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i-am-baechu · 4 months ago
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.𖥔 ݁ ˖ Title: Closer Than Ever
.𖥔 ݁ ˖Paring: Gamer! Jungkook x Gamer! Reader
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ Rating: PG - 16
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ Summary: All she wants to do is go play a game after a long day. Avoiding her crush at the office and just trying to do her work is stressful. Not get killed by someone who was level 78. JJJKK_97 count your days! 
.𖥔 ݁ ˖Genre: Fluff, romance, strangers to lovers, slow-burn, Jungkook is a star worker, gamer reader, some steamy scenes but nothing too crazy in this one
.𖥔 ݁ ˖Playlist- After Like - IVE and Super Shy - New Jeans
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i-am-baechu · 4 months ago
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Guys i've been trying to write the story Second Chances and I'm having trouble to write it. So, I'm going to pause on that story for now and move on to the next story. I'll go back to the story when I feel more inspired for it :\
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i-am-baechu · 5 months ago
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Coming next week! 💙💙💙💙
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✈જ⁀➴ Title: Second Chance 
✈જ⁀➴Paring: Office Worker! Jungkook x PTSD! Reader
✈જ⁀➴ Rating: Explicit (18+) 
✈જ⁀➴ Summary: Second Chance [noun] :An opportunity to try something again after failing one time
Y/N L/N is a broken woman after a tragic event. Sudden goodbyes makes life so fragile but a simple hello can mend all the broken pieces. A beautiful mess that has art to it, it just takes a good eye to understand it.  
✈જ⁀➴ Genre: Angst, fluff, romance, strangers to lovers, slow-burn, Jungkook is a star worker, reader is going through stuff, therapy sessions, talks of death, and smut 
✈જ⁀➴ Playlist: Die With A Smile - Lady Gaga and Bruno Mars & All of the Stars - Ed Sheeran
She rubbed her face roughly and let out a small scream in her palms. As if the small scream could heal anything she was going through. She tossed the blanket off of her body and walked to her bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror and it was as if the painting was smeared making the piece unrecognizable. She turned on her water and tossed water onto her face. Maybe the droplets can make her feel like a steady stream and not a storm on the horizon.
In another part of the city, Jeon Jungkook typed away on his computer. Switching from tabs making sure all his data was up to date. He felt a hand on his shoulder and he looked up to see Kim Namjoon giving him a soft smile, “Kook, shouldn’t you be home?”
“I’m just trying to figure this out.”
“Namjoon sighed, “It will be here tomorrow.”
“Five more minutes.”
Namjoon rolled his eyes and nodded his head, “I’ll be in the car waiting.” 
Jungkook watched his president walk out of the office and he went back typing away. He took a sip of his water and he slowly turned his head to look at the moon. The moon to him has always been a mystery. It brought warmth but also coldness. He wanted to understand the moon but for now he stared at the beauty.
Y/N stared at the same sky and her finger traced around the mystery moon. She could count all the stars in the darkness and she still would be up. She placed her palm against the cold glass and let out a deep sigh. Another sleepless night…
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i-am-baechu · 5 months ago
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JIHYO ✶ Strategy / 241215
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i-am-baechu · 5 months ago
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bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
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i-am-baechu · 5 months ago
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Hello, it's been awhile.
First of all, I am sorry for being gone but I had to get my insurance right. I've been fighting with my mental health place for weeks because they messed up the paperwork and how I would have to pay out of pocket. I don't have that money and I got really scared. I e-mailed them multiple times because whenever I called no one would pick up or I missed office hours because of work. I had to take care of that because without therapy I wouldn't be here today if I'm being honest. It took make me almost a month to get it handled and I did.
The next thing that has been happening is work. Work hasn't been too kind to me and I know not all jobs can be rainbows and sunshines but it can be a little better. I don't know what possessed my managers but they've been writing countless e-mails back forth to each other about me and the other managers. I only found out on accident when one of them left it in the drafts of the e-mail we all share to read updates. In one of the e-mails she was attacking my personality and basically said I couldn't do my job because of how friendly I am towards everyone. That really hurt. I don't scold people like how she does and instead listen with compassion. Work has really been beating me down to the point where I would just cry. I've been looking for a new job because I just can't handle it anymore but for now i'm stuck there. I also decide to have a new attitude towards work and just don't care as much anymore. Which sucks because in the beginning I loved this job. I told myself, until you finish school or until you find a better a job.
Fighting my insurance to keep something I desperately needed and on top of that going to a workplace that just felt like bullying was taking a toll on me. Every time I had time to write, I would fall asleep from being overly emotional or just tired from working all the time. I have decide to focus on my health and what can keep me happy.
Writing makes me happy and this blog makes me happy. I need to focus on that. It's been a wild new year and it will be better because my birthday passed. With my new age, I've decide to focus on my healing. I deserve to be happy.
So, writing will take a little while but I will be back in the upcoming weeks.
Again, I am so sorry for being out but I am back. Thank you for the support and love guys <3
-Kat 💛
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i-am-baechu · 6 months ago
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✈જ⁀➴ Title: Second Chance 
✈જ⁀➴Paring: Office Worker! Jungkook x PTSD! Reader
✈જ⁀➴ Rating: Explicit (18+) 
✈જ⁀➴ Summary: Second Chance [noun] :An opportunity to try something again after failing one time
Y/N L/N is a broken woman after a tragic event. Sudden goodbyes makes life so fragile but a simple hello can mend all the broken pieces. A beautiful mess that has art to it, it just takes a good eye to understand it.  
✈જ⁀➴ Genre: Angst, fluff, romance, strangers to lovers, slow-burn, Jungkook is a star worker, reader is going through stuff, therapy sessions, talks of death, and smut 
✈જ⁀➴ Playlist: Die With A Smile - Lady Gaga and Bruno Mars & All of the Stars - Ed Sheeran
She rubbed her face roughly and let out a small scream in her palms. As if the small scream could heal anything she was going through. She tossed the blanket off of her body and walked to her bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror and it was as if the painting was smeared making the piece unrecognizable. She turned on her water and tossed water onto her face. Maybe the droplets can make her feel like a steady stream and not a storm on the horizon.
In another part of the city, Jeon Jungkook typed away on his computer. Switching from tabs making sure all his data was up to date. He felt a hand on his shoulder and he looked up to see Kim Namjoon giving him a soft smile, “Kook, shouldn’t you be home?”
“I’m just trying to figure this out.”
“Namjoon sighed, “It will be here tomorrow.”
“Five more minutes.”
Namjoon rolled his eyes and nodded his head, “I’ll be in the car waiting.” 
Jungkook watched his president walk out of the office and he went back typing away. He took a sip of his water and he slowly turned his head to look at the moon. The moon to him has always been a mystery. It brought warmth but also coldness. He wanted to understand the moon but for now he stared at the beauty.
Y/N stared at the same sky and her finger traced around the mystery moon. She could count all the stars in the darkness and she still would be up. She placed her palm against the cold glass and let out a deep sigh. Another sleepless night…
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i-am-baechu · 6 months ago
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I’m disassociate for the next four years
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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EUNHA – Season of Memories, 250111
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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I miss red velvet 😭😭
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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Hi new follower here👋🏾 here to wise you wel on your healing journey! I’ve already really loved some of your fics. Planning to catch up on the rest! Phew it’s so hard coming across ot7 fix pages your an Angel MUAW 😆💜
I’ll be sunflower anon🌻
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Siri play “Supernova love” 🥹🥹🥹🥹
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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I was waiting for the new story, hope your mental health is better now 💝
Thank you so much. It was very hard but I was able to be back to my “normal” self. I think mentally everything was too much and I just needed to sit down and actual breathe for once.
Thank you for liking my story 🤍🤍🤍
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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GFRIEND / Season of Memories
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i-am-baechu · 7 months ago
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❀˖° Title: Never Knew I Needed
❀˖°Paring: Idol! Yoongi x Introvert! Reader 
❀˖° Rating: PG - 16
❀˖° Summary: Yoongi had his life planned out for himself. Studio. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. He always knew what he needed to do or what needed to be done but it all changed on a Tuesday morning with a girl who clumsily knocked into him. 
❀˖°Genre: Fluff, romance, strangers to lovers, slow-burn, reader keeps to herself, florist reader, some steamy scenes but nothing too crazy in this one
❀˖° Playlist: Never Knew I Needed - Ne-Yo
❀˖° Author's note: Second longest one shot I have ever written! When I say slow-burn, I mean it.
There’s something about the early mornings that brings this inner peace. It was quiet but not too quiet. It was cold enough to have a blanket around while you looked at the window with a cup of hot coffee waking up your soul, it was perfect. It also allowed you to plan out the day, that’s what Y/N did. She took advantage of the early mornings and got everything planned for herself. She knew of course stuff happened and something may not get done, as long as there was an attempt; That’s all that matters for her. 
She styled her hair and put her glasses on to finally get on with the day. She had a busy day today. A lot of idols ordered from her flower shop; Stardust and apparently today was one of those days that everyone needed flowers. She didn’t know why but she wasn’t going to question the business. She walked down her apartment stairwell with her music playing through her headphones. It was like any other day. 
She walked to the bus stop and smiled to herself. She took off her headphones and waved, “Good morning, Meria.” 
Meria was one of her closest friends, though she didn’t have many; Meria was top three. Meria was the star football player in their college days and was 7-2. Meria left the sport because she wanted to focus on something less focused on her limbs. Meria agreed to open Stardust with Y/N and never regretted it. 
Meria took the bun out of her mouth and waved, “Good morning~. Hazel and Nora are already at the store. They wanted help with some of the orders.” 
Y/N’s eyes widened at this and tilted her head, “They’re already there?” She glanced down at her watch and looked back at Meria, “It’s seven...that means they woke up super early.”
Meria nodded her head and took another bite of her bun, “Hazel was determined to get there before you and Nora wanted to get breakfast.” 
Y/N pouted at this, “They didn’t have to do this...I have to-”
“Y/N, shush. They wanted to help you, they love you. Don’t feel bad. Now get on this bus before I throw you onto it.” 
Meria, Hazel, and Nora were Y/N’s top three friends (and her only friends if she was going to be honest). Hazel was always keeping Meria and Nora in check with their teasing, something Y/N greatly appreciated. Hazel was also the first one to approach Y/N during their freshman year. Nora was the youngest in the group but she was also the brightest. Having an IQ of 120, she was bright but she was lazy. She barely showed up at her classes but would sleep at Y/N’s dorm as they ate breakfast together. The girls were always together, the perfect group of friends. 
Y/N nodded her head and glanced at the bus, “Can I have the window seat?”
“Of course you can, my little daydreamer.” 
On the other side of the city, Yoongi let out a loud groan. Apparently, his music file was corrupted which means his hard work was nowhere to be seen. He ran his finger through his hair and glared at the screen, “What the fuck am I supposed to do?”
Namjoon glanced at Hoseok who just shrugged his shoulders. Namjoon walked behind Yoongi in his chair and rubbed his shoulders gently, “You should walk away for now. It’s not going to be solved if you stay mad at it. If anything, you might make things worse.” 
Yoongi sighed and took a sip of his coffee, “You want buns for breakfast?” 
Hoseok nodded his head at this, “Nora Bun’s open in a few minutes. They have really good red bean buns.” 
Yoongi stood up from his chair (with a little stretch) and put his beanie on, “Whatever will get me out of here, I don’t care where we go.” 
Hoseok scoffed at this, “Let’s go sunshine.”
Namjoon sighed and rubbed his forehead, “It’s too early for this, let’s get food.” 
Yoongi put his jacket on and glanced down at his phone, “Did you order the flowers for TXT?”
Namjoon nodded his head, “Yeah, Stardust was super busy. I just hope they’ll get here.” 
“Y/N is really good at being on time. You don’t have to worry.” 
Yoongi closed his studio door and glanced at Hoseok with a raised eyebrow, “Y/N? Who is that?”
“She’s one of the owners of Stardust. Super nice and awkward. Fun to tease.” 
Namjoon shook his head as they walked down the hall, “I tell you all the time to leave her alone.”
“Why haven’t I met her?” 
Namjoon glanced at Yoongi and shrugged his shoulders, “You never come out of your studio.” 
“Whatever, just make sure the flowers get here.” 
Y/N opened her door and smiled at her friends who were hard at work, “Good morning...thank you for coming.”
Nora was the first one to look up from her work. She gave Y/N a thumbs up, “Don’t worry. We’ll always got your back. I brought some buns from my shop here.” 
Meria put her coat up and pointed her finger at Nora, “You told me you weren’t bringing any buns so I just ate one on the way here. How could you do this to me!?”
Nora let out a small chuckle, “I brought it for Y/N, you idiot.” 
“Idiot!?”
Hazel snapped her fingers and glared at the two, “Yah! This isn’t why we came early, Nora.” Hazel turned towards Y/N and gave her a soft smile. She walked towards the shorter girl and gave her a small hug, “Good morning, Y/N. Would you like some red bean buns?”
Y/N nodded her head, “That sounds wonderful...” 
After breakfast, Y/N put on her apron and got to work. She let the soft jazz play through her store and she ignored the bickering between Nora and Meria. Y/N smiled to herself and looked down at the paperwork, “These bouquets go to Hybe for TXT. It says Kim Namjoon ordered it, Meria, can you take this order?” 
Meria nodded her head, “You don’t want to see Hoseok?”
Y/N took a sip of her water and shook her head, “I have too much work.” 
Nora smirked at this and leaned forward on her table, “You don’t want him to tease you.” 
Y/N looked away and picked up the next order, “I’ll do the order for Itzy, Nora can you do this order for Aespa’s Music Core performance.” 
Nora nodded her head and took the paperwork, “Whatever you say, boss.” 
“Thank you.” 
Meria took the bouquets and smiled to herself, “Congratulations on the new release. Aww, that’s so nice.”
“Meria don’t read the note. It's private” 
Meria rolled her eyes and nodded her head, “Fine boss.” 
Hazel handed Y/N another order and grabbed her keys, “You're driving with me, Meria. Let’s go.”  
“What!? No, I promise I’ll get there-”
“Let’s go Meria.” 
Y/N gave them a small wave and continued to do the countless orders. Driving with Hazel was like driving with your mom, she would ask you how’s your day and all that. It made Meria laugh because they lived together, and Hazel knew everything. They parked in the employee parking lot and Meria groaned, “I really hate coming into this building.” 
Hazel put the parking paper on her dashboard and glanced at Meria, “Why?”
“It’s so tempting to talk to everyone. That’s why Y/N usually does it because she doesn’t talk to anyone.”
“Just don’t talk to anyone.”
“That’s so hard to dooooo~.” 
Yoongi took a sip of his coffee as Namjoon took a bite of his bun. They were walking back to Yoongi’s office when they saw the bouquets of flowers making their way towards them. Yoongi tilted his head and wondered if this was Y/N (not that he cared...). Hoseok was the first one to greet her, “Hey Meria, where’s Y/N?” 
Meria pouted at him, “She had too many orders to come down...so here I am. Hazel told me to hurry up and not talk as much.”
Namjoon let out a laugh and handed Hoseok his bun to sign for the flowers, “Tell her we said hello.” 
“I’ll do that.” Meria glanced over Namjoon’s shoulder and saw Yoongi, “Hey you're the cat in BTS.” 
Yoongi felt his eye twitch and he raised his eyebrow, “Cat? The hell?” 
“Yeah, people say you're a cat. I don’t know what the internet says. Little meow meow or something like that. ”
“Don’t call me that. Why would you-”
Meria took the clipboard and smiled at Namjoon, “Thank you Mr. Kim. Hazel is texting me and she scares me. Have a good day!~” 
Yoongi watched the girl leave and shook his head, “Little meow meow...what the hell.”
“Just get back into your studio before you fight someone else.”
“Don’t tempt me.” 
Y/N was walking to her bus stop after the long day she had. She had around 120 orders to fulfill and she couldn’t believe that she got all of them done in a timely manner. She put on her headphones and waited for her bus. She looked up to the moon and gave it a soft smile. The moon was warm even though to others it was cold, the moon was Y/N’s favorite after a long night. She swiped her keychain and headed towards the back in the small corner that she loved oh so much. She told Meria that she didn’t want to go out for dinner, instead, she wanted to go home to her cat, Tuna, and have some tea. Meria understood that Y/N needed to unwind and didn’t push her. 
She stared outside as the streetlights shined against her skin. She watched groups of people walking on the sidewalk and she smiled to herself. She watched one group of guys laughing and pushing each other while one rolled his eyes. She couldn’t help but feel envious of their energy but she shook her head and glanced down at her phone. 
Yoongi glared at Taehyung and sighed, “Yah, can you walk properly? We’re in public.”
Taehyung pouted and stopped himself from pushing Jungkook, “Jungkook pushed me first. Why do you always let him do what he wants?” 
“Just keep walking.” 
Yoongi glanced at the bus next to them and he couldn't help but squint his eyes towards the silver vehicle. He wasn’t sure why but there was something about it, “Hyung! Are you coming?”
He glanced at Taehyung and nodded his head, “I-I’m coming.” 
Y/N tossed her bag on the hook and made her way to her couch. She plopped herself into the dark purple fabric and closed her eyes. It wasn’t until she felt the soft hairs against her fingers that she opened them. She petted Tuna and smiled, “I’m home.” She glanced at the window and her smile faltered a bit, “I’m home...” 
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Hazel loved her job. She really did but sometimes it becomes too much. That’s why she asked the one person who would listen to her rant, Y/N. The Hybe building was like a castle that was beautiful on the outside but boy did it feel like a prison on the inside. Hazel ran her finger through her hair and took a deep breath. She went to the cafe downstairs ignoring her coworker's glances. She sat in the far corner and swiped through her phone. 
Y/N entered the building and looked around. It was clear that Y/N didn’t belong here. She made her way through the busy entrance and entered Hazel’s code into the building (it also made it easier that the front desk knew her). She quickly made her way to the cafe and ignored the pit in her stomach. It felt like all eyes were on her because it was clear she didn’t belong there. She saw Hazel in the corner and made her way to her. Y/N poked her shoulder and gave her a small wave, “I’m here.”
Hazel gave her a smile and stood up to give her a hug, “Thank you for making time for me. I appreciate it.” 
Y/N nodded her head and sat in the chair, “I was worried. You usually don’t sound that distraught.” 
Hazel sat back and sighed, “It’s so busy this time of year. Everyone is making their comebacks and they want me to try to schedule everything by next Thursday.”
Y/N frowned at this, “Isn’t that asking too much?”
“That’s what I’m saying...ugh. I don’t know what to do.”
Y/N bit her lip and glanced down at her fingers, “I could always help...”
“What was that Y/N?”
Y/N slowly looked up and gave her a soft smile, “I could always come and help...the store isn’t busy this week and Meria has the store under control. If you want?” 
Hazel gave her a soft smile and placed her hand on top of Y/N’s, “You would help me?” 
Y/N nodded her head, “I don’t like seeing you in such distress.” 
Hazel smiled and clapped her hands, “Thank you Y/N. Let me buy you a muffin.” 
Y/N watched Hazel jump out of her seat and she sat there blinking her eyes. She let out a small sigh, “What did I get myself into?” 
“What the hell did I get myself into?” Yoongi glared at the screen while Jin gave him a proud smile next to him. Jin pointed at the screen and Yoongi had to stop himself from smacking it, “I fixed some of the melody for you.” 
Yoongi glanced at Jin and then back at the screen, “This is completely different. When I asked for help this isn’t what I wanted.”
Jin crossed his arms over his chest, “I helped you. You could say thank you.”
Yoongi sighed and took a sip of his coffee, “Thanks...”
“That doesn’t sound convincing-”
“Hyung, leave him alone.”
Yoongi turned in his chair and looked at Namjoon who was giving him a worried look, “At least someone has some sense.” 
“Yah! I helped you!” 
Namjoon rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest, “We have a meeting, let’s go.”
“Do I have-”
“Yes, now let’s go.” 
Yoongi sighed and slowly stood up from his chair, “Fine. Who is it with?”
“It’s with Hazel. She wants to talk about scheduling.” 
Jin stretched his body and nodded his head, “We just had our comeback, what more do they want?” 
“Just go to the meeting before she yells at me. She’s scary.” 
Y/N took a small bite of her cookie and listened to Hazel rant. It wasn’t until Hazel’s phone buzzed. She flipped her phone over and cursed under her breath, “I have a meeting in ten minutes. I gotta go, thank you again Y/N. It means the world to me.”  
Y/N nodded her head, “I’m glad I can help...” 
“I’ll see you tonight at dinner?”
Y/N bit her lip and looked away, “Maybe.”
“Just let us know, okay? We miss you but we get it, bye, bye.” 
Y/N watched Hazel leave and when she was truly gone, Y/N looked through the window. I wonder what Tuna is doing...
Yoongi sat in the meeting room waiting for Hazel. He was just going through his phone but stopped when the door opened. Hazel gave them an apologetic smile, “I’m so sorry I was having breakfast with my friend.” 
Hoseok's ears perked up at this, “Was it with Y/N?”
Hazel sat down and nodded her head, “Yes it was, and no, you can’t talk to her.”
Jimin pouted at this, “Why can’t we talk to her?”
Yoongi raised his eyebrow at this, “You know her too?”
Jimin leaned forward and nodded his head at Yoongi, “Yeah, Y/N always sends us flowers during promotion. She’s super nice.”
Yoongi nodded his head at this, Am I the only one that doesn’t know her? That’s annoying...
Hazel rolled her eyes and opened her folder, “Let’s begin.”
Y/N walked down the street and entered Nora’s restaurant. She knew it wasn’t going to be busy because it was after the breakfast rush and lunchtime doesn’t start until one o'clock, so she had time to talk to Nora. She knocked on her office and there was no answer. Y/N opened the door to see Nora leaning back in her chair with her eyes closed. Y/N shook her head at this but couldn’t help but laugh, “Neh, Nora.”
Nora opened her eyes and gave Y/N a lopsided smile, “Ello, what brings you to my shop?”
Y/N sat in the chair and looked at the dark wood in front of her, “Hazel said you guys missed me at dinner…”
Nora sat up for this and let out a nervous laugh, “We do but you know…we don’t want to force you. If you go tonight, Hazel is paying.”
Y/N bit her together and played with her fingers, “I’m sorry…I didn’t realize that I was-”
“Y/N, we get it. Don’t put pressure on yourself just to make us happy. It won’t make you happy.”
Y/N nodded her head, does it make me happy to stay inside all day and night? I don’t even know if that’s healthy. Y/N glanced down at the picture framed and smiled, it was a picture of them in college. It was right after one of Meria’s games and Nora had a camera. She said she needed prove to her family that she had friends and was normal. She missed her friends but she couldn’t help the pit in her stomach from the outside world. It wasn’t fair to her nor to them.
She smiled at Nora, “Where are we having dinner?” 
The rain was peaceful, it created a melody that either put you to sleep or put panic into your mind. Yoongi continued to flip his pen between his fingers as he stared at the blank pages. Nothing. He thought the rain would help him come up with something but this time around, he got nothing. He finally fixed the melody that was corrupted and he thought it was time to create a new song. Obviously, he thought wrong. 
He stood up and left his studio. He walked down the empty hallways until he saw Jungkook walking towards him, “Hyung, do you want to come with me?”
“Where?”
“To Stardust. I have to pick a bouquet for my mom.”   
Stardust. That’s where… “Sure, I’ll go with you.” Curiosity was going to kill this cat, that was for sure. 
Stardust was everything Yoongi expected it to be. It was a light pink store with flowers through the window and door. The smell of fresh roses took over all his senses. They walked through the door and Jungkook waved his hand at the girl at the register, “That’s Meria, she’s great. She’s one of the owners of this place.”
Yoongi nodded his head at the new information and walked further into the store. He glanced around to see countless bouquets and balloons. It was so colorful that it would make Hoseok look black and white. 
“Ah, took your ass long enough.”
Jungkook pouted at her and rolled her eyes, “I just got your text.”
“So, I told you last night too.” Meria looked over his shoulders and smiled, “Hey, meow meow.”
Yoongi felt his eye twitch at this but gave her a polite smile, “My name is Yoongi.”
“No, I like meow meow. Kook, your bouquet was made by the one and only me.” 
Jungkook gave her a shy smile and Yoongi noticed the little redness in his cheek but didn’t say anything. Jungkook signed some paperwork and when he finished he looked around, “Where’s Y/N?”
This caused Yoongi to look around and Meria shrugged her shoulders, “She told me she needed to help Hazel with something and I don’t know what.”
Yoongi glanced at Meria, “Hazel? She’s with Hazel?”
Meria raised her eyebrow and slowly nodded her head, “Yes? Why?”
Yoongi let out a small cough and shrugged his shoulders, “Just asking.” 
Meria gave him a suspicious look but nodded her head, “Right, Jungkook follow me please~.” 
Yoongi watched the two leave and he made his way to the purple lilacs. They were shining so bright under the light and he couldn’t help but wonder about Y/N. She clouded his mind even though he had never met her. For once he didn’t want to stay in his studio. He was going to meet Y/N, no matter what. 
Y/N looked through the paperwork and glanced at Hazel who was stressed. It was Monday afternoon and even though they got most of it done there was still so much to get done. After four days of staying up, Hazel could finally see a dent in her work. Y/N frowned at her friend and gently took the folder out of her hands, “Hazel…maybe you should get something to eat.”
Hazel let out a sigh and nodded her head, “I do crave chocolate.” 
Y/N smiled at this and stood up, “I’ll get you some chocolate chip cookies from the cafe. It’ll make you feel better.” 
“Thank you Y/N, I appreciate it.”
Y/N smiled at this and grabbed her wallet and was off. She walked through the empty walls with awkwardness because she still didn’t know where to go. She walked down the stairs and took a sharp turn. She hit someone’s chest and she couldn’t help but gasp. She slowly looked up and she felt like a mouse.
“Y/N?” Hoseok gave her his signature smile and patted her head, “What are you doing here so late?”
Y/N glanced down at her shoes and then back at him, “I’m helping Hazel..”
“Oh, with scheduling? I knew she was having a hard time because she asked us directly what we wanted.”
Y/N nodded her head at this, “She overworking…I was going to get her some chocolate chip cookies from the cafe. I-I was wondering if you could-”
“I’ll help you, I’ll be your guiding light.” 
Y/N glanced down and saw Hoseok's arm was still around her waist. Y/N shimmed out of his gasp and bowed her head, “Thank you. I could buy you something if you want.”
“Nope, I won’t let you buy me anything. Now follow me.” 
They walked through the empty building and Y/N felt like she was in kindergarten following the teacher with rope. Hoseok opened the door and Y/N tilted her head, “Where are we?” 
“In the back room of the cafe. I’ll get you those cookies for free.”
Y/N shook her head, “I-I can’t do that. It’s not right.”
“Y/N it’s fine.” 
Y/N shook her head, “Let me buy…please.” 
Hoseok sighed and nodded his head, “Fine.” Hoseok grabbed three cookies and glanced down at her, “These would taste so good if they were free.”
“They’re going to taste better paid.”
Y/N walked through the halls with Hoseok and he was talking about the upcoming comeback. She listened and she couldn’t help but smile at his excitement. Hoseok tilted his head at her, “You know you remind me of someone.” 
“Who?”
“Yoongi. You guys are very similar.”
“Yoongi? Is he the cat one?”
Hoseok let out a loud laugh and patted her back, “That made my night.”
She looked at him with a confused look but slowly nodded her head, “You're welcome?” 
Yoongi let out a sneeze and Jin raised his eyebrow, “Someone is talking about you.”
“Shut up with that myth. It’s not real.”
Jin shrugged his shoulders, “Fine be a Debbie downer.” 
Yoongi rolled his eyes and continued to look through his files. He couldn’t help but wonder who was talking about him (not that he cared…).
“Meria, can you please help my cousin with football? He won’t leave me alone.” 
Another dinner and Y/N nervously accepted it. It was the second dinner in a row that she went and it was Hazel’s choice this time. Hazel picked the ramen place near her work in case she had an emergency meeting. 
Meria slurped up her noodles and looked at Hazel, “Doesn’t he have a team to do that?”
Hazel played with her noodles and shook her head, “Half of his team has their own private coaches to help them out. Every time he asks they ask him why don’t you have a private coach.” 
Meria sighed, “I can make time.” 
“Thank you, I appreciate it.” 
Y/N took a sip of her water and glanced at Hazel, “Have you met Yoongi?”
Hazel raised her eyebrow and nodded her head, “Yeah, why?”
Meria glanced at Nora and had a mischievous smile, “I know Yoongi was looking for you the other day.”
Nora smirked at this and looked at Y/N, “Oh? Interesting.”
Y/N felt her face get hot and looked away, “I never met him…I was just asking.”
Hazel gave her a gentle smile, “He’s kind of like you but more blunt.”
Meria leaned back in her chair with a smirk, “Maybe you’ll guys meet and fall in love.”
Hazel kicked her shin under the table and looked back at Y/N, “Maybe you'll meet when you're over helping me out.” 
“Maybe..”
Tuesday mornings were always difficult for Y/N. It was the day when she went to therapy and talked about her problems. She loved her friends but she just didn’t know how to tell them how she was feeling. She knew they were all ears but she didn’t want to burden them with her problems. So she was paying someone to listen to her and it made her feel less guilty. Problem solve. 
She took a sip of her tea and headed into the Hybe building. She had her headphones playing comforting music as she made her way to Hazel’s office. As she made her way through the crowd of people, on the other side Yoongi was walking with Hoseok to the cafe. 
“I’m just glad you're finally taking a break.” 
Yoongi rolled his eyes, “I was craving something.”
“Like what? Pure caffeine?” 
“Actually no, I wanted the chocolate chip cookies.” 
Hoseok raised his eyebrow and let out a chuckle, “Yesterday, Y/N wanted the same ones.” 
Yoongi stopped in his tracks and looked at Hoseok with wide eyes, “Y/N?”
Hoseok stopped and turned towards him, “Yeah, she was here helping Hazel.” 
“You took her to get cookies?” 
Hoseok nodded his head, “Yeah, she wanted to get some cookies for Hazel because she was working really hard.” 
Yoongi nodded his head and started walking, “That’s nice of her.”
“Why?”
“No reason.” 
Y/N entered the office and gave Hazel a small wave, “Good morning.” 
Hazel looked up from her papers and smiled, “Hey, can you do me a favor?”
Y/N put her bag down on the floor and looked at Hazel, “Sure?”
“I ordered some muffins in the cafe downstairs. Can you pick them up for me?”
Y/N put her arm back into her jacket sleeve and nodded her head, “Under your name?”
“Yes, thank you. I wanted to get you that chocolate muffin you like so much.”
“Thank you. I’ll be back.” 
Y/N went back out and made her way through the busy hallways. She liked it better when there were fewer people, it was easier to navigate. Y/N walked down the stairs as her music played through her white headphones. She made a sharp turn and she hit someone’s chest. She blinked her eyes and slowly looked up to see dark brown eyes already looking at her, “Oh, Y/N, Hey.”
She looked to the side and saw Hoseok giving her a small smile. She slowly turned her head and quickly backed away with a bow, “I’m sorry.”
Yoongi looked Y/N up and down, honestly, he didn’t know what he expected. She was dressed in all black (besides her headphones) but her glasses were light pink. She kept averting her eyes away and he couldn’t help but tilt his head at her. She had this comforting aura and he wanted to learn more about her. She seemed mysterious but at the same time an open book. He could tell right away that she had social anxiety just with the way she was standing but he couldn’t read her eyes. He wanted to read her, he wanted to understand her. She gave him an awkward bow and said sorry again before making her way to the cafe. Yoongi turned his body to watch her and Hoseok couldn’t help but smirk at his friend, “You met Y/N.” 
“Ye-Yeah, I met Y/N.” Yoongi let out a small cough and turned around to quickly walk off before Hoseok said anything else. He knew this session was going to be long. 
Yoongi continued to stare at his screen and he couldn’t come up with anything. He wouldn’t say it was writer's block, it was more like he was distracted. His mind went back to Y/N. Meeting her last week has really put him in a weird place. He only knew her name and he barely said two words to her. He closed his document and glanced down at his phone, 13:14. He has time to make a visit. 
He grabbed his keys and headed out with his mask and all. He parked his car on the side and he went inside Stardust. He walked in but it wasn’t the peaceful sight that he walked into before. Y/N was getting berated by someone and he couldn’t help but glare, “Oi, leave her alone.” 
The girl turned around and scoffed, “She shouldn’t be working in an industry if she can’t talk.”
“Well maybe if you clean your ears you can hear her.” Y/N smiled at this and she looked at shoes. Yoongi glanced at her when she did this and he felt his chest get lighter. Yoongi looked back at the girl and crossed his arms over his chest, “Are we done here?”
The girl scoffed at this and walked out but she made sure her shoulder bumped into Yoongis. He rolled his eyes and let out a small chuckle when the door closed. Y/N looked up and gave him a small smile, “Sorry about that.”
Yoongi shook his head and walked closer to her, “You shouldn’t be sorry for someone else's actions.” 
“Still...”
Yoongi pulled down his mask and gave her a small smile, “I didn’t introduce myself last time...I’m Yoongi.”
Y/N looked into his brown eyes and then at her flowers, “I know...meow meow, right?”
Yoongi let out a small chuckle and nodded his head, “Yeah, meow meow. You already know me?” It’s cute when she calls me that. 
Y/N looked back at him and nodded her head, “It’s hard not to notice you. You’re the one that sets the team in motion with your lyrics...especially with your skills at conveying emotions...”
“You...you noticed all of that?” 
She nodded her head and looked down at her flowers. Despite the cold air from the AC, Y/N felt her cheeks begin to burn and she had to look away from his dark curious eyes. Throughout her final days at helping Hazel, she kept asking about Yoongi. Ever since Hoseok said she was like Yoongi she couldn’t help but be curious. All the stories that were told to her made her feel like an expert at knowing him but at the same time an amateur, “Well, you and the rest of the guys are kind of...kind of everywhere.” Y/N stammered out and she couldn’t help but play with her fingers, “I hear your music every day and it’s comforting-”
“You think my music is comforting?”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
It was Yoongi’s turn to feel the heat from his face and he was thankful he wasn’t standing under the light. He rubbed his neck, “Th-Thanks.”
Y/N let out a cough and turned towards her flowers as she went through some paperwork, “Sorry...I talk too much.”
“I don’t think so.” 
Y/N glanced at Yoongi over her shoulder and then back at her paper, “Did you have an order to pick up?”
Yoongi cursed under his breath, he didn’t think he would get this far with talking to her. Yoongi looked up at the ceiling and then back at her, “No, I just wanted to introduce myself to you. I felt bad I didn’t do it on that day and I’ve been thinking about-sorry I’m talking too much.”
Y/N let out a small laugh, “I don’t think so..”
Yoongi stared at her face when he saw her laugh and in this moment he was undeniably happier (he wasn’t going to tell anyone that...) 
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“I heard you met Yoongi.”
Y/N eyes widened and she dropped the flowers onto the table. She let out a small cough as she picked them up trying to act like nothing happened, “I told you I went to get pizza after closing the shop early and then I went to Tuna's vet appointment.” 
Meria pursed her lips and glanced at Hazel who was avoiding eye contact (she didn’t want to get ratted out), “That’s strange because an office lady that works god-forsaken hours saw Yoongi coming back with a small vase of flowers without any of his members around to annoy the peace.” 
Y/N picked up the bouquet and hid her face, “I may have left out some details.” 
Nora dropped her scissors, “What happened? The one time we didn’t come and help.”
“It’s not what you think...”
“Well it sounds like it was a good conversation” Meria joked as she walked towards Y/N’s table, “What happened? Pleaseeeeee telllll usss!~” 
“This was an angry customer...” Y/N placed the bouquet back on the table and stared at the dark wood, “She was mad that my voice wasn’t loud and started to go off on me. Yoongi came and told the girl off, making her leave. We talked for a little bit before I had to get food and take Tuna to her appointment.” 
“Wait...your appointment was at 15:00. You talked for two hours?” 
Y/N shook her head at Meria, “I told you to stop going through the logs.”
“I’m nosy. That shouldn’t be a crime.” 
Hazel scrunched her face at this, “It’s a crime.”
Nora rolled her eyes at this, “We’re getting off track.”
“There’s nothing more to talk about. Yoongi came in and told that girl off...he bought some flowers. End of story.” 
Hazel shrugged her shoulders, “I don’t know. When he came into my office afterward, that was the most I’ve seen him smiling without his members.” 
Meria snorted and looked at Y/N, “You heard that.” 
Y/N rolled her eyes (with her face feeling hot) and went through the paperwork, “No, I didn’t.” 
Nora looked at Meria and then back at Hazel, “Should we go through the video to find the girl.”
“Nora, you’re not going through my security tape to find the girl. The three of you give me a headache.”
Hazel smiled at this, “You’re welcome.” 
Y/N couldn’t stop herself from smiling and shook her head, “Thanks.” 
Three times a week, Y/N was at Hybe’s office helping Hazel with extra paperwork. Her office may be small but it was cozy with all her plants around. The new paperwork was on the business side and Hazel asked Y/N if she could help (since Y/N had a business degree). Y/N agreed because it got out of the flower shop and Meria asked her to take a break from the shop. She’s taking a break from her job just to be working another job. Sounds about right. She should be taking a break with her cat but she finds going through paperwork relaxing. 
Y/N handed Hazel a stack of paper and smiled, “I finished another pile.” 
Hazel smiled at this, “At this point, you should just work here.”
Y/N shook her head, “I just like helping you. I’m going to get some tea, do you want anything?”
“I’m good.” 
Y/N made her way to the cafe and sat in the back with her tea as she went through her music. She closed her eyes as she waited for her tea to cool down a bit. She let her music take her to her daydreams. Just as Y/N was doing this, Yoongi walked into the cafe with Jin talking his ear off. Y/N passed the tables but he noticed Y/N in the back and he turned away from Jin to glance at her. He turned away quickly because he didn’t want to hear Jin’s teasing. They stood in line and nodded their head at Jin but Yoongi couldn’t help himself to glance at Y/N. 
Jin stopped talking when he saw that Yoongi wasn’t paying attention and followed his eyes. It all clicked when he saw Y/N. He heard the story from Jungkook and Hazel about his interaction with Y/N at her flower shop the other week. It was rare to hear Yoongi getting flushed with a compliment. Usually, he would play cool with them but to get flushed, never. 
Y/N looked up and saw Yoongi looking at her. She gave him a soft smile and a small wave. Yoongi straightened up his back and gave her a small nod. Jin smiled and at that moment he found himself almost glad that Yoongi liked Y/N. (Not that he would admit but Jin knew all...obviously). 
Y/N picked up her tea and made her way to Yoongi. She smiled at him, “Hazel told me you have a performance coming up.”
“Yeah, I’m excited. It’s been a while since we performed.”
Y/N glanced down and then back at Yoongi. She gestured for Yoongi to lean in closer and he blinked his eyes in confusion before he obliged. Y/N tilted her head to whisper in his ear, “I know this is biased but...I think you’ll be the best performer there.” Her hair whipped around her as she turned away from Yoongi and before she could walk away from Yoongi, she glanced at him, “Good luck.”
Yoongi watched her leave the cafe and he couldn’t take his eyes off of her. Jin rolled his eyes and let out a small cough, “Do you want coffee or not loverboy?”
“Shut up.”
The next day, Yoongi made his way to the cafe to see Y/N with her tea. Yoongi rubbed his hands against his jeans and took a deep breath. Y/N took a bite of her cake and looked up when she heard footsteps. She took off her headphones and smiled at Yoongi, “Hey.”
Yoongi waved and pulled the chair out to sit in front of her, “Weird question...are you good with computers?”
Y/N tilted her head and nodded her head, “It depends. What's up?”  
“Just having issues with saving.”
“I can take a look but I can’t promise anything.”
“That’s all I can ask for.”
They walked back to his studio and the two made small talk. She was telling him about her cat and he was telling her how he wanted to adopt a cat. A black cat to be specific. She looked down at his doormat and laughed, “That’s very you.”
Yoongi smiled to himself as he entered the code, “It was mostly towards Jimin and Taehyung.” 
“I’m sure they got the message.” 
He closed the door and Y/N looked around. She wasn’t sure what she was expecting but seeing real machines that make music left her in awe. She didn’t even know what they were called. She stood awkwardly and Yoongi spun the chair for her to sit. She gave him a small smile and sat in the black chair. She pushed herself near the computer and glanced up at him, “What did you want me to look at?”
“My music file...It was corrupted and I was wondering if you could help me. Hazel said you were good with computers.” 
Y/N shook her head at this and placed her hand on his mouse, “I wouldn’t say good...tolerable would be better.”  
Yoongi took another chair and sat next to her, “I would say good.”
“You haven’t even seen me work on computers.” 
“So, I just know it's going to be good because of you.”
Y/N felt her face turn hot but she shook her head and faced the computer, “I’ll try my best.” 
Y/N went through his computer and it wasn’t until she felt his hand on top of her other hand. She wanted to glance down but she knew if she did, she wouldn’t be able to stay in the room with him. After twenty minutes, she figured it out. Yoongi moved his hand and she turned towards him with a smile, “I figured it out.” 
Yoongi smiled at her and looked at the screen, “Thanks, I’ve been having trouble with this stupid thing.”
“I’m happy I was able to help you. I have to go, Hazel’s texting me.”
Yoongi stood up and put his hands in his pocket, “Yeah, go ahead. Thanks for helping. I really appreciate it.”
Y/N looked away from his brown eyes because she felt like if she looked at him, she would steam up. She nodded her head and gave him a small wave as she closed the door, she didn’t hear the footsteps. 
“What did Yoongi need?”
Y/N jumped slightly and placed her hand over her heart. She turned to see Namjoon with a curious look, “He had trouble saving this corrupt file...I helped him.”
Namjoon raised his eyebrow at this, “Corrupt file? Yoongi fixed that a while ago.”
Y/N felt her body get hotter and she slowly nodded her head, “Oh? I-I’m glad I could help.” 
Hazel had snuck the girls into the after-party of BTS performance in the Hybe building, but the energy in the room was so excitable that no one even noticed them. The soju and beer was flowing and Y/N noticed some younger trainers enjoying the loudness. Y/N took a sip of her water and let out a small laugh when Jimin told her the story about Jungkook the other day at the gym. She leaned her tired head on Nora’s shoulder as she listened to all the stories being thrown at her in the small circle. 
Across the room, Yoongi stood with Hazel as he leaned against the wall with a beer. He glanced at Y/N and then at Hazel. Yoongi saw an opportunity and now that he was alone with Hazel he could ask, “So...Y/N.” Yoongi began, taking a sip of his beer to calm his nerves, “Is she dating anyone?”
Hazel let out a small laugh and took a sip of her soju, “Took you long enough.” 
Yoongi whipped his head and stared at her with wide eyes, “How did you know? I thought I was being subtle.” 
“That was you being subtle? It would be successful if I was blind.” Hazel emphasized, “Namjoon told me about the file thing.” 
He felt embarrassment flow through his body, “Shut up...do...do you think I have a shot?” 
Hazel raised her eyebrow and took a sip of her soju, “Y/N is the most genuine and kind person you’ll ever meet. She tends to keep things to herself and she tries to talk to us but she stops herself. I don’t even think she realizes she does it.” 
“How do you know how she's feeling?” 
“You take the time to get to know her. Between you and me...I think you might have a shot.” With that Hazel left Yoongi to join her friends from the other side of the room. Yoongi’s eyes searched through the crowd and he stopped when he saw Y/N laughing at something Meria said. “I think you might have a shot...” 
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Spring flew by and before she knew it she was heading to the airport to visit family like she always did for spring. Everyone came to say their goodbyes and she was surprised the whole group had time to see her off. She was talking to Meria but her eyes kept drifting to Yoongi who was talking to Hazel. 
Her grip around Meria’s arm tightened and she looked down at her, “Nervous?”
Y/N nodded her head, “I hate going...”
“You love seeing your parents. Think of that and not the flight itself.” 
“I-I’ll try my best. I just don’t like flying.” 
Meria patted her head, “Just focus on your music or you can talk to one of us. Always here for you.”
Y/N nodded her head and she let go of Meria’s arm. She looked down at her phone and made a sharp turn but she collided with someone and nearly fell to the floor, “I’m so sorry-”
“Why is it that we’re always colliding with each other?” 
Y/N looked up and saw Yoongi giving her that smile that she only saw on Run BTS! She let out a small cough, “I can be a little oblivious but I’m usually not this clumsy.”
Yoongi chuckled at her nervous smile and helped her back to her feet, “Why did you make a turn?”
She felt embarrassment go through her body and she looked down at her shoes, “There's this cafe that has a cake that I like.”
“Oh is it that strawberry cake with champagne?” 
Y/N looked back up at him and her eyes were wide, “You remember that? I only mentioned it once.” 
“I remember what you like, don’t worry.” 
Jin looked over his shoulders and rolled his eyes, “Okay, lovebirds, Y/N you have a flight to catch.” 
Yoongi rolled his eyes and nodded his head towards the cafe, “Let’s get you that cake before you board.” He grabbed her hand and his other hand took her luggage. She glanced down at his hand and felt a surge of happiness through her body. She bit her lip and she softly said his name causing him to glance at her over his shoulder, “I was wondering...do you want to share your number with me so we can talk? If that’s okay.” 
They entered the cafe and he ignored the teasing smiles from the group. He looked down at Y/N and gave her his gummy smile, “Yeah, let’s get your cake first.” 
She sat on the plane and she glanced at her phone with a smile. She brought up Yoongi’s name and she took a deep breath, I just got on :) 
Not even a minute passed and she felt her phone buzzing, Text me when you get there. Get some sleep. I know you worked late last night at the flower shop. 
I will. Thanks for caring.
Always for you. 
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The trip to her parents was relaxing but it did feel strange not doing anything. During her time with her mom, she was taught how to knit. For someone who has never touched a needle, she was really good at it. She made everyone simple socks but for Yoongi she made him a beanie with a small Y on it. Summer was the time when Meria always had stuff planned for the group and usually Y/N would think twice about going. This year it’s different and Y/N was excited for whatever Meria planned. The summer felt slow but anything could happen with the summer sun blazing. 
“A football match?” 
Meria nodded her head and handed out jerseys from her bag, “Surprise” 
Y/N glanced at Nora who shrugged her shoulders, “I didn’t even know she could afford these tickets.”
“Yah, I have ears.”
“Unfortunately” 
Hazel put the jersey on and looked at Meria, “You do realize we have no idea what’s going on, right?”
Meria nodded her head, “My dad surprised me with these tickets and I wanted to go with my best friends.” 
“There’s a catch.”
Hazel smacked Nora’s shoulder and looked at Meria, “What’s the catch?”
Meria shook her head, “No catch, I didn’t want to go with my brothers.” 
When the group finally reached the stadium, they ended up having to climb more stairs than any of the girls anticipated. But the further they went up, Y/N ignored the ache in her thighs and focused on the excitement that was building up. 
Meria was the first to enter the box and when she looked inside she let a small snort out, “This is going to be fun.” 
Y/N looked at her with a confused look and walked in. Her eyes landed on the small group and she couldn’t fully recognize them until one of them fully turned, “Y/N?”
Y/N felt her heart skip a beat when she heard Yoongi’s voice and she didn’t understand how he managed to get more attractive while she was gone. There was a small nudge on Y/N’s shoulder and she realized it was Nora who was pushing her forward because she was frozen in place. 
Y/N waved shyly at Yoongi as she made her way over to him, “I thought I was going to see you tomorrow but this is a nice surprise.”
Yoongi glanced at Hoseok to make sure he wasn’t listening, “It is. I really liked the beanie by the way.”
She looked at him with excitement, “Really? You liked it? I’m glad it got to you. It was my first time knitting and sending something out like that.”
Yoongi opened his bag and pulled out the black-knitted beanie, “I’ve been carrying it around ever since I got it.” 
Y/N felt her heartbeat get faster and she swallowed her spit, “Really? It’s not that special...”
“It's the most important part of my outfit. For every outfit.” 
Y/N let out a small laugh, “I’m glad you like it.”
“Oi, Y/N, our seats are over here.” 
Y/N turned around and saw Nora giving her that knowing smirk that she hated. She turned back to Yoongi and gave him a small wave, “I’ll see you later?”
“Yeah, you will.” 
The next day, Y/N saw Yoongi. He texted her to come and visit his studio and she couldn’t help contain her excitement. She looked down at the familiar rug and entered the studio. She saw Yoongi on his couch on his phone and she raised her eyebrow, “You're not on your computer?” 
Yoongi looked up and locked his phone, putting it on the coffee table, “I was waiting for you.” 
She hated the butterflies in her stomach and she tried her best to swallow some confidence. She twirled her fingers together and gave him a smile, “You said you wanted to show me something?” 
“I do.” Yoongi made his way to his desk and picked up a bag behind his monitor. He slowly turned around and gave her a sheepish smile, “Don’t make fun of me.”
She glanced down at the bag and then at him as she blinked her eyes. He nodded his head and she gently took the bag. She slowly opened the black fabric and Yoongi could hear his heart through the silent room. She took out the knit with her initials and she glanced at him with a confused look, “Did...Did you make this?”
Yoongi rubbed his neck and nodded his head, “I went to visit my mom last week and I asked her to teach me...It was a quick lesson and I know-”
“I love it.” She put the beanie on and she gave him a wide smile with her eyes closed, “I really love it.”
Yoongi has never seen her do this type of smile and he could make a beat with how loud his heart was going. Y/N opened her eyes and knew the feelings she had for Yoongi couldn’t be pushed down any longer. And that was scary. 
Later that evening, Y/N invited Nora over to finish watching Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban. During the scene where Malfoy gets punched, Nora slowly turns towards Y/N on the couch, “You like Yoongi, don’t you?” 
Keeping her gaze on the screen, Y/N was quiet for a few moments before, barely above a whisper, she asked, “How did you know? 
“You're extra nervous around him and jumpy whenever you see Yoongi.” 
“Am I that obvious?” Y/N questioned in a horrified whisper as she looked away from the screen to look at Nora. 
Nora shook her head, “If you were more obvious, you would be with Yoongi at this moment.” Y/N glanced at the screen and then at her fingers as Nora continued to study her. Nora placed her hand on her thigh and gave her a comforting smile, “Why are you scared to admit you like him?”
“If I admit I have...feelings for him,” Y/N glanced at Nora, “Then he could be another person that could reject me...I can’t handle that.” 
“Trust me, if you saw the way Yoongi looks at you, we wouldn’t be having this conversation.” 
In Hazel’s office, she was typing away when the door was open wide. She glanced up from her paperwork and raised her eyebrow at the scene. Yoongi was with Jimin and Taehyung, it was clear Yoongi was embarrassed but she didn’t know why. 
She stopped typing and leaned back in her chair, “What the hell is going on?” 
“Tell him to ask out Y/N already.” 
“She talks about her every day and even re-read their texts. It's annoying.” 
Yoongi pushed Jimin’s arm around his shoulder and scoffed, “I don’t do that.” 
Taehyung turned towards Hazel and gave her a disbelieving look, “Hazel, he knitted her a hat.”
Hazel raised her eyebrow and let out a small laugh, “And she’s convinced that you don’t like her.”
Yoongi raised his eyebrow, “What was that?” 
“Nothing, just know, you're stupid.” 
This dinner was different, Hazel invited the rest of BTS to it and Y/N was nervous and she hated the feeling of being nervous (well this was a different kind of nervous). Y/N sat at the table with Yoongi sitting next to her as she listened to the chatter around them. Yoongi glanced down at her and pushed some hair away from her face, “Deep in thought?”
Y/N looked at Yoongi and saw his dark brown eyes. Her chest started hurting and she knew she couldn’t hide her feelings for much longer. But right now, she's going to become the greatest actress in the world, “Just thinking about what I want. That’s it.”
Yoongi raised his eyebrow and nodded his head, “What don’t you get that steak you like with the salad.”
He remembers... “Yeah, I was going to get that...”
Nora glanced at them and smiled. She leaned towards Hazel with a small smile, “I think it's going to happen soon.”
Hazel smacked Nora’s shoulder, “Don’t be so loud.” Hazel watched the two and how close they were getting, “But yes...I think it’s going to happen soon.”
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“A ball?”
Nora nodded her head in annoyance, “My father wants this grand ball for my birthday. So annoying.”
Meria glanced at Y/N and then back at Nora, “How dare he want to celebrate your birthday.” 
Y/N took a bite of her steak and shrugged her shoulders, “It could be fun...you never know.” 
Nora played with her meatball and rolled her eyes, “It’s in three days.” 
Hazel choked on her pasta, “Three days? Your birthday is literally in two months. Why three days?” 
“Complicated...” 
Y/N looked at Nora with a shy smile, “Did you invite BTS?”
Nora smirked at her and nodded her head, “Of course I did.” She glanced at Meria and gave her a small smirk, “I bet Jungkook is going to ask you.”
Meria picked up the knife and pointed at her, “I could cut you.”
Hazel flicked Meria’s forehead and looked around the restaurant in embarrassment, “You can act like that in our houses but in public, come on.” 
“She started it.” 
Nora’s family was known throughout college as the rich ones. Nora thought it was annoying to attend parties or even socializing with people with the same status. They were boring in her mind. The girls have been to her ball before but nothing like this. 
Hazel gave her a soft smile, “Was it because they forgot last year?”
Nora took a bite of her meatball, “That’s part of it.”
Meria raised her eyebrow at this, “What’s the other part?”
Y/N gently placed her hand on top of Nora’s, “You can tell us.” 
Nora sighed and nodded her head, “They're going on a cruise and I won’t see them until next year. They just told me this yesterday.”
Meria scoffed at this and shook her head, “Assholes.” 
Hazel gave her a comforting smile, “We’ll be together.” 
Nora shrugged her shoulders, “I honestly don’t care about the party. I asked for all of my favorite foods and that’s all I need. Y/N and Meria will probably have dates, so Hazel is all mine.” 
Meria rolled her eyes, “You're annoying, you know that.”
“I do.” 
Y/N bit her lip and the thought of having a date and there was one person that she wanted to be her date. Hazel caught this and smirked to herself. 
After dinner Hazel saw Yoongi going back to his studio and smiled to herself. She followed him to his office but put her bag in the middle of the door to stop it from closing. Yoongi raised his eyebrow and opened the door with his foot. His hands were already full with his notebooks because he was getting to write a song, “Hazel, what’s up?”
“I’m only doing this because I know Y/N is too terrified to do it herself. Plus, I know you're inevitably going to take her to Nora’s birthday ball.”  
“Terrified to do what?” 
“Admit she likes you.” 
Yoongi dropped his notebooks and looked at her with disbelief, “Y/N likes me?” 
“I’m not saying anything else.” 
“You barely said anything.” 
“I’ve said enough.” Hazel turned around to walk away and she knew Yoongi was following her. She turned around and looked at Yoongi with a know-it-all look, “Y/N likes you. Now do something about it, producer boy.” 
Y/N was going to her flower shop after having her late lunch. She unlocked the door and was immediately met with Meria with a suspicious look, “What did you do?”
“First of all, ouch. Second of all, follow the candles to your office.”
Y/N raised her eyebrow and looked down to see the candles that Meria was talking about. She glanced at her with furrowed eyebrows, “Is this a prank?”  
“No, I wouldn’t prank...Hazel yelled at me last time. Just follow the damn candles.” 
Y/N placed her coat on the coat hanger and did what Meria told her to do. She opened the door and saw Yoongi leaning against her desk with a nervous look. She tilted her head at him, “I’m glad it's not a prank.” 
Yoongi let out a small laugh, “I have something to ask you.”
Y/N’s brain went into overdrive but she kept a calm face to him. She couldn't give her hopes up. Yoongi reached behind him and picked up a bouquet of purple lilacs. The calm face that she tried to keep on but it disappeared when the smell of lilacs hit her nose. She slowly walked towards him and her fingertips touched the petals. Yoongi watched her fingers trace the petals, “I-uh..These are for you.” 
Y/N grinned brightly and accepted the flowers, “What’d I do to deserve these?” 
“If I name all the reasons why you deserve these flowers then we would be here for eternity.” He took a deep breath and grabbed her free hand with his gummy smile, “Would you be my date for Nora’s ball?”
Y/N stared at Yoongi with shock. She couldn’t believe that Yoongi was sitting in front of her in the first place. She placed the bouquet of flowers on her desk behind him and interlaced their fingers together tighter with a soft smile as Yoongi returned the same smile, “I would love to be your date.” 
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She didn’t want to admit it but Y/N was weak at the knees every time she pictured Yoongi taking her to the ball. She felt like a girl in school when their crush asked them out (well she never had that but she watched netflix shows). She didn’t show anything to the girls but they could easily tell from the way she laughed much more and how she's more talkative, that something happened. 
Nora let her borrow her old dresses and it was the most beautiful dress that she has ever seen. It was a light blue ball gown with asymmetrical neckline with floral embroidery all around the dress. Nora has never worn it but it felt like it was made for Y/N. Hazel was brushing Y/N’s with a soft smile, “You look beautiful.” 
Y/N glanced down at the vanity and she felt the heat rise, “Thank you...you do too.” 
The girls walked out of Nora’s room and walked down her grand staircase. Sometimes seeing how rich Nora was, shocked Y/N. She watched Meria make her way to Jungkook while Nora and Hazel went towards the drinks and she was alone until she wasn’t. At the bottom of the staircase, Yoongi stared at Y/N with pure shock. He knew she was pretty and she was a cute girl but this...this was different. Her glasses matched her dress and her hair was done perfectly. Even though the staircase had a dim glow, she was the brightest light he had ever seen. He made his way to her and grabbed her hand as she glanced down at their fingers. Yoongi stared at her and let out an awkward laugh, “Hi.”
“Hey.” Y/N felt her cheeks burning so much it felt like they were on fire. She gave him a shy smile and then she looked down at her tulle skirt. 
“You look..you look beautiful.”
“You look amazing, Yoongi. I always liked you in a suit.” 
Yoongi glanced at the others in the main room and then back at Y/N, “Shall we?” 
Y/N nodded her head, “Yeah...” 
She intertwined their fingers and made their way into the main room with all their friends. The music began to play and Y/N glanced at Yoongi, “You dance all the time...are you going to show me your moves?”
Yoongi gave her a small smirk and fixed his tie in a playful manner, “I can try, Ms. L/N.”
They swayed around the room with Meria and Jungkook behind them for most of the time. At the moment, Y/N didn’t see them. She saw Yoongi and only him. They continued to dance and he twirled her around once more causing her to laugh at the gesture. This continued for four more songs and Y/N took his hand to head out of the main room. Yoongi didn’t question it because it was time with her. She made her way towards the door and gave Yoongi a small mischievous look, “There’s a good hiding place. I know.” 
They went through Nora’s parents' garden and Y/N sat next to the small pond with an abundance of flowers around them. Yoongi sat next to her and she leaned into him, “It’s peaceful here...I used to come out here all the time when I was sleeping over.”
Yoongi intertwined their fingers together and leaned his head against her, “Oh, Why?”
“I was overthinking...I couldn’t sleep because of it.”
“You tend to do that a lot...why were you overthinking?”
Y/N let out a humorless laugh and sighed, “I had a crush on this guy and...he rejected me. He was my first ever crush and he rejected me in a rude way. Not even nice and it made me feel like no one would...no one would accept me.” 
“He’s an idiot. He can’t see the bright light that you are.” 
She leaned away from Yoongi and sat up straighter giving him her full attention, “Bright light? Is that how you see me?”
“Bright light, the ending to my beginning...so much more.” Yoongi took a deep breath and he decided he was going to get over his fears, “I like you..I like you a lot, Y/N. I-I’ve felt this for a while now. I’ve liked you for so long that I don’t remember exactly when I started liking you. I just knew I liked you so much that music became my second thought. I don’t want to ruin anything-” 
Y/N cupped his cheek and gave him a soft smile, “You're not ruining anything.” She whispered before pressing her lips against his. The two broke apart and Yoongi couldn’t help but let his gummy smile show up. Y/N intertwined their fingers together and she stared at his fingers, “I’m not the best at talking about my feelings...I’m trying my best to show how I feel. I like you so much Yoongi and I want to be with you.” 
“You do?”
Y/N laughed at his bashful smile and nodded, “I really do...I really do, Yoongi.” 
Yoongi leaned down and she placed his lips on hers again with the moon shining against the pond.  
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The start of Y/N’s and Yoongi’s relationship was soft and sweet (ignoring the embarrassing moments from Jimin and Hoseok the night after Nora's ball). Every time Y/N saw Yoongi, she felt a good nervous. It wasn’t like before but she was still nervous. Yoongi would show up at her flower shop and surprise her with her favorite lunch or he would come to her apartment to play with Tuna. It was the perfect pace for her and she couldn’t imagine her affection to Yoongi to deepen but it did. 
“What is this place?”
Yoongi gave her a chuckle and opened the door, “This is Hybe’s music room. This is where all the instruments are.” 
She walked up the piano and played a messy melody as Yoongi watched in awe. She turned around and looked at Yoongi, “I’m so jealous of you. The fact that you know how to play piano. I wish I had learned.”
Yoongi pulled the seat out and patted the dark wood, “Sit next to me.” Y/N did what Yoongi said and watched his skillful fingers play a melody. She watched like how a painter painted his work and Yoongi couldn't help but feel his pride spiked up. He turned towards her and grabbed her fingers, “I’ll show you how to play.” 
They played simple notes and Y/N leaned against him, “Has music always been your thing?” 
Yoongi nodded and kissed the top of her head, “I’ve always loved music...It started as rap verses I would write at school or even making random songs in my room. I guess music has always been there for me. What about you, has flowers always been your thing?” 
Y/N chuckled at this and nodded her head, “I love flowers. Each of them have different meanings and the combination of flowers can mean something...it’s so fun watching people’s minds come up with new combinations. It just shows how much they pay attention to the other person.” 
“That’s cute of you.”
Y/N shyly looked down at the ivory keys and a question came to mind, “When you asked me out with the purple lilacs...did-”
“I knew what they meant.” 
She stopped playing and turned to her side to face Yoongi, “You knew what they meant?”
“That’s why I picked them out...well I also picked them out because when I first came to your store, I saw purple lilacs under the light.” 
“When was this?” 
Yoongi pushed some hair off of her forehead, “When Jungkook needed to pick up an order. I came along...I came along because I wanted to meet you.” 
“Me-Me?
Yoongi chuckled at her reaction and wrapped his arms around her waist, “Everyone kept talking about you and I never met you. I wanted to know you but it felt like every time I tried I just missed you. Then that day when you ran into me...I met you.” 
“You never told me this.”
“It’s kind of embarrassing.”
She shook her head and cupped his face. She placed a quick kiss on his lips and smiled, “I think it’s sweet.”
“Don’t call me that. I have an image to uphold.”
She chuckled and shook her head, “Well it's a good thing that things can change for the better.” 
Yoongi nodded his head and placed a kiss on her cheek, “Changing my plans and being my perfect distraction. What more can I want in this world?” 
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It’s amazing how fast seasons pass when you don’t have anxiety building up. One minute it was fall and now it's winter again. Meria was finally going out with Jungkook after a wild proposal from him. Y/N helped Jungkook with the flowers but after that, it was all him. Stardust started to become busier because of the holidays and it felt like she hadn't seen Yoongi in forever. They’ve been together for seven months already and she couldn’t believe it. This was the first time she celebrated New Years with a partner, it was a good feeling. 
Y/N was finishing cleaning the shop when the door opened. She smiled because she already knew who it was. She turned around and placed the broom against the wall. She quickly made her way and wrapped her arms around Yoongi as he gave her a tight squeeze. He kissed the side of her head and smiled, “I missed you.” 
“I missed you too, Yoon.” He put her back down and she glanced down at her feet with shyness, “I saw your concept pictures...a suit?” 
Yoongi smirked and ran his fingers through his hair. He did it just for her because he knew how much she liked him in a suit, “You like it?” 
She slowly looked up and nodded her head, “I do...”
Yoongi wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the top of her head, “Just for you baby.” 
“Do you want to go to my apartment or do you want me to go to yours?” 
Yoongi released and thought about it, “I want to see Tuna.” 
“Sometimes I feel like you're only with me for Tuna.” 
“Maybe I am, Ms. L/N.”
Y/N smirked at this and kissed the tip of his nose, “Then I’ll tell Hazel.” 
“I was joking, don’t do that. She’s scary.” 
She finished closing up the shop and the two walked to Yoongi’s car. The drive to her apartment was filled with laughs and soft touches. When they entered her apartment, Yoongi closed the door and pushed her against the door as she laughed, “What you doing, Mr. Min?”
“Showing my beautiful girlfriend how much I love her. Is that okay?” 
Y/N leaned in to place a passionate kiss against his lips. When she leaned away, she nodded her head, “Of course it’s okay.” 
He picked her up and she let out a loud laugh as she wrapped her legs around his waist. Yoongi closed the door (making sure Tuna was outside) and gently tossed Y/N onto her soft blankets. He took off his shirt and slowly made his way to her. He towered over her and kissed her lips as if he was going to die if he didn’t. When moved away he kissed her cheek, “I need you here...always. I love you.”
She looked at him with wide eyes, this was the first time they said it. Yoongi looked at her shocked face and kissed her lips again, “You don’t have to say it back-”
“I love you so much Min Yoongi.” 
Yoongi froze in his spot and glanced into her eyes, “Yeah?”
She nodded her head and cupped his face, “You made me realize I was missing something...I love you Yoongi.” She took his hand and placed it on her chest and he felt her heartbeat, “My heart beats like this for you...and only you.” 
He leaned down and kissed her again, “Do you want to?”
She knew what he was asking and kissed his neck (the sensitive spot), “Yeah...” 
He pushed her hair away from her face and smiled, “Whatever you want, baby.” 
The next morning, Y/N woke up early to feed Tuna and to make breakfast. Yoongi walked out shirtless and he saw her cooking in his shirt. He couldn’t stop his heart from beating fast. He quietly made his way towards her and wrapped his arms around her waist, “Can you shut off the stove?
“Why?”
He ran his fingers down and she felt his cold fingertips against her stomach. She bit her lip from moaning and he kissed the side of her neck, “I wanted to take a shower with you.”
“I can have a shower...and then eat.” 
The breakfast that she was making was never finished and it stayed there until the afternoon. She blamed Yoongi for her wasting food. 
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Spring is when things are borned and Y/N experienced just that. Her Shop became plural. Stardust and Ethereal, the two light pink shops caught the eyes of anyone walking on the street. Spring time was a special time, especially the mornings. Mornings brought inner peace and it was the quiet that used to comfort her but now if she didn’t hear Yoongi’s deep voice saying good morning then the morning was ruined.  
She styled her hair and put her glasses on to get on with her day. She walked outside and said her good mornings to Tuna and the newest addition Toothless (a black cat that Yoongi begged for). She walked into the living room and plopped herself right next to Yoongi who leaned down to give her a kiss on the check, “Are you ready to go to work?” 
Y/N shook her head, “Ten more minutes. Meria can survive.” 
“Can she? She’s already texting me.” 
Y/N chuckled at this and stood up from the couch, “Fine, I guess I’ll go to work.” 
Yoongi took his keys out of his pocket and smiled at her, “I told you no more bus. You got me.”
She let out a puff of air and nodded her head, “Fine, let’s go stubborn.” 
Yoongi held her hand as they walked down her apartment stairwell while her headphones were softly in her bag. He listened to every word of her story and how busy it was today because it was the first day of spring. The countless orders from idols was nothing new but the sheer amount at both stores was new. Yoongi opened her car door and she gave him a kiss on his cheek. It was like any other day. 
He placed his hand on top of her thigh as he drove through the semi busy city, “Namjoon texted me to get my ass in the studio before he locks me up in there.” 
Y/N let out a laugh and stared through the window, “It was our date night. He knows the drill.” 
“He said, " Who would’ve thought I’m telling you to work on music.”
She turned her head and gave him an apologetic smile, “I’m sorry...am I taking you away too much?” 
“No, you should just keep me in your room forever.” 
“Is that where you want to be?”
“Honestly, anywhere with you, I’ll be perfectly fine with.” 
Y/N opened her door to Ethereal and smiled, “Good morning, Meria.” 
Meria turned around and glared at her, “You're late.”
Y/N rolled her eyes and placed her coat on the hook, “I wasn’t late and you know that.”
Nora pointed her finger at Meria, “She just came a minute ago. She was too busy with Jungkook in her-”
“Shut the fuck up Nora.”
Hazel sighed and walked up to the shorter girl and gave her small hug, “How was the ride with Yoongi?”
“Perfect.” Y/N clapped her hands together, “Okay, we have a busy day. We have multiple orders from SM and JYP. Let’s start with the biggest orders because that’s going to take us the longest.” 
Nora nodded her head, “Yes boss. I bought buns, it’s in your office.” 
“Thank you Nora.” 
Y/N put her apron on and let the soft jazz play as she ignored the bickering between Nora and Meria, “These bouquets go to Seventeen at Hybe, Hazel can you take Nora for that?” 
“Yeah-”
“I want to go to Hybe.”
Y/N looked at Meria and shook her head, “You just want to see Jungkook. No.”
Meria pouted and sat back down at her station, “Fine.”
She rolled her eyes and felt her phone buzz in her pocket. She took her phone out and she smiled when she saw Yoongi in the studio working. She never thought that his smile would bring her comfort nor would she ever experience his rare friendship. For the ending of her first beginning, Yoongi was everything she needed and more. She never knew she needed him and vice versa. 
“Y/N, did you hear me?”
She shook her head, “What was that, Meria?”
“Yoongi is here with your tea.” Y/N smiled at this and walked towards him placing a kiss on his lips, her accidental happily ever after and she was his perfect distraction.
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