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“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

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She was laughing even as we kissed and kissed again.There is no better taste than this: someone else’s laughter in your mouth.

Forever by Maggie Stiefvater (via parachute3s)

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Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time.

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(Tasha Marie) | Sunrise over Rockies

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He called me last night, out of the blue and when he said “Hello?” I felt something, it had been so long since I’d heard his voice. It took me a moment to gather my bearings but finally I said “Hello” too. I shouldn’t have answered the call, I know, but it’s him… Him. Something about it felt so wrong yet so right, crazy right? There was silence for a minute or two, just listening to him breathe felt like home to me. “I heard,” he said. “Are you happy?“ I am and I’m not. You see, I still miss the boy I never once forgot, I loved him an awful lot but now I have another, I get on well with his mother, he cares like no other, never causes me any grief, never makes me shout and plead, I never need to beg him not to leave, he’s pretty damn loyal you see. “Yes,” I told him. “I think so.” He let out a sigh, already I felt the urge to cry. “That’s all I ever wanted for you, I just wanted you to be happy.” “I know,” I said to him. “I miss you.” There was a brief moment of silence and then he said “I miss you too, I think I probably will forever.” It was true for me too, I had to let him know. “I’m always going to miss you,” I said. “I never wanted to let you go.” “I know,” he told me. “But I’m glad that you did, I became someone unrecognizable and I loved you enough to know you deserved much better and I’m happy you’ve got that now.” “Thank you.” I whispered. “I love you,” he said. “I won’t ever call again but I love you, you have to know that and I’m sorry, sorry for the way it was at the end, sorry for everything. Be happy, okay? Have a great life, I love you.” I never got the chance to respond, by the time I opened my mouth and thought of something to say in response he was already gone, had disconnected the call. “I love you too,” I whispered down the phone to no one at all but I couldn’t help but feel as if he had heard me anyway, even though there was no longer anyone on the other end of the phone.

sometimes it doesn’t work out and you have to move on even if you never really wanted to /// st0lenkissesprettylies (via missinyouiskillingme)

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“boys dont like it when-“ 

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“It never stops hurting, does it?” “What?” “Giving someone the best of you and watching them choose someone else.”

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