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"Most men don't seek out therapy for help 🥺😫😰"

Most men don't want to seek out therapy and refuse to get help. Men commit the vast majority of violence against women, other men, and children.

When men do seek out therapy and get help it's predominantly because a woman in their life begged or otherwise influenced them into doing so.

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FYI it’s not selfish if I quit life because no one is helping me and im not helping anyone either and I shouldn’t have to live for other people. That right there is selfish. I just want to be free

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Genuinely, who do I blame? Myself or undiagnosed diagnoses?

Am I disabled, depressed, or just really lazy. I don’t know. I don’t know anything. Im trying so hard and im tired

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I cannot keep doing this

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I’ve been lying to myself that yeah the only reason im living is for my bf and I don’t want to live if he’s not there beside me. Life isn’t worth living without him. I know he’d break up with me over this and I never expected to even be with him rhis long. I never expected to live rhis long either

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YOU ARE GOING TO ABANDON MEEEE YOU DID BEFORE AND YOURE GOING TO AGAIN BECAUSE ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GRADUATE NOT IN TIME AND YOURE NOT WILLING TO WAIT FOR ME I CANNOT BAAARE TO SEE YOU GET MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE AND HAVE KIDS I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE AS MY LOVER YOU STUPID FUCKER I HATE YOU

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I have nothing to look forward to nothing nothing nothing nothing

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I hate you seeing me like this. I should be the one taking care of you. I don’t want to be the one who’s constantly weak and you’re constantly comforting

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Idk why im mad at my bf. He didn’t do anything. I did. I guess im just mad at him for ultimately leaving me in advance and I only agreed to this fling because I think he’s worth as much time as possible and I don’t think I deserve anyone better than someone who’s going to ultimately leave me behind he’s going to ultimately leave me behind he’s going to ultimately leave me behind fucj fucknduck fuck

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Im prolife except my parents really should have aborted me

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Am I disabled, depressed, or just really lazy. I don’t know. I don’t know anything. Im trying so hard and im tired

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I want to scream at him and tell him how much I hate him for abandoning me in the future because I know it will happen and I will be left alone in my country stuck behind everyone else and he will not be able to support me when the consequences of my actions catch up to me. The consequences of things beyond my control because I continue to self sabotage and ruin my life. I might as well just quit since I’ll never be able to live a fulfilling life anyways. I don’t want to end up like my friends in their 20s and 30s struggling to get a degree or still living at home needing to ask their parents for permission

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I can’t get into the classes I want because I signed up late

I signed up late because I self sabotaged

Im going to graduate perhaps a year later, or I’ll have to take summer courses

The cycle will continue

My boyfriend will dump me because this was just an extended fling anyways

He will meet me in person and I will meet his parents in person and then he will go back on dating apps and find a new person and marry them and get a house and raise kids

Im a burden. Im left behind

I am only a burden on what he wants to do now

Because he is older than me

He will get tired of how slow I am at catching up

I cannot do my job well. I cannot do school well. I will never be able to graduate

I should just stop doing life altogether

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I don’t accept asexuals who write dirty fanfiction and find it hot so we’re even!

How come some people can accept that an asexual can write dirty fanfiction and think fictional characters are hot but as soon as a lesbian thinks an anime boy looks cool, their lesbian card is revoked

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Be not afraid!

So a week ago, I sprained my ankle and couldn't walk for 3 days. I'm used to hiking at least an hour a day with my huskies so not being able to walk at all was driving me crazy. And in my jittery sedimentary state, I kept getting visions of this blursed being: a biblically accurate axolotl. There was nothing I could do but draw it. I'm all better now and able to walk again, now back to making less cursed art (maybe)