idontfeeltheground

[idontfeeltheground]

Happiness is.......

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[idontfeeltheground]

How can I feel the air when I’m off the ground?

[idontfeeltheground]

I’m convinced I’m only supposed to be with myself and myself is only supposed to be with me.



[idontfeeltheground]

“I hope that one day, they tire of their destruction of us. Only then will we receive peace. To dream differently..... is only to dream.”

[idontfeeltheground]

AmuseMENt Park

I dress up in costumes of steel and iron,

where the bolts hold together my darkest attractions.

I am a roller coaster of emotional horrors;

creating terror in the crevices of my sight.

I am restrained to the continuous cranking of gears.

When did I build this darkened amusement park?

Was it before or after my mother took me to hers?

I told myself that I would never get on her crazy rides

But instead mine are scarier....

[idontfeeltheground]

Nebular Royalty

I am a queen on top of a spaceship 

watching the stars sing my praises as the planets bow at my feet.

surrounded by a vast kingdom of constellations 

that become warped with a wave of my hand

With a crown as beautiful as the rings of Saturn and a specter made of comets

I run the universe...

I run the galaxy and control the worlds

Morph the orbits of the moons and make play of the asteroids and meteorites

while the suns float around 

bickering and flickering and dancing behind the open space of my periphery

The twinkle of my crown shields the singed abyss of my domain

As i parade around the masses with my head held high

The tresses of my star dust veil come in contact with gravity,

dragging and pulling at my vision

the vision I want to see

Eclipsing the optics and snapping at the perception of the perfect me.

Divulging the mortal beneath.

This creature of insignificant proportion; with limbs of finite reach

Coming short of possibilities; stumped by expectations 

and molded by traditions hovering in space

trembling under foundation while balancing on a supernova

I have seen prospective;

in the nexus of dreams and reality

i am blinded by the rays of insecurity and uncertainty

Set ablaze within the speculation of my destination

My fear of the unknown consuming my immediate

I am stunted....

But i am still reaching up, up pass the radius

Up...Up... up pass the clouds

through the atmosphere and into the stars

Where I am a queen onto of a spaceship

watching the stars sing my praises as the planets bow at my feet.