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So it’s a test?

Yes, it’s all a test, the algorithm, it tracks your choices.

Impressing, Va Shnuj.

Thank you. You can clearly see how the demographic specific content appears for this people, and they swallow it, so the algorithm feeds them more of it. It proves me right.

It proves you right?

Yeah, about mind control, you would think that the hard part would be to force them to eat the media– I have to laugh– but they consume it all by themselves, the job gets done automatically, it’s funny. They click and tap and consume. It doesn’t matter to them.

Impressing.

Yes, they are quite the imbeciles.

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Salma Deera, "Salt"

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WHY DO YOU THINK SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HYPNOTIZED AND OTHER’S CANNOT?

I don’t know, why?

TO BE HYPNOTIZED MEANS TO LOSE YOURSELF, TO DROP REALITY AND CROSS THAT LINE TO THE THETA STATE REQUIRES SOME KIND OF MENTALITY. A WILL.

What determines who can cross that line or not?

A SORT OF CAPACITY FOR WONDER. A DOMINATION OF ONE’S PERSPECTIVE.

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— Nayyirah Waheed, from Salt (via lunamonchtuna)

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Va Shnuj and Ian talk about sexuality. Time: during Ian's training before joining civilization. PART 2

After the heated debate with Va Shnuj about culture, lan left the room angry at himself for not coming up with better answers to stand up against Va Shnuj. But it was impossible. Nothing he could have said mattered. Va Shnuj was illfully ready with every existent statistic to counter any of lan’s responses. That was Va Shnuj’s greatest strength. He knew everything. Manipulation was an art form he mastered by studying how people behaved. Human interactions were like an easy chess match for him.

Though lan was in denial, it was too late now. Va Shnuj had planted a seed inside of lan’s brain. The seed of doubt.

lan was now questioning if certain groups of people were worth relating with. Va Shnuj had terminally won that match of chess.

The worst of it, wasn't even the argumentation itself, but the butterfly effect it would have on Ian's life years after the conversation happened. Here was the butterfly effect listed in chronological order:

Ian is in denial and leaves Va Shnuj years later

Ian finds it difficult to engage with gay people

Ian finds gay people problematic as everything Va Shnuj said is crystal clear to see

Ian is still in denial

Ian dates a man who threatens him to cut his wrists if he leaves him, he is a porn addict, a weed addict and a sociopath. Ian leaves.

Ian enters a new relationship with a guy who claimed was polyamorous, was a porn addict and a drug addict, obsessed with checking an old straight-esque man's twitter and he wouldn't change his ways to save the little light left inside of him. Didn't believe in marriage and was unbothered by the overlysexual algorithm that was put in front of him. When they broke up, his ex immediately entered a polyamorous open relationship. Ian wished his ex never changed. He never did. Never will.

Ian finds out his ex liked pictures, during their relationship, of a poor drug addict prostitute where he showed himself naked.

For witnessing up close what Va Shnuj had warned about gay people, Ian finally believes it.

The "Not every culture is worth relating with" debate is settled. Ian recognizes Va Shnuj's words as truth.

Ian neglects any relationship he could have with a gay man and finds a bisexual man untouched by gay culture to date.

Free of drugs, algorithm programamming and sex addiction, Ian is happy with said bisexual man for he is pure in his eyes.

Though being happy sounds like a happy ending, it was tragic how happiness came with the cost of accepting what people are.

Happiness came with Va Shnuj laughing somewhere, knowing what he had done. "That's so funny, that's hilarious. Well lesson learned, now you know" Ian thought that was what Va Shnuj would say to him.

Ian wouldn't tell anyone about the debate, it was not seen as politically correct. But it would always play in his head, the statistics, the numbers, the list of addictions would float in his mind when he met a gay person that proved Va Shnuj right. And that was very often.

And even worse, Ian began to laugh and giggle the way Va Shnuj did.

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Va Shnuj and Ian talk about sexuality. Time: during Ian's training before joining civilization. PART 1

Va Shnuj walks in circles around Ian, who is in the floor kneeling down.

"Are you sure about this?" Cold and dry, Va Shnuj speaks to Ian avoiding eye contact. "Are you sure you are a faggot?"

"Uhm, what's so bad about that?" Ian confidently asked

"Well, you can be whatever you want as long as you are careful of which group of people you identify as. Life will push you left and right but how you behave will determine what type of man you are." says Va Shnuj

"Are we really that different? Are straight men really that different from homosexual men?" Ian didn't think so. And even if we were so different, it wouldn't matter because nobody could claim superiority over other groups.

"I don't know, Ian, is a culture better than the other if one sacrifices their children in the name of an invisible deity and the other doesn't? It may not sound politically correct but there are indeed more civilized groups of people than others." Va Shnuj answers.

Ian stood up from the ground, he felt uncomfortable. As if a line was crossed and he couldn't bear it. But he didn't walk away. Deep down he knew that the words that entered his ears were factual.

So Va Shnuj's eyes finally meet Ian's and starts speaking loudly and directly to him: "Stadistically, gay men consume more porn than straight men, why? Stadistically, straight men's content is more focused on self-improvement. Why? Stadistically, more straight men put more effort in stopping their consumption of porn. Why? Stadistically, more gay men are into cheating and polyamorous relationships. Why? Why? Why?"

"Cheating too?" asks Ian "Even when gay men are stadistically more polyamorous they also are more likely to cheat their partners?"

"Stadistically speaking that is correct" says Va Shnuj "They are also more likely to abuse substances"

"But why?"

"Culture, Ian. You have to be very careful what you identify as and what culture do you want to participate in. Not every group of people is worth relating with, not every group of people has morality and value as priority, not all the time and not in every department, at least. Who you relate to, who you associate with, determines who you are. We are mere vessels of energy, and everything around changes us."

There is a pause. A speechless moment. Both men stopped to think. Then Va Shnuj breaks the silence.

"Even the content and art fags are into are more likely to display genitals, anuses, fetishes of all sorts. You know what's really funny? They fetishize straight men!" The last words echoed in the room and inside Ian's head. After a loud laugh, Va Shnuj continues:

"Sexuality is great but some are mere imbeciles who would rather die than take care of the little light left inside of them. How pathetic" Va Shnuj seemed to speak with bitterness, some feeling of disgust that came deep within, like an open wound that never healed leaking its blood onto his words.

He possibly didn't remember his uncle's abuse when he spoke but the mind definetiley kept the score. Va Shnuj was poisoned far beyond his knowledge thus the harshness in his speech.

Ian snaps back "What's so wrong with porn?"

"Oh please. Enter yourbrainonporn dot com, google it, listen to testimonies, read researches. I'm not doing all your homework. You are the one who cares about spiritual growth."

Ian tries to look somewhere else that isn't Va Shnuj's face. He couldn't look at him in the eye anymore. Maybe he felt stupid for not realizing what he heard before. It was so obvious. The differences in each group were astonishingly humongous, it was clear to see and it just took a few google searches to realize it.

"Be careful. You are dismissed" Va Shnuj ends the conversation. He got the last word as always. He smiles and waits for Ian to exit the room so he can giggle in private. Nothing brought him more pleasure than using humans to prove his conclusions right. Once Ian was convinced, his job was done. And that was, for him, very funny.

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Ian did not want to believe what he heard was true. It was. And he would later meet homosexuals that proved Va Shnuj's perspective right.

After that realization, Ian would always say he was straight, even if he just had sweaty and incredible sex with another man. he would deny it and everyone would believe that it was a joke. A skit.

And if someone asked why he was saying that, Ian would simply say: He made me say it.

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