ihatethisstuf

[ihatethisstuf]

I grabbed for the tiny pieces you spilled and searched for every single scrap.

All of my own parts I gave to you and you only picked up the ones that had little bows and were tightly wrapped.

I tend to grasp for love and forget to grasp for air.

I search for your affection but your pieces are empty so I'm left in despair.

Losing my own pieces while seeking for yours, I crave your validation everywhere.

I want to feel like you are only devoted to me, for your love and affection I never want to share.

I want to feel loved and I want to feel wanted.

I want to feel like the pieces are aren't just thrown but handed to me with care.

For the love I give is the love I want to receive.

All the empty love and affection have left my heart in hunger and grieve.

Yet of what you stole from me, you remain completely unaware.

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Jayvik yuri

But it’s me and my best friend

They have no idea what I talk about half of the time

@caelum-et-ocean

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Happy 2025, everyone! May the Arcane brainrot continue to live on 💙

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Postliminary Conversations

always thought that Silco became a council member in the ep 7 AU... I would've loved to see him interact w/ Mel or Cassandra 🥹🥹🥹

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I want to write all the time.

When I tell people what my mind says, it feels like I am talking to a wall.

But when I write, I feel listened to.

Listened to by the silence.

The paper never speaks to me.

I speak to the paper and it understands what I mean.

I wish I would never have to talk to people, because when I write I can sort my thoughts and be more precise.

When I talk to people they only hear but never listen.

Maybe I can find the paper

Within myself.

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WELCOME TO MY CRISIS RESORT BLOG, WHERE I SCREAM AND LET YOU SCREAM, LETS HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN TOGHETER! :3

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You think I'm funny??? I'm genuinely honored. 🥹

Erm... Helloo????/vpos

@sweetangle8

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...no.

𝘮𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘦 🦋

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I'm dying 😭

Idk, I just wanted to see them happy :')

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"ai is making it so everyone can make art" Everyone can make art dipshit it came free with your fucking humanity

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Their little Christmas Cupid 🎄💘

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Guys trying to prove a point.

Is it normal for a neurotypical to be "creating personalities" to fit in, but this became so usual for them that it becomes a unconscious habit, that this personalities get so developed that they actually can be given different names, gender, aesthetic, favorite color, ect?..

Like it's part of me, I know they are all me, is just me in different moods and scenarios. Ive heard people talking about DID or OSDD, but I kinda ruled them out due to the fact that they feel like myself, I have no memory gaps (I actually have a very extensive memory), I don't think I have a trauma that could've triggered this, and most of my experiences simply don't match.

Like there's a reason why the blog "Hyper" is so different from this. When creating one I was having an identity crisis and during the other I was having a more angry identity crisis

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I NEED A TAG. IS NOT A MAUBE ANYMORE IS A NEED

•°*✦🌙

Kinda got inspired by melody/ @.sweetangle8 tbh

This so cuteee.

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I hate what might be bpd, I'm going to explode in tiny little confetti

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Erm... Helloo????/vpos

@sweetangle8

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Little Viktor is abwuahqhjaah, he looks like such a sweet boy, like the only one in your middle school class that you don't hate because he's always so sweet to everyone and somehow still manages to be okayish friends with the other boys.

ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎