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There have been so many embarrassing moments I have had whilst wearing my diapers and plastic pants for incontinence, it does not really faze me anymore. It is fun to find out that so, so many of you want to hear my diaper wearing stories. I guess it can be a turn on for some, or even encouragement for others to not be afraid to embrace and accept yourself and fulfill your own desires. Some of my most embarrassing diaper wearing times happened with the humiliation occurring after the fact. Usually because I either partied too hard, or I was being aloof, and I did not even notice when or what was happening until someone told me later. The most memorable of these kinds of moments happened in high school at a Halloween party. Be diapered-up, this could end up being a long story.

Yes, I have been in diapers for Halloween, with my diaper and plastic panties as part of the costume, way before I started actually going to adult Halloween parties or Halloween Fetish Balls, where I would also wear my diapers as the main aspect of my costumes. Anyway, senior year of high school another student was throwing a Halloween pool party. The guy I was seeing from that school wanted to go. I had already met and had been with my future long-term boyfriend Christian (Chris) 2 years earlier. Chris was older and a sophomore at UC Irvine when we met. But we did not see each other all the time because he was far away, up in Irvine and I was down in the San Diego area. So, we regularly saw other people and that was all ok. We did not really talk about what happens on our other dates. Anyway, Chris could not come down to the party that weekend and Warren had asked me to go already.

Warren had been interested in me, and we had been seeing each other on and off since junior year. He was younger than me and in my class. I was 19 at the time due to being held back a couple of years due to all my back surgeries and spinal cord issues. So, Warren thought it would be a funny idea to wear diapers for our Halloween costumes, or to go as matching babies, since he already knew about my diaper wearing and my difficulty being comfortable with a costume that would still be sexy with my diapers. A few of my friends also thought that it was a clever idea since I would not have to try and hide my diapers and plastic pants all night long. I knew Warren long enough to know that he was not interested in diapers sexually like I know Chris was. It was too bad my BF Chris could not come down because he would have loved the costume idea. But anyways, that Halloween night we got ready for the party.

Warren came over and we dressed up with cropped matching yellow t-shirts with our bellies showing, and yellow socks with ruffles. We actually wore sandals with our socks because it was a pool party and we wanted to be funny. I pinned 2 of my larger diapers on Warren, a flannel with a terry cloth one inside to make his diaper puffier. Then I gave him a pair of my plastic pants to wear over his diapers. I put on a larger flannel diaper with a cotton booster pad and my plastic pants with snaps. We looked adorable. We also had matching pacifiers that we bought online. I was wearing pig tails, and we put a large curl in Warren hair. We arrived at the party, and everything was going great. Kind of an awesome party with everybody outside in the large backyard with Halloween lights and decorations. Drinks were everywhere and Jen’s parents were gone, so we partied pretty crazily.

I tend to party hardier than others, and that had gotten me into trouble on many occasions. This party would not be an exception. I got pretty wasted and loud, and I was hanging out with everybody. As the night went on, as expected, my diaper started filling up. Even faster than usual because I was drinking so much. Warren kept going to the restroom to pee out the sides of his diapers and he kept his dry. At some point, I did not even notice how full my diaper was and that my pee was pooling in the bottom of my plastic pants. Some of my friends were making fun of how wet my diaper was compared to Warrens dry diaper.

The real humiliating part started when after a couple of hours of being totally soaked, my friend Makenzie told me that Jen had to follow me around and put towels on the cushions of the chairs, or lounges, that I had been sitting on because I was leaking right through my diaper and plastic pants and soaking all the cushions. I was so embarrassed when she told me. I thought that made it time to leave that party. A few people were also starting to go swimming and the pool water was a bit cold for us and we did not have anything to change into. So, a group of us left with our boyfriends and went to Makenzie's house for the rest of the night. On the way there, we went to buy some more beers (we had a fake ID), and at the store I was told it was obvious when I walked that pee was leaking out of my plastic pants and dripping down my legs.

We made it to Makenzie's and partied even more and then we eventually broke away with our partners to make out. Warren and I ended up on a sofa in a back room. I was so wasted and horny, I could not stop grinding on him with our diapers and plastic pants. It was a blast when everyone’s pizza came. When we got up to get some pizza, Warren still had a hard-on, and it was sticking straight out making a huge tent in his diaper and plastic pants. Everyone thought that was quite hilarious, especially since it did not go down even when we were eating our pizza. That only made me hornier, and we eventually made it back to the sofa so we could make out some more. I did not want to take my diapers off because they were so wet, and the pins were always difficult. So, I just pulled him out enough to put him in my mouth while he kept his hand in my diaper and rubbed my clit. I remember we both came almost instantly. We cuddled for a minute and then decided that we wanted to leave. I had to get home to change into a fresh night diaper and put on a pair of clean plastic pants.

Parked in front of my house, we made out some more. I was so horny that night. He was completely sticking out of the top of his diapers and plastic pants, so I unpinned one side of my diaper and let him put it inside me and we came again like crazy. It was so late, and I was exhausted, so I finally went in to change and crash. The next day was the most embarrassing delayed humiliation I had ever experienced, with my friend Jen telling me that my diapers leaked all over her furniture, that I leaked pee all over Makenzie’s sofa, and I soaked Warren’s dad’s car passenger seat when we played in my saturated diapers.

I felt so embarrassed from that whole night, that for 2 weeks, I did not go out at all. I would just come home from school and stay in my room. I did not talk to anybody, even Chris. I would smoke a bit and just masturbate in my diapers and plastic pants hoping to drown the humiliating memories in my ecstasy. After the second week of my hiding, Chris finally came down for the weekend. He was allowed to stay at our place in my room, but only on the weekends during the schoolyear. He was concerned about me and my isolation, and he wanted to find out what happened. He got there in the evening, and he wanted us to go out on a nice date so we could unwind and open up. He was a little tired, but excited to see me, and he wanted to wear one of my diapers and a pair of my plastic pants for the night. I think he was feeling a little left-out over the happenings of the last few weeks. I was not sure what I should tell him, so I was still quiet through dinner, but we had some wine when we got home, and I started to open up.

We were relaxing on my bed, and I asked him what he wanted to know, and he said to just tell him everything. So, I began telling him about the whole Halloween party night, with all of my mistakes and my leaking diapers, that I got too drunk, and what I did. He felt bad for me at first, for all of the embarrassment I had to endure. But he also said he was turned on quite a bit about some parts of that night and some of the things I did with Warren. I could tell he was turned on with his diaper and plastic pants bulging out in front, almost like Warren’s did. Well, we took care of that right away with both of us quietly coming, at least twice for me. We changed into dry diapers and plastic pants and crashed on my bed. That was the first night we both slept in our diapers and plastic pants together.

Nina