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               meet me by the weeping willows where our spirits once rested. 

brand new multi - muse blog featuring muses from final fantasy, fire emblem, the legend of zelda, even with a touch of original characters and more!! written by yours truly, fawn.

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hiya! fawn here, if you’re interested in writing with a canon divergent warrior of light from the final fantasy xiv franchise who is the current khagan of the azim steppe but also a bitter, war - hardened woman who hates the hand she’s been dealt with the very concept of being a wol?  ( available to many other fandoms! ) if so, please hit that heart and give this little promo a reblog to help a gal out? thank you!

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not on my julian blog but happy bday to my favorite man

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touch prompts

with love

with relief

with happiness

with a promise

with an apology

to say goodnight

to say good morning

to protect

for comfort

for luck 

for encouragement

on a scar 

on a falling tear

on a bruise

after a tough day

after a nightmare

after an argument

because you are dying

because i am dying

in a moment of worry

in a moment of anger

in a moment of annoyance

in a moment of sadness

to say hello

to say goodbye

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Tumblr mobile will always be a mistake

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on god, isa is dumb sometimes. @shethieved

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WHAT IS YOUR ELF PERSONA

amara is a light elf 

she resides in a glowing village that floats upon black waters, shrouded in a dark forest. she is a rogue who relies on a swift bow, with considerable knowledge in tracking. she keeps a white elk as a close companion and wear a long cloak.

tagged by: no one tagging: everyone

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Post 10 gifs from your favorite movies without naming them and then tag 10 (or so) people.

tagged by : @hercourtesy​

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— Weather based sentence starters !

SPRING – ❝ Can I wear shorts today? ❞ ❝ We should totally lay out today. ❞ ❝ It’s party season! ❞ ❝ Let’s go for a drive with the windows down. ❞ ❝ Sand volleyball? ❞ ❝ It’s only 30 degrees now, but by the end of the day it’ll be 65. ❞ ❝ So, are we having a cookout tonight? ❞ ❝ Can we have a bonfire? ❞ ❝ Let’s go camping! ❞ ❝ I hope it never snows again. ❞

SUMMER – ❝ I like it when daylight savings time starts. ❞ ❝ Should I bring a jacket? ❞ ❝ Is it warm enough to wear sandals? ❞ ❝ Let’s plan a road trip! ❞ ❝ Do you know any good DIY projects to pass time? ❞ ❝ What do you like to do during the summer time? ❞ ❝ I hope I can make new friends this summer! ❞ ❝ It’s so hot outside, I think I might die! ❞ ❝ Lets have a picnic! ❞ ❝ This summer, do you think I should start working out? Do some physical activity? ❞

FALL – ❝ Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower. ❞ ❝ Every leaf speaks bliss to me, fluttering from the autumn tree. ❞ ❝ Notice that autumn is more the season of the soul than of nature.can smell autumn dancing in the breeze. The sweet chill of pumpkin, and crisp sunburnt leaves. ❞ ❝ Autumn is the mellower season, and what we lose in flowers we more than gain in fruits. ❞ ❝ Everyone must take time to sit and watch the leaves turn. ❞ ❝ Your birthday is soon, how should we celebrate it this fall? ❞ ❝ This is my favorite time of the year, fall is such a beautiful season. ❞ ❝ A fallen leaf is nothing more than a summer’s wave goodbye. ❞ ❝ The trees are about to show us how lovely it is to let the dead things go. ❞ ❝ I would rather sit on a pumpkin, and have it all to myself, than be crowded on a velvet cushion. ❞

WINTER – ❝ Don’t stay out too late, it’s cold outside. ❞ ❝ You’re going to catch frostbite. ❞ ❝ You need to bundle up more. ❞ ❝ Do you have anything planned for the holidays? ❞ ❝ It seems it freezing rained last night, the roads are covered in ice. ❞ ❝ Well, it looks like hell really might be freezing over. ❞ ❝ I don’t think thats exactly what they mean by, ‘break the ice.’ ❞ ❝ You’re actually walking on thin ice. ❞ ❝ If this is what weather the Titanic cruised in, I can see why it sank. ❞ ❝ You’ve got cold hands, but a warm heart. ❞

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I don’t like people seeing me vulnerable.

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hercourtesy‌:

Was she really overthinking it? Or were her concerns valid? 

The thought had been circulating in her head for a while now, and it had initially surprised Nadia that she had said anything to Amara to begin with. She didn’t regret it however, as she hoped that the apprentice would be able to bring her some sort of clarity. 

“… I suppose you are right, but there is still so much more that needs to be done,” she says. “What if it isn’t enough?” she asks, hating how soft her voice sounded in the moment. 

there’s a soft chuckle that leaves her and soon enough, her thoughts spill from her mouth.

     ‘   you sound like someone i used to know.   ’

she leaves that bit at that before digits push heavy green locks over her shoulder. such is the woes of a royal, there’s so much for them to take control of, to keep order, to even make it so that hundreds of lives are content. but the fact of the matter is that . . . one cannot please everyone. as it’s bound to happen. but still, trying means more than tearing oneself down for others.

     ‘   sometimes, we don’t know if what we do is enough. that’s the sad part of life, nadia. but that doesn’t mean you have to tackle it all on your own, there are plenty of people who will extend their help to you if you ask. i believe your concern for the well - being of your people is more than enough proof to them.   ’

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hisabjuration‌:

He listens, falling silent as the words sink in. He knows that deep down, he does want to let people in, yet for some reason he cannot bring himself to do it. He had spent so long wanting to be left alone, and now that he finally had gotten his wish, he found it hard to let other people in, with the exception being Asra, of course.

Recently however, he had found that he had let Amara in, and tiny part of him was glad that he had, even if most of the time it seemed as though he wanted the exact opposite. 

“… I know,” he says eventually, breaking the silence that had fallen over the two of them. “… but… it’s hard…” he admits, a pained look crossing his face as he says it. He opts to stare into the teacup that had been placed in front of him, as he felt too awkward to look at her face at the moment. 

     ‘   then, let’s work on that . . .  together . it doesn’t have to be an instant fix, there’s no need to rush something like this. take it one step at a time.   ’

she’s chimes in, finally turning her head in his direction. she would never be able to understand the pain he went through before everything that has happened, deep reasons as to why he desired solitude over all. asra was the only person she knew before too, well, from what her clouded memories allow her to remember! but she speaks with a sense of hope that maybe he’d trust her enough to help him.

     ‘   after all, you helped me in your own way, didn’t you?   ’

when she says this, she turns a bit and reaches for a small pouch that rested at her side. the one thing that allowed her to remember him . . . she brought it into sight and held it between the two of them.

     ‘   you helped me remember someone, you. i don’t think i would’ve been happy if i forgot someone who tried to keep me safe when we encountered lucio together.   ’

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* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt 8)

“you’re not safe here.”

“the woods whispered to me”

“hold on to whatever keeps you warm inside”

“love rewards the brave”

“i don’t acre anymore”

“stay alive.”

“kids aren’t made to be soldiers”

“magic surrounds us”

“here comes the girl with the broken smile”

“this wasn’t supposed to happen”

“please get out of my head; i’m trying to sleep”

“i have seen the truth”

“what is real?”

“i’ve never been good at emotional stuff. except anger. anger, i’m good at.”

“don’t forget their sacrifice.”

“it wasn’t you who took their life”

“i hate going home”

“speak the truth, even if your voice shakes”

“a curious girl, a wanderer”

“this vessel, this vessel is a lie, a shapeshifting beast, a lesson in fluidity.”

“she’s one of a kind”

“choose courage, always”

“do you love me?”

“become the voice you’ve always needed”

“you’re a soldier with sears”

“you are worth it.”

“this is no place for a hero.”

“i look prettier in fragments”

“i don’t know what to believe anymore”

“will it ever let me go?”

“will the nightmares ever leave?”

“tell me what it’s like to conquer.”

“tell me what it’s like to burn.”

 “do you love?”

“you make me feel.”

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WHAT SHAPE DOES YOUR PAIN TAKE ?

a glass cage

You feel disconnected from the world around you. You can see everything, everyone can see you, but you're not really there. No one can really communicate with you, can they? You're isolated, even when you're around people. You're alone. You want desperately to be close to someone, but you're afraid of what will happen if you shatter your glass prison. You don't want to let someone in, you don't want to leave, and it's a constant battle of your own will. It's easier to be alone, where no one can hurt you... Isn't it?

tagged by: @fcrtunestold ty !! tagging: anyone who hasn’t done this yet tbf!

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BODY LANGUAGE. Bold what applies + tag mutuals to do the same in a new post

DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest / crossing legs / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / karate chops / stiffening of shoulders / tense posture / curling of lip / baring of teeth

REFLECTIVE.

hand-to-face gestures / head tilted / stroking chin / peering over glasses / taking glasses off — cleaning / putting earpiece of glasses in mouth / pipe smoker gestures / putting hand to bridge of nose / pursed lips, knitted brows

SUSPICION.

arms crossed / sideways glance / touching or rubbing nose / rubbing eyes / hands resting on weapon / brows raising / lips pressing into a thin line / strict, unwavering eye contact / wrinkling of nose

CONFIDENCE.

hands behind back / hands on lapels of coat / steepled hands / baring teeth in a grin / rolling shoulders / tipping head back but maintaining eye contact / chest puffed up / shoulders back / arms folded just above navel / wide eyes / standing akimbo

INSECURITY & ANXIETY.

chewing pen or pencil / rubbing thumb over opposite thumb / biting fingernails / hands in pockets / elbow bent / closed gestures / clearing throat / “whew” sound / picking or pinching flesh / fidgeting in chair / hand covering mouth whilst speaking / poor eye contact / tugging at pants whilst seated / jingling money in pockets / tugging at ear / perspiring hands / playing with hair / swaying / playing with pointer/marker/cane / smacking lips / sighing / rocking on balls of feet / flexing or cracking fingers sporadically

ANGER & FRUSTRATION.

short breaths / “tsk” sounds / tightly-clenched hands / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / rubbing hand through hair / rubbing back of neck / snarling / revealing teeth / grimacing / sharp-eyed glowers / notable tension in brow / shoulders back, head up — defensive posturing / clenching of jaw / grinding teeth / nostrils flaring / heavy exhales

TAGGED BY: @fcrtunestold TAGGING: everyone

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if you’d like to support the author   /   feel free to change pronouns as needed

*  potential warnings for  :  mild allusions to abuse  /  trauma

“ the shadows were always taller than you when you walked ” “ our horoscopes say we make great friends ” “ now you’re nothing more than a ghost who haunts me ” “ i thought he was a god ” “ i thought he would love me if i became his puppet ” “ beings like him don’t know what the fuck love is ” “ did your parents not love you enough ? ” “ you can’t make up excuses for an asshole ” “ i  ,  the ragdoll in your collection of toys ” “ you take up a space that i do not want you to have ” “ you blamed me for the wreckage ” “ your blood type is toxic ” “ the dead and i now raise hell ” “ the congregation screams holy to your voice  ,  not to your anointing ” “ here lies your pride ” “ this time though  ,  i stitched myself up ” “ i refused to be the next victim that laid at their altar to sacrifice ” “ i fucking hate roses ” “ did your dream come true ? ” “ you tried burning me down not knowing you were fucking with a goddess ” “ i’m not scared of the monster anymore ” “ fathers shouldn’t kill their daughters ” “ yet a monster is still a monster ” “ karma has a way of working and doing its due diligence ” “ with your death  ,  i found my peace ” “ your holy ground burns my feet ” “ i’m still walking through the fire ” “ she wanted everyone to pay for her pain ” “ somehow it doesn’t run through my veins to better understand your actions ” “ i guess i had too much hope ” “ you tried killing me ” “ i’d miss death’s visitation again ” “ you decided it was my turn to be ruined by everyone ” “ it didn’t take long for me to figure out i was an easy target ” “ he was preaching about me on his holy  ,  untouched altar ” “ she’s still alive  ,  in case you’re wondering ” “ the demons have found souls to rest ” “ somehow it’s not god who comes to my rescue ” “ your eyes will always remind me of the ocean ” “ paranoia now has a place in this body i call home ” “ here’s to all the events we’ll never attend together ” “ the seven deadly sins have nothing on you ” “ you’re scared ” “ i hope no one recognizes me ” “ if hell is real then there’s a home for you ”

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Hand kissing is sacred, high romance and I think we need to revive it