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Is Phineas’s birthday today yet I drew nothing for his special day cuz I was more busy drawing doom ships for him instead lol

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I yet still in my alien stage hyperfixation

And also- YES Phineas is in alien stage but is (yet again) dead as fuck and unlike any other universe, his ass is not coming back so Flynn gotta suffer with that…. But at least he has his hallucinations to help!

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GET OUT OF MY GAMEEEEEEEEEE!!!

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Flynn New Outfit!

Ngl when drawing this I felt a bit emotional cuz LOOK AT HIM!-

I know I do not talk about Flynn a lot in my blogs but I do yap and brainstorm about him with friends that I just grew so attached to him and seeing him like this now is like watching a child growing up!… sobs- my baby I put you through a lot so it’s only fair I give you a slaying new outfit!

I will probably make a post of his new bio cuz a lot has change about him so he probably gonna need a new one along side everyone else cuz their lore is outdated and also their art so~ yeah!

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GUILTY WHEN I GET YOU- WHEN I GET YOU GUILTY!!

THSI SI TOO FUCKING GOOD WTF- NOT ONLY A FULL ON ANIMATION FOR PHINEAS IN CRK GACHA STYLE BUT ALSO VOICED?!?! HOW CAN I EVER REPAY THAT?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAA

But really- I a, so happy and thankful for my friend Guilty for randomly kidnapping my son Phineas do all of that just on a whim! It took only around two days or ss do make it! MF be working fast and hard it kinda worrying lol- but regardless I am happy! I was having a shity weak but their gift made my day!

Pls go heal them out on discord! They do commission so if you wanna support them :3!

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{Love Is Blind}

I made this under 4 hours so the coloring and everything else may be a mess lol- I kinda tho wanted to go all out with red so that why their color palettes kinda change to be more reddish :3

After what Flynn went through recently, is only fair I give him a break and let him go on a date with Koji (ps:- in the drawing, they are adults so around their early to mid 20th)

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Since I posted the last part of the whole story arc- the normal asks and RPs now can come back alas!

So if ya wanna ask anything to the circus crew go ahead!!

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{There’s Still Hope}

2/2

TW:- Attempting Suicide.

RAAAAHHHHHH- finally done with this dame story arc, I kinda rush this part cuz 1- I was and still am busy with irl and 2- am not that good of a writer so I struggled here and there so it may sound kinda rushed and not what you were expecting but meh! What important you get the idea of the story. I also kinda wanted to draw some of the scenes for this part but I do not think I have the time sooo yeah! Apologies 😔

Anyway enjoy the story!

What should he do?! What could he do?!!!!

Phineas stood still while his mind was racing like a horse race. He had managed to get Flynn’s attention but now what?

Should he rush over and pull him away from the edge? Or should he try to approach the matter carefully? But God- why now of all times was he at a loss for words? His brother was standing there, ready to end it all and he… he was just standing there! All silent and useless!!

But then he looked closer into Flynn’s eyes. They were dull and lifeless, any lights that were once reflected on them were gone like they never existed to begin with... His brother was hurting so deeply, and yet here he was speechless, when Flynn needed him most!

Taking a trembling step forward, Phineas forced himself to speak. “Flynn… Brother… I know you’re going through so much right now but please… let’s just talk, yeah? Take a step back a-and let’s figure this out together!”

“Do you?”

Phineas blinked in confusion.

“Huh?”

“You say you know what I’m going through… But do you? Do you really?”

“Flynn, what… What are you talking about? If there’s something you haven’t told me, then tell me! Please! I want to understand! I want to help you!”

Phineas was trying to remember all the unfortunate events that Flynn had to go through from early age to the ones that Flynn has told him about after reuniting at the manor, is there even more that his brother hasn’t told him?!

“I might not know everything but whatever it is, you can tell me! I swear, I’ll do everything I can to help you through it!”

For a moment, there was silence and then Flynn laughed a broken, breathless sound that chilled Phineas to his core.

“You think I don’t want to tell you?… oh brother~… It’s not about wanting to, Phineas... It’s that I CAN’T.”

Phineas took a slow and careful step forward but Flynn noticed immediately and Without hesitation, Flynn climbed onto the railing.

“Don’t move!” Flynn screamed at Phineas.

Phineas froze. Despite not having a beating heart anymore he swore he could feel one beating in his chest so fast right now alongside every muscle in his body that is screaming at him to do something right now but he stayed frozen, ready to spring to action if the worst happened.

Flynn chuckled while suddenly dancing on the thin metal rail. His movements were eerily graceful just like the ones of his days in the circus when performing.

“This cycle… this endless and pointless cycle. No matter how many times it repeats, it always ends the same way… I thought… I really thought this time could be different… I wanted to believe it so badly.”

“What cycle? Flynn, what are you talking about?”

But Flynn didn’t answer and he kept dancing, his movements felt like a ghost, a ghost of the boy he used to be.

“My existence…” Flynn’s voice grew softer, almost a whisper at this rate. “It’s a bad omen for you, Phineas. Don’t you see? Everything was perfect for you before I came into this cruel world.” He let out another bitter laugh “But the moment I was born, everything fell apart, wouldn’t you agree? One disaster after another~ all because of me.”

“That’s not true!” Phineas yells out “You’re not a bad omen, Flynn! You’re my brother—”

“Stop!” Flynn yells back, silencing Phineas.

Flynn raised a trembling hand to the bandages on his face and with one swift motion, he ripped them away, revealing the burn scars that covered half of his face alongside his damaged eye.

“Flynn…”

Flynn’s lips formed into an empty smile. “All of this… happened because I existed… happened because I tried to cheat fate and now…” He took a shaking breath. “Now karma’s chasing me, hunting me down every second of my life no matter where I go, no matter what I do… it always ends the same way.”

Another chuckle escaped Flynn’s lips, as if he were trying to make light of his grim situation. However… This laughter was now mixed with occasional sobs and cries. Phineas felt like crying too by just witnessing how much his dear little brother was suffering, but he maintained his composure.

“Flynn… I might not be able to truly understand what you are going through and especially when you refuse to tell me but…” Phineas took off his top hat and placed it over his chest and looked at his Brother’s eyes with a guilty and sorrowful expression.

“Just give me a chance… you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to but PLEASE give me a chance to try and help you! Let me be the big brother that you needed by your side the last few years!”

“You say that my life would have been better without you but you are wrong! Do you know just how much your mere existence helps me through my roughest of years? Do you know how happy I was when I learned I was gonna have a little brother? How happy I was to be reunited with you in this cursed manor!”

Phineas didn’t notice that his voice was getting louder while holding tightly to his top hat.

“You are the only reason I cling to whatever is left of my sanity! And you're telling me I would be better off without you!?”

“…”

Flynn wasn’t sure if he should reply or not. Regardless, Phineas continued talking while slowly approaching him. Flynn tried to threaten him to stay back by taking a step backward, but Phineas kept advancing, one step at a time.

“I told you to stay b-“

“NO! AM NOT GONNA FUCKING STAY IDLE WHILE MY LITTLE BROTHER IS TRYING TO THROW HIS LIFE AWAY!!!”

“PHINEAS-“

“OH GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE, FLYNN! YOU THINK YOU THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR US? IF SO THEN YOU ARE DELUSIONAL!!!”

“I AM NOT! I AM JUST BEING REALISTIC HERE!”

Phineas finally approached close enough to grab into Flynn’s wrist, in which Flynn tried to break free from but Phineas wouldn’t let him go.

“THAT'S ENOUGH FLYNN!!… T-that enough…”

The sudden change in tone left Flynn feeling confused. He took a moment to look at Phineas' face and… he had never seen him have that much sadness and fear in his eyes ever since their father's death. Phineas’ grip on Flynn's wrist loosened and then he gently yet firmly took both of Flynn's hands in his own, as if he were begging him.

“Flynn, trust me when I say this. no matter what, I will always be there for you and protect you no matter in life or death… even if you claim to be a bad omen I still NEED you in my life!”

When he said that, Phineas could feel how Flynn’s hands seemed to tremble slightly.

“…I know you're scared too… you act brave and act as if you have it all figured out but you are also confused, aren’t you?!”

Phineas waited for any kind of answer from Flynn to that and after what felt like forever, Flynn only nodded while his trembling kept increasing.

“You want to scream… you want to call for help yet you can’t find the voice for it, right?…”

Another nod.

Flynn didn’t even realize tears had begun to form in his eyes until a couple of them slipped down his cheeks, landing softly on his brother’s hands that were gently holding his. When he finally noticed, he started to shake even more and occasional sobs and hiccups started to come out of him while also still keep trying to say something, ANYTHING to try to still Stand up to his original decision but words kept betraying him… why is his well just now started to shake? He was so determined to end it all right here and then…

Flynn’s behaviour now is all that Phineas needed to finally pull him off the rail and embrace him to a tight yet gentle warm hug, hugging him so dearly as if he was afraid if he let go, he would lose him forever.

Phineas himself started to tear up and his voice was shaking yet trying to sound gentle and reassuring.

“Is alright… I am right here now and am not going anywhere again… I-I will try my best to help you, I promise!”

As cheesy as it sounded to Flynn and knowing so well it would not be that easy, it still managed to make him finally give in and hug his brother back and just.. cry out, crying in his brother's arms as if he is a child.

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Who knows how long they stayed like that and how long Flynn cried his heart out but eventually, they made their way back to Flynn’s room all while Phineas carried his brother. Flynn cried so much that he just fell asleep… When he finally reached the room he put his brother to bed and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead and sat next to him on the bed. He wouldn’t leave his side anytime soon that for certain.

“Sleep well, Brother…”

He placed a hand on his brother’s head and patted it while starting to hum a soothing melody.

Flynn, even when asleep… smiled softly to the soothing melody.

End.

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Is okay he got him out✨

Anon is so real tbh, I’d love to put Laurence in a microwave too. That or like shake him around like a jar of pennies.

//(the fact that it's based on the very first ask Lau did on this blog----) the microwave will always be there to haunt him/j

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“TF YOU DOUNG IN THERE!?”

(I HAD TO-)

Anon is so real tbh, I’d love to put Laurence in a microwave too. That or like shake him around like a jar of pennies.

//(the fact that it's based on the very first ask Lau did on this blog----) the microwave will always be there to haunt him/j

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Promise that I am still working on the final part of the story, just give me a bit of time to try and figure out how to write the rest of it… until then have this silly doodle of my son

I may come back to answer questions and doing RPs after the story but idk- we gonna see :3

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I had a wonderful artist called Guilty draw my boy Phineas as if he on a splash art and I send them a ref of how I wanted to be and here how it looks!

My ref vs their final result!

I just love LOVE it so much! Thank you a lot Guilty for drawing my son🥹✨

They do not have any social media that I can link ya guys to but they said I can mention their discord to ya guys soooo~ here they are!

Again thank you a lot for the art, Guilty🥹✨

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{There’s Still Hope}

Part 1/2

Finally got around to write an update to the whole Flynn situation! the next part may be shorter but here is what I managed to write for now :3!

Tw:- suicidal topic.

In the hallway of the manor, Phineas, Carina, and Poppy made their way toward Flynn's room while carrying a tray of food and snacks for him. Flynn's health had improved enough for him to return to his own room… although but his other personality, Lemant, remained in control to this day, a fact that still bothers Phineas a lot.

So much so that he didn’t hear Carina calling his name until she shook his arm firmly.

“PHINEAS!”

“EH?!”

“For goodness’ sake, I’ve been calling you for ages! Is everything alright, honey?”

“Sorry, my dear~… I was just thinking about—”

“Flynn again?” Poppy says while humming softly as they walked.

“Yeah…” Phineas admitted, he sounded quite worried.

Carina sighed “Not surprising…. You’ve been on edge ever since he woke up. Honestly~ I thought you’d relax a little once he started walking again.”

“I am relieved he’s getting better physically but what about mentally? Ever since he woke up, it’s only been Lemant and None of the other personalities have taken control like Sanity and Minder not even Flynn himself.”

Carina was quiet, looking at the bowl of sliced apples she was holding and thinking about the whole thing… Flynn’s personality has always been a confusing thing that she is no longer even sure how many he has anymore but regardless she still cares for each one of them, after all they all part of him… is just…. Lemant is different from the rest.

“Is it really so bad that we’re talking to Lemant?” Poppy asked, they seem confused about the matter “He seems just fine to Poppy! He’s always smiling and seem happy!”

Carina hesitated, her voice more quieter now “Oh Poppy… t-there’s something you need to understand about Lemant. I wasn’t sure if I should bring it up before, but…”

Phineas finished her sentence for her “He clearly despises his own existence.”

A long, uneasy silence followed before Poppy finally broke it.

“Poppy doesn’t get it…. Why would he hate it?”

Phineas and Carina looked at each other, they both knew it wasn’t the time for a deep explanation and not to mention Poppy is clearly not ready for those kind of topics yet “We’ll talk about it later” Carina said gently.“Right now, let’s—”

Her words falls off as they opened Flynn’s door…

The bed was empty.

“W-where is he?!” Phineas yells, dropping the tray of food he was holding in his hands. In a state of panic, he tore through the room, checking the dresser, the closet, under the bed, even behind the mountain of plushies Flynn had collected. No sign of him, he even He flung open the window to look outside if the worst did happen…

Nothing.

“Damn it!” He turning back to the others “Poppy, Carina, we need to split up and search the manor!”

Carina nodded immediately, putting her bowl down and rushing off. Poppy was still confused and worried about the whole situation.

���P-Phineas… where could Flynn have gone?”

Phineas gripped their shoulders tightly “Poppy, if you love Flynn, stop asking questions and start looking, If we’re too late…” he couldn’t finish the sentence and just looked down with a pale face.

That was all Poppy needed to hear. Without another word, they ran out of the from the room. Phineas followed moments later while muttering under his breath.

“Brother, please… don’t do anything stupid…”

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“Hmm~ it seem that I have lost my way ^^”

Flynn says to himself… or rather… Lemant… he was walking through one of the manor’s many hallways and rooms this manor has to offer. His body ached in pain with every step, he clearly wasn’t ready to be up and about, that for sure… But lying in bed had become so boring! He wasn’t even sure how far he has wandered off.

Alas, he came to a stop near a window. The view beyond the glass was quite familiar, the same starry night sky he had seen the moment he awoke from his coma.

“Yet another beautiful, meaningless night…” he murmured to himself with a faint smile.

Spotting a balcony ahead, he stepped through its doors, leaning against the cold iron railing… He then looked down, what a beautiful garden this forsaken manor has…

“Whaaa~ So high up…” he says in amusement.

“Yeah, that’s why you should STEP away from the railing, Lemant.”

“….”

He looked Behind him, standing in the doorway was none other than his brother.

With a faint smile he answered his brother.

“And why should I do that?”

-To be continued…

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"Ah, I-I've heard that all of you have been through a tough time... It's not the best time, but..." ┏(┏へ●●)へ＜ "I made sweaters for everyone. Maybe some warmth can help you."

“Awwwww~ that so sweet of you, Honey!!!🥺✨”

“WHAAAA~ THEY SO WELL MADE!!!”

“Hahaha~ thank you for your gift my dear~ and thanks for your concern about us, this would help us a lot that for sure!… and I think Flynn already likes it~”

He points at Flynn who already wearing it and seem to enjoy the comfort of it that he may as well be in his own little world~

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More of some arts and doodles I made this past week!

Characters in order:-

1- Bill Trickster belongs to @picnicbask3t - Gravity falls AU

2- Phineas - Joe wanted me to draw him as if he is your sleep paralysis demon so~🙏

3 to 5- Phineas Lustrous - this Phineas is the one from my OG world!

5- Angel ( @picnicbask3t ‘ oc) and Flynn (mine) - Gravity Falls AU

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Doodles I made the last week or so I wanna just slap here (gonna post two more arts separately tho)

Characters:-

- Sunny from Omori

- HS Kel from Omori

- the third second and sixth arts are clearly IDV!Phineas Omori Au Phineas

- fourth and fifth arts are IDV!Lily

- adult IDV!Flynn

- me :p

- and lastly my Killer chat oc, Godric!

Hope ya all like it!

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I don’t mean to alarm you but are you sure your brother is alright? He has been acting so differently 😭

“I have noticed that actually and I know why.”

“It’s no new news that my brother has a really extreme case of DID. I made sure to be able to identify each and every one of them whenever they shows up… although I must admit that this is actually my first time meeting Lament in person. I have actually been informed of his existence by Flynn’s other personalities in the past! I am just surprised he finally showed himself.”

“… that said even though he seem to be smiling the whole time and calm, I can not help but feel I should make sure to keep my eyes on him in all time. Not to say he is a bad person or anything! Is just… I do not think he is in the right mind set to make any decisions, that for sure.”