fictive and…drumroll, please… @thesyschaotic
Have fun!
LINK: little guy
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husker-fictive · 12 days ago
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Hate that a while back I decided I hated how I looked when I was younger (like 11ish) so I just deleted all photos but two
Like baby entity of course we hated how we looked we were depressed and had scoliosis so bad it hurt to walk and our shoulders were super uneven
But I still want those photos back
The only ones I have are of me in the hospital post spinal fusion and one where my depression was really bad so I did not look well at all but also my sister's dying dog with really bad hips had decided that my lap was a good place to collapse <3333 rip Zoey
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husker-fictive · 12 days ago
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it's happening AGAIN
The moon is genuinely scaring the shit out of me rn lowkey! I'm not usually able to see it put out my window but there it is and it wasn't there when it was dark earlier, it just started being visible in the last 20 minutes and now I can barely see it??
Am I being paranoid guys what is causing this
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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google calm down
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(i was trying to look up why his username was that. did not get an answer btw)
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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I'd bring the (totally legal and not pirated at all) DVDs of movies and a DVD player
Open tags because tagging people scares me
I think if I had a sleepover with all my mutuals I would bring two pans of homemade garlic bread rolls, a deck of uno cards, and a cd of Napoleon Dynamite bc I want to share the things I love with the people I love ❤️
Btw youre all invited :3
Actually ya know what this is a tag game. We’re tag gaming now.
Reblog with whatever you love that you want to share with the people at the sleepover!
no pressure tags!
@aroace-get-out-of-my-face @inkyrainstorms @sharksfrommars @biggirlscantcry @nerdylittlebugcreature @jellybeanjo @kagaintheskywithdiamonds @xirine13 @greenbunny7 @thenoellebird @midnightidk10 @enyaswildchild
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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more things I've noticed about it:
When I scratch behind it's ear it leans into it in a way that's not normal
My cat Cookie is scared - not really scared just uneasy- about it
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Okay so
This is Mouse
His name used to be Pumpkin but that's before this
At my old house, there was basically a ghost of a cat- or a spirit presenting as a cat at the very least- who my sister has seen and I've heard (meowing in a way that didn't sound like my cats and the strays only make noises when they're fighting there) and "felt" (general presence, weight of a cat walking or laying on my mattress when my cats weren't in the room, something brushing or rubbing against my legs when no animal was there and no breeze)
I hadn't believe of ghosts being able to follow people, but I do believe Mouse followed me and somehow latched himself onto this stuffed animal
I vividly know what he looks like despite never seeing him myself- he's a fat, ginger striped tabby, and as soon as my sister mentioned him the name "Mouse" popped up in my head.
Reasons I believe he latched onto this stuffed animal-
It looks like him but not fat
I feel a deep sadness that is not mine whenever the eyes are looking at me and I'm not holding him
The paw moved on its own when I was holding it in a position it wouldn't be able to flop like that
Just now, I am having the feeling as if a cat is nuzzling my face but there's no alive cat there
As far as I know, he's a very sweet, very affectionate spirit
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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Kitty :D
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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ITS BACK AND ITS MOVED
The moon is genuinely scaring the shit out of me rn lowkey! I'm not usually able to see it put out my window but there it is and it wasn't there when it was dark earlier, it just started being visible in the last 20 minutes and now I can barely see it??
Am I being paranoid guys what is causing this
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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I can't see it anymore wtf,,,
The moon is genuinely scaring the shit out of me rn lowkey! I'm not usually able to see it put out my window but there it is and it wasn't there when it was dark earlier, it just started being visible in the last 20 minutes and now I can barely see it??
Am I being paranoid guys what is causing this
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husker-fictive · 13 days ago
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The moon is genuinely scaring the shit out of me rn lowkey! I'm not usually able to see it put out my window but there it is and it wasn't there when it was dark earlier, it just started being visible in the last 20 minutes and now I can barely see it??
Am I being paranoid guys what is causing this
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