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Fffffeeeleijg both like!!!!! Vomhitting nd also likeeee shshoht to the head plslsplslssss <33333333
#✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️#saailly!!!#sillylysillysilly#auddhwjakaamw being Perciveeved irrk l sucks bbbtw#annyway rgeakakekee todayyyyysssrh stuffhf feeaturrrsz: ggeenerrelatioani9ns (fufuckdoiwananhanbeaboy-) nnnndthenalsosoal jjjjust titeeeef#titir3d#NEW UNHINGED BNLOG MAJDE OFB THR OTHERTB ONHR TOO#ggghhonnna floodd it a bjt so thta it is likje kovkcied into being uhnunged so i didnt accodnently go bbavk agrter sharigb with oriroke#onheheere for rnrnrp ✨️#anyways#IDDDK#wwweeirddd stuffffhhappeneing andd stuhill in the bmood of nobboyddhdy isreal rn except fofr chuuyaso ✨️
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Fuck i need to be muzzled possibly coming to conclusions about my mental state regarding chuuya and dazai together and also BEING ANGRY BUT NOT REALLY
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HEYHEYHEYHEY IM MENTALLY FFFFFUUUUUCKKKKED ITS HALF SUCKY HALF AWESOME <33333333333
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Hypersecual dazai hc,,,,,,, waahgt the fuck are u doing back here !!!!!!!! DIE
#aaabrshajskakaaba#lowkey find thiss vvv finny biy uh !!!#intrspoextion toro be done iiiggggg#and research !!!!!#but !!! this may make.. much sense. !!!#bcs my brain deapite gggeenerally being ohysically held back by anxiiety often !!! doess the fuckcij imaginingsTm#it aint even ??? hot half the tome. so BOO. but senrshanaka lmao#anyways !!!! dazai whore confirmed for all future ausss inlless speidiccified ojtheriwse <3#i hhaad more for this spost buttt i cansnt rememebr lmao#iiiiddddk also bcs. who knows if mutuals shall see this !! mayhaps.#either 2ay miggfhght go into more details later dependinggg !!!! on mental state and eeelaso mmotvuuartion#:3#anyways
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They yearning,,,,,,, the fuckckcking yearning mannnnnnn- FUCKCKCKC. Who hwre wants to cuddle nd or kiss and cuddle (kissingoptional i jst miss people. Nd chuuya. And d not having anxiety. )
Anyways. FUCKCKCKKIN YESRNING MAN..............
#fun fact sayijng man twice thete firmly confirmned that for today while i do feel masc and want he i am also NOT man curently <3#funnn gender.....#:3#anyways
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THE OLD HYPERSEXUAL DAZAI HC IF MINE COMING BACK TO BITE ME IN THE FICKING ASSS DIEJDIDEJDIEIE WHHHHHHHYYYGYY
#i fucking KNEW IT and im killing. AUGH#PAIN#LIKE BASED BUT AKSI?????? WTF DO I DO WITH THIS INFO....#ALSO.#SORTA RELATED#hiiiilarpus tto me that im likeee fairly ?? young compared to mahny moots nd suchba snd am henerally seen as vvvv uh. non??? this?#meanwhile#my head......... <33333333#anywaaaaay!!¡!!!!!!#RIP HCS BITING ME IN THEEE ASS WITH FOCTIONKIN REALOZATION ✨️#ANWAYS.
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Eevveryr fffucking year I get closer to jst hating my birthday i think.... fuuuckkk
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I'd probably be a shit s/o but at the same time I'd be soooo good at being an s/o if I wanted to I bet.....
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OoooOOOOH MYGOD I FORGOT.ABOUT. COFFIN OF ANDY AND LEYLA. HOLYYY SHIT NEW SKK AU JST DROPPED ACTUALLY WAI I NEED TO REVISIT THE LORE
#INCEST SOBLINCA AU FUCK YES.#PLS PLS PLS PLSSSS LET THERE BE MORE NOE THEN THETE WAS BFORRE WHEN I WAS IN FANDOM.#GAHHH THIS IS SO PERFECT#I FEEL LIKE ANDY WPLD BE CHUUYA ND LEYLA WOULD BE DAZAI BUT IDR REMEMBER IT ALL SO I MIGHT POST MORE ABT THIS
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IN CELEBRATION OF BDAY IM POSTING
This fuccking thing i made a few days ago. Yayyyyy new identity crisis to be had !!!! I am. So fffffucking tired of myself toi guys trust </3.
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THE SHOUND OF JO8NTS POPPING OVER ND OVER AGAIN BCS MY FUCKING TOES GO LIKE RICE CRISPIES <3333333
#:3#anyways#v fun#TIS OFFICALLY MY BIRTHDAY ALSO#WOOP (<- FILLED WITH EXISTENCIAL DREAD)#i am excited to get haircut and dazai cosplay this year. that is all.#also atp i reallyyyyyy need to get high jst so i can accurately WRITE and DRAW for the CHARACTERS#also just cause seems cool as fuck.#anyways. theres fucking hello kitty rolling paper !!!!! jelpud
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You are getting a good grade in tumblr mutual
:0 :D YAYAYYYYYYY.
No idea when u sent this anon rip I have NOT been checking this blog as much as I've wanted to- but thank u !!!!!@ <3333
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M3 pitting pouttjngj* bcs being self aware andd also realizjng isghould tell people about myself,,,,,, THIS IS LTIERSLLY WHY I MADE THE IDENTITTY BLOG SONPEOEPELE CPULDBSEE WITHOUT THE DIRECT OF HEING KNOWN LMAO TTVTT.
#anyways#rlly this is an excuse to use this pic of chuuya bcs#well. Chuuya#:3#sighh#didnt i even post it to this main too?? i did i think#sigh#WHATEVER i shld be better than this#ik haven knows atleast smwgat and koko knws obvi (hihi btw :3) and i thinnnnk crispin has. an idea bcs hes liked some of my esrlier gender#crsis posts ob main#ohmyfucking god. what the fuck do only two.5 OH wait also echo but she doest knw very much#so 1 + 1 (? +) + 0.5 + 0.5 of my mutuals#a#am i a shitty mutual actually ffffufufuckkkk new crisis#gooddamNIY
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PH ALSO UPDATE O GENDER CIRIRSI. BCS. WHY THE FUCK NTO;
Egg is like,,,, 89% cracked i think
#atp i am. fairly sure im genderflux transmasc so. fun#idrk tho#theres also definitely some xenogender swirling around in the flux bit#aaaaauauauaugh being self aware fucking SUCKS actually#:3#anyways
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Realaizjng that a shit ton of my tumblr mutuals dont actuallyu know abt my latest gender cisises,,,,, ffffuuuuuckkk
#i feel. very gross mix of guilty and scared#WHY#LITERALT I THINK ALMOST ALL THAT DONT KNOW ARE ALSO SOME FORM OF TRAND GENDER FUCKERY#HY ARE U SO SCARED#(bcs. Reasons)#anywayssssss today has bem a mildly alr dysphoria day BUT its getting warm so my one (1)#actual dysphora sweater that qkes it like actualt harde to see my tits is instes aking me swey and triggerig ~mild~ sensory isssues#OVWRALL GINE THO#myways#ugh#i dont like telling people things directly#can i nit just vague postbon ky various blogs and hope peope figure me outttttt#sobs#i dknt want to deal witrrhh thisssssssss#anyways.#this is fine tho bcs like ughhhhh im gjne???? like rlly i5s not even#anything#sigh#5his belongs on my vent blog BUT in kn the wrong main and also mostof my gender crisieses have gone on here soooo#:3
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Somethong something probably allarrmtning that my main backup plans thaant make me feel msot safe is remembweing that 8 can sell my body (surrogaye OR onlyfand irdc eithet way -) or ththat i cam rin onto the woods for like a year nd jist see how long i can sirviveee <333
#this aree my emenegryy plans bcs i have such a fuccked up tome llanning the futute and it is. incredibly heartening to have them !!!!!!!#also. GENDER CRISSI YET AGAIN DEATH#anaanahywayyssss <333333333#actually ferling very happy nd hopeful rn just. yk. THOUGHTS. that i wanted to share <3#feeling vvvv chatty rn gommie a sec nd ill be back ti normalllll
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