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I really would like to make my own scifi story. If anyone sees this and you’ve wrote your own story or you are making one, how did you start??

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I don’t remember when I drew this but I think I was in High School. I really do miss RWBY but when they stopped being uploaded to yt, I just stopped. 💀 I still can’t believe Yang and Blake got together. Did not expect that.

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Ed!!! From Cowboy Bebop. An older version of course. I’m seeing the eyes look off >:( but it’s okay cuz I still like it. I also should’ve added her goggles. The backpack that you can barely see was supposed to be her computer(?) but I guess it could just be a bag of her stuff. I could’ve and should’ve drawers Ei but I cannot draw animals that well. 💀

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Beware by Deftones

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Okay REUPLOAD first time using this and man… it was fun but also a struggle cuz- yeah. I definitely want to get better.

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I just got ibisx 👁️👄👁️(tell me why I didn’t even post this bcs it said “post without tags?” Like…. AN HOUR AND 40 MINUTES LATER AFTER I DID MY FIRST DRAWING 😭)

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Favorite IR artists ?

Definitely RUI

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What kind of music do you listen to when you draw ?

Hmmm… this is hard to say but usually it depends what I want to draw. 😭 like, if it’s action, maybe rap/epic. If it’s scyfi then Alternative/indie. I also like watching Coryxkenshin during. XD

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I guess I just want to say to you , keep on drawing ! And , sorry to overshare , I've been kind of going through a life crisis lately , I've grown so fearful of myself dying and the very notion of death , of no longer existing Fear to the point that it consumes my feelings and thoughts every single God damn day now , all because I had a recent home invasion and almost lost my family I now feel like saying to everyone I can that they should keep on creating so that you have something to leave behind when you're gone I have no real creative bone in me , but I can simply make silly gifs , so I'll keep on doing that , ha Don't ever let your soul and creativity remain locked up and waste away , I've already wasted a number of years of my own life by simply keeping to myself in the shadows and not ever engaging with other people Ha , but yeah , sorry for being such a grandma and telling you all these unsolicited things And sorry if this message was kind of cringe on my part It's also completely random since I do not even know you My initial purpose was to gas you up so that you'd feel like drawing more and not giving in to impatience And instead , here I am trauma dumping on you , ha Once again , sorry about that

Hey, I just want to say it’s an amazing thing to be able to let others know what you’ve gone through.

I have a hard time sharing with others myself so thank you for trusting me with this information.

I’m so sorry about what happened to you but it’s clear, you’re made for more! You survived and thankfully, so did you’re family and I hope you’re all safe right now.

I want to thank you for your motivational words as well. This doesn’t seem like trauma dumping to me as it was a good reason why you feel the way you do now which is incredible.

It’s strange to say that when going through something so horrible, it seemed to have given you a different perspective on life and others. May you use that to live everyday the way you want to and hopefully learn that dying does not mean you no longer exist. You continue to exist through the memories of those who love you and who you love, and as long as you treasure that, you cannot be erased from existence, if that is what you fear.

On the other hand, you never truly die. That seems to be the conclusion my mind has come to in the 23, soon to be 24 years of my life.

Also, if you ever feel the need to learn to be creative, just do it. Don’t let anything stop you. If not, just do what you enjoy no matter if you feel it’s useless. Whether it’s making silly gifs or art. Anything really, just do it.

I don’t think I’ll stop drawing anytime soon and hopefully, not in the future but I’ll do my best to keep drawing no matter what.

Thank you for your time rainmacaroni. Sorry if my reply has mistakes. I suck at writing. 😭

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I was just thinking, “my goal is to post more drawings this year.” And I’m realizing, half the year has already passed. 😭 so the 2nd half of 2024, I am gonna try MY BEST and do/post more drawings. :]

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First oc I’ve drawn in a while. Photo on the right was first time figuring out how she looks and what she wears and then the right being the final look I decided. I had Motoko Kusanagi(Ghost In The Shell SAC) in mind when doing the outfit/look. The bodysuit she’s wearing underneath the clothing, I was thinking of Nia Teppelins adult suit(Gurren Lagann) and the hand warmers/mittens, coming from Shiro(Deadman Wonderland)+straigt up one piece of clothing from Leeloo(Fifth Element)😂. I did want a female oc who is a bit older than normal so in the mid 30s range. I def want to make more background if my brain lets me. Also, if you couldn’t tell, I can’t draw a character and duplicate them. Rip. I should really work on that.💀 I really wanted heavy clothing but it never seems to work in my mind, especially if they are moving a lot. I hope to come back to her. ✌🏻(also… I needed dramatic hair.😏)

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4 months later and I’ve finally put lead pencil to paper 😭 and I actually used a reference for this which I rarely do. I thought that might help me draw SOMETHING. This is my lovely Ice Queen,

🩵Rukia Kuchiki🩵

Reference is Anya Taylor Joy 🙌🏼

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I actually like how this one looks… I was trying to play around with the eyes which lead to the eyelashes matching and then added those diamonds on her face cuz why not… I’d definitely love to revisit and redesign this one. (I only posted 1 time in 2023… damn.)

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I can’t tell if drawing like this is satisfying or obnoxious

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Sketch and then final re-draw of caught ichiruki huhu… I like the Rukias sketch better cause of her eyes… I’m never good at making 2 of the same characters 💀 that’s one of my flaws(oh god, it’s a bit later after I’ve posted this and I’ve already got the picture I want to draw in my head, it is more naughty. I wonder if I will accomplish it.)

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Rukia Kuchiki, the best girl!

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Crona from soul eater with a different style outfit and older.