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[iamthelamp]

the problem with having an evil mastermind manipulator oc is that i am not particularly good at being any of those things

[iamthelamp]

Some people, when presented with a situation where it's plausibly justifiable to be mean, will choose meanness every single time. And it's sort of subtle, because they can make an argument that they're being reasonable in every individual case, but, in aggregate, they're poisonous, absolutely psychically corrosive to their whole environments. And the attitude is sort of contagious because it always looks strong, even as it weakens and hollows everything it touches — it gives you lots of opportunities to score points, you're always on the offensive, you keep everyone permanently on the back foot. And it makes everyone fucking miserable. You have to look at those situations and say, actually, it's also perfectly plausible and reasonable for you not to be an asshole about this, you're choosing this, and you always choose this.

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MtFtF. i did it again

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no animal image has seriously made me physically weep like this one has 

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Anders, in Leyendecker style~

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Leliana

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i haaate when ppl are talking abt mammal colouration and they bring up mandrills but not vervet monkeys.... fake fans

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[iamthelamp]

a lot of artists dont know how to draw bullets and to be real it bothers me a lot. here's my simple guide on bullets

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terrible news: the only way to find out if something you create is gonna be good or bad is to actually create it

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[iamthelamp]

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.

[iamthelamp]

jenny holzer, in a dream

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Nathaniel’s aquiline nose

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Enjoyed the bubble sounds!

[iamthelamp]

clutches head...... my ocs...