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iluvmyhannie · 2 years

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Pretty just for me

Genre- smut, perv Han, obsessiveness, fluff

Pairing- Han Jisung x Female reader

Word count- like over 11k (don’t worry it goes by fast)

Warnings- smut, perv Han, obsessiveness, unprotected sex(please be careful btw) angst, oral(f recieving), fingering, praising, reader has abusive mother:/, Reader is insecure, fluff ending, a lot of aftercare;) ig the reader in this would be considered virgin but it’s not like she’s stupid if you know what I mean.…… I thinks that’s it just let me know if I misses anything:/ oh and MINORS DNI

Notes- so this is something I’ve imagined maybe for a month straight before I even started writing things and it came out longer than expected:/ but I actually am really proud of this and took me a while to put all of it to words and correct it but here is the finished product:) btw, this is mostly in Hans pov which makes it even more crazy so tell me what u think cause this took me a couple days so yeah, enjoy;)

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“No, please no” He said as he was rushing out of his apartment trying to get to the main lobby elevator. Han wasn’t always the type to get up early, especially when he didn’t need to but there was a reason today….and what has been maybe a month or so. He had known that there was a certain someone heading down to the main coffee shop in the main complex of the lobby going to get their everyday breakfast, and them having no clue in the world though, he was trying to see you for even just a few seconds. He had to get there; he has to see you. As he was getting his bag to make it seen as if he’s off to a busy day, he quickly rushed out the door heading out the quiet hallway and to the main elevator. He waited for maybe 20 seconds holding the elevator open and when he finally sees you, what he seems to observe is a women standing at the door of the flat you had just come out of, he usually sees this. he walks in as if he didn’t just have a tantrum getting ready(almost late). You walk in, hair slightly done, wearing a casual dress that hugged your waist and flared out at the bottom but just short enough to catch a person’s attention, you didn’t ever really look for attention though. As he sees you step in, he takes in the fact that your standing next to him and tells himself to loosen up, he looks up at you and nods. “good morning” he says, usually his voice cracks but today it didn’t. “good morning” you say back knowing the casual when in the elevator together. He knows you don’t speak Korean or ever have with other people whenever he’s near so he speaks in English. He thinks of it in this way, he’s not great at English, but would speak it for the rest of his life if he had to communicate with you. Every day he practices his English, and usually in the house by himself he started the habit of doing so. The elevator was mirrored all throughout and you saw each other. Han was looking at you, you were looking at yourself, checking if you looked good today, if you don’t look like you rushed this morning to get downstairs, but you knocked your head down, disappointed at your image. You were really the prettiest girl though, Han thought that he had never seen such an angel so delicate and polite ever in his life, he didn’t even know your name, but here he was, thinking the most unprofessional thoughts of you. You were so innocent and small, he hated to think such things but he couldn’t help it when you look this pretty for him. He convinced himself that it was for him, even though you have no idea who he was. He was disappointed to see your face when you looked back at the mirrored elevator, he knew what you were thinking and hated the untrue thoughts. He just wished he could tell you that you really are something special. But the sad thing he hated to think was that he was very badly obsessed with you. When the elevator arrived at the main 1st floor, Han lets you through first. He would always want to add something before you leave but he feels that if he added too much words, you would think something of it. It’s just his thoughts clouding over. As he steps out of the elevator just for a few seconds, he observes you going over to the coffee shop and waiting in line. He would stand behind you and wait, but again, too much he thought. And also, he had to do something he hated doing. Just as the elevator was about to close he quickly lets out his hand to catch the door and steps in, heading back to his flat thinking about the next step. As he walks into his apartment, he heads straight for his bedroom and sets his bag down by the nearest table and throws himself on the wide bed. In about an hour he has to meet the other members in the main dorms because they are all working on something. They still have their dorms but some of the members have their own flat to go to when on a break. He actually didn’t have a break but he couldn’t just leave you, he always thought. He knew he couldn’t fall back asleep before he had to leave the house but there was always the one option he went to. He started having deep thoughts about you, he always

did, especially after seeing you. Imagining you in his own bed, underneath him, begging for him to keep going, spread out for him, and calling his name. Currently, one of his hands starts going down his body and so happens to end up in his pants. Before he starts anything, he sits up on the bed and gets comfortable. He goes to the head of the bed where the pillows are and leans back to try and relax. Before he even finished he started lowering his pants and teased himself before he started jerking himself off. The feeling of the growing pain was the worst, he just had to fix it. His head was naturally falling back and the room was filled with his low groans. This time he was imagining you sitting on him for the first time, holding on to his shoulders, slowly falling apart. “Your doing so good for me baby”. The words just came out, not surprising himself. “you’re so pretty, just for me”. He was going faster, until he had made a mess of himself on his phone. Before even cleaning anything, he collapsed back onto the pillows and fell asleep until his alarm went off to go and meet the other members. The next day, Han did the usual. Wake up and walk you to the elevator and back to his apartment. Later in the afternoon, he was heading out to grab some food when he saw you at the lobbies coffee shop again. The shop was empty but he saw you sat down at one of the tables near a window. You had what it seemed to be a hot coffee in your hand and your phone in the other. He decided to sit down at one of the tables and act casual on his phone, and ready to get up and grab himself a drink. Before he was even about to stand up, he saw your figure stand up from your seat and slowly walk over to his table. “um excuse me, do you know of any places nearby to go to, like for maybe just passing by?” you say, feeling like your bothering this strange man. “I moved recently and have been basically stuck in my house because I’m scared I might get lost”, you say embarrassed but you both chuckled together at the funny thought. The mood felt light and felt comfortable. Han eventually gathered his thoughts and found what to say. “One place I can think of might be the flower field, by the local shops”. He saw your face light up when you heard the word “flowers”. “I’m pretty sure you might like that, its private and a lot of people go when wanting to sit and eat”. He felt like he accomplished a task he could never have thought he would do ever. “that’s perfect!” you say excitedly, until you looked a little concerned. “I’m sorry, my Korean isn’t very good, are you okay with English”? you say nervously. Han chuckled again at your cuteness, you looked helpless and he felt bad that you felt bad. “its okay. I speak English even though my grammar isn’t always the best” he laughs, which so happened to make you laugh. Your mood was light and was nice, he didn’t want the conversation to end and knew this was his only chance so he tried to keep thinking of what to say. “so, what made you move to Korea?” he asks, nervous if you didn’t want to continue. Surprisingly, you sat down across from him and was as equally interacted. “My mom moved here because a job thing, but I really don’t know how that’s going right now. She speaks Korean so it’s easier for her to get around but as far as me, it’s not so I’m taking classes.” He had noticed a slight frown growing on your face, so quickly tried to lighten the mood. “that’s good that your taking classes though, for me, I gave up when the silent leaders came in for English” you both laughed, as if you could relate in the same way. He felt so happy and so nervous at the same time. You had the most beautiful smile in the world, and today was the first day he saw it. After you both calmed down from the laughter and silly jokes, he decides to ask something he never would have thought he would. “if it’s okay with you, whenever you want, I can show you around and we can go to the place I was talking about.” Han became nervous and instantly started regretting everything. “I’d love that, why don’t we go tomorrow” you say Igor to

get outside. All the nervousness went away for him. “perfect, let me give you my phone number so you can tell me what time.” He says as you both swap phone numbers. He had the biggest smirk on his face, and he was trying so hard to hide it but it just wasn’t working. He was actually getting your phone number, and you both have plans…….together..his head still wasn’t rapping around the fact that you actually want to spend time with him. “let me repay you though, I feel bad taking your time up.” You say. “no, no, your fine.” He says not wanting you to spend anything on himself. “let me buy you a drink at least” you insisted. Before he could even respond, you were already up and walking over the counter. He smiled at the thought of you caring about him, even just a little. Thoughts and just more thoughts came flowing throughout his head. When he heard you walking back to the table, he quickly pushed the unhealthy thoughts out and smiled at you. You handed him his drink and a napkin as you sat back down. His mind was going all over the place because you gotten him his exact favorite thing to get. “how did you know to get this one” he says, still confused. “You seem like an iced americano type of guy” you shrug. “well, I better get home now, I’ll see you tomorrow then” you say. “I’ll see you then” he says, eyes wide. “oh wait, I forgot to ask, what’s your name?” he quickly added before you left the table. You replied and asked him the same. “you can call me Han or Jisung, whatever you’re okay with” he adds. “okay Han” you say in a jokingly way. He smirked and you walked off the elevator to get back to your flat. “no way” he mumbled to himself. He didn’t just do that, did he really? All by himself, without Chan?. Still shocked, he stood up and walked out of the shop with his iced coffee in his hand and went up to his place. He had forgotten that he was heading out to eat in the beginning so he made something when he got back. He was meeting you tomorrow. All night he couldn’t stop thinking about it, what if he screws things up and losses the change? He tried to stay positive and think about what to do tomorrow, but all thoughts were blank. He had to rely on just the natural course. Next morning, he decides to not go to the lobby to seem casual and he slept in. he had a small lunch in the day time and was now sitting on the sofa watching some documentary when all of a sudden he gotten a phone call from none other but you. As soon as his phone lit up, out of nervousness he threw his phone to the other side of the couch. He quickly ran over to get it and picked up sitting back down to relax. “Hey y/n!” he says, without making you suspicious of what just happened. You replied back, “hey, are you free right now? This is really the only time I have to go out.” You sounded drowsy on the phone, as if you just woke up. “yeah, right now is perfect! We can meet out in the lobby, I’ll call a cab.” Han was ready to meet you, even if he were in a dying situation he would still leave and see you. “okay great! Thanks again for taking the time, I’ll see you then?” he replied quickly to not seem as if he’s bored. “no problem, I’ll see you then” you both hung up. Han was having a panic attack right when you said, “right now”. He didn’t think you would say right now, well he did but he didn’t think you would really call in general. He thought that himself would have to end up making the call. Standing up from the couch in the phone in his hand, he quickly heads to his room and rushes to his closet. He looks throughout everything and finally after 10 minutes of staring at his cloths, he decides to wear an almost formal jacket, unbuttoned with a white t-shirt and black jeans. He wanted to look nice because he was planning on staying a while with you, he doesn’t know how long you’ll stay though. After fixing his hair and grabbing extra things he decides to bring a professional camera(that he stole from hyunjin) because he heard the sunsets are nice….and he was thinking he might sneak a pic or two of you. After rushing out of his place, almost

Slamming the door, he ran to the elevator and waited for you on the couches of the lobby. After what felt like maybe five minutes of pure anxiety he finally sees you. You were wearing a short white sun dress with light flowers all over. The dress hugged you tightly at your waist and your breasts, while the skirt flared at the right part of your body. It had thin spaghetti straps and on each of them, it had a small lace tied into a bow. Your hair was done wavy and let down with the top half up to bring out your pretty face structure. He choked on his water that he brought, but luckily you were looking away at the right moment. He stood up from the chair and straightened himself. You both faced and headed for each other. “didn’t think you’d actually come” you say jokingly. “oh come on” he says laughing at the thought of him just not caring to come, which was impossible. “the cabs out in the front, it wouldn’t even take us 10 minutes to get there”, you smiled knowing it wouldn’t take long. You both head out with Han right behind you. He extended his arm over you to reach the door first to hold the door open for you, he didn’t want such a small girl holding the door for anyone, or even yourself. As he was letting you and himself out, he noticed how short your skirt was. He’s seen you wear short things but today was slightly shorter. It was barely covering your under garments. He knew that if you had bended over to get something, even just a little, he would see everything you had hiding. Maybe that would be one of the secret tasks he would give himself for today, just later today, throw something one the floor and you’ll most likely pick it up he thought. Doesn’t sound so hard does it? Still spaced out, he happens to multitask and gets in the car with you, holding the door open as you crouch down to get in the car. Your skirt rises up but your hand reaches to the back to slid it back down, almost unnoticeable if someone wasn’t paying attention. The car ride wasn’t awkward at all for some reason. You both were talking and you were telling him about all the places you’ve for so long wanted to go to since you moved. He took notes and remembered every place for the next time, even though you never mentioned a next time, he’s just hoping there is. When the cab arrives, you look out the window and see the flower field. It was beautiful. It had large wide hills that expanded and flowers covering every inch of land there was. Only a few people in the far were sitting by themselves either eating or reading. You thought the sunsets here would look amazing, but it was still early in the afternoon. You both walk on the covered hill and find somewhere far and private to sit. You both were about to sit when you quickly went through your bag to find a yellow thin blanket. Han collapsed on the blanket and he noticed your small laugh at his silliness. He thought you looked so beautiful with all of the flowers near you. He wanted to so badly take a picture of you, but he didn’t know if you were comfortable with that. Until you noticed something near his hand, you didn’t really see all this time. “What’s that?” you say. “oh this? its my camera, I brought it just in case.” He says nervously, he knows you wouldn’t expect anything of it but still he got fidgety in the moment. “oh, you should take some pictures!” you say anxiously. He quickly rolls over to lay on his tummy in a funny way making you laugh and aims the camera at the sun, slightly lowering it to get the ground. He took the picture and then stretched his arm and showed you the picture. You were in a daze when you saw how good it came out. He couldn’t get the idea out of him taking the picture of you. Even if it’s not anything bad, he still wants something to keep for later he thought. In a joking way, to make it seen normal, he quickly sat up and lifted the camera to his face and aimed it to face you and made sure to get the rest of your body. He was far enough so you looked framed and could see you and the background perfectly. You yelped at the sudden flash of the picture being

taken but you laughed. You quickly sat next to him to see how the picture came out. He started getting fidgety again but he gained control and showed the camera of you. Your faced was surprised, he was shocked that you didn’t expect yourself to look that good in one shot. You took the camera, having your hand on his while he was still holding it as well, and observed the picture more. “Never thought it would turn out like this” you say smiling. This was the first time he ever saw you smile at yourself. He was proud, especially because he took it. He was instantly thinking about saving the picture for the rest of his life for sure. When you pulled your hand away to sit back, he put the camera to the side of him and suddenly you got up and started running down one of the hills. He saw you laughing and jumping, picking flowers, and throwing then up in the air while spinning around. He quickly got his camera and stood up. He started taking fast pictures of you. You noticed and signaled him to keep going. Eventually you yelled for him to come down with you and he came to you. You both were in a cloudy feeling, it felt ethereal. Both laughing and jumping, you ran to him and snatched his camera and started taking pictures of him. He was getting shy but he enjoyed that you were paying close attention to him. You both collapsed on the ground out of breath and smiled at each other. Such a silly girl he thought, so innocent. How is she ever going to handle for what’s to come with him. “Want to grab something eat?” voice low he asks, not wanting the day to end. “sure!, I haven’t eaten yet” you reply, handing back the camera. Both of you eventually, after figuring out what to eat, get up and pack when you had left on the upper hill and started walking to where you guys had come from. When met with the main road, he decided to not put his hand on you, but have his hand around the back of you as a guard. It started getting busy and he wanted you to be safe and protected by him. Once at the restaurant, you both sit down in the cold place, across from each other. You both ordered your dish, and Han helped with the translation part. While waiting for the food, you both look over the pictures that were taken and laughed at how silly you both were being. When the food arrived, he thought that you wouldn’t like the food, but instead you loved it. You loved trying new things and traveling, he noticed over the whole day, you were getting excited over the smallest things. Cute he always thought. You still looked as pretty, maybe even more from when he first saw you today. He could tell that you both were getting comfortable with each other. After eating, he decides to get up and pay. You try and stop him because of how much he already did today but he insisted. As soon as he sat back down, gathering his things and ready to leave, you get a phone call from your phone. He saw the caller ID and it was your mom. You quickly answered and it sounded as if you and she were arguing, but you were trying to hide it. He was concerned, but you then hung up and put your phone in your bag. “I have to get home” you say quietly. He noticed your mood change, but you weren’t bad at hiding it. “okay, is everything alright?” he asked in concern. Your head was down but you pulled it back up to lighten the mood again. “yeah, just in a rush I guess” you say, trying your best to give a warm smile. He nods his head and you both stood up and the cab was outside waiting. He opened the door for you and got into the car. The ride was halfway silent but It wasn’t awkward. Both of you were in just deep thought. One thinking about the call they just had, and the other….well..they were thinking about the other person. Once arrived back to the apartment complex, you both step out the car and Han opens the door you both to step in the lobby. Walking over to the elevator, you both step in. you were looking at yourself in the mirrored elevator. A blank face you had, but when he saw you look back at him, you smiled. He was glad he could make you smile, even for a little bit.

When you both stepped out of the elevator into the 4th floors hallway, you both face each other. “Thank you for today, I really had a good time with you” you say giving a big smile “no problem, it was nice seeing you. Whenever you want to go out just tell me, anytime!" you give a bigger smile at his response. "I’ll see you later then Han!" you say, he loved hearing you say his name, even if it was nothing much. "I’ll see you later y/n” after waving each other goodbye, you both walked away in the opposite direction in the hallway. getting near to his place he was in disbelief. “So, this is how she is” he mumbles smirking to himself. What a clueless little girl he thought. As he stepped to his flat, he put his key in and opened the door. It was silent, which for some reason felt weird. He heads to his bedroom and takes a shower, getting ready for bed. The camera was in the corner of his room and he instantly went to it. He looked over the pictures and connected it to his computer that was closed, laying on the side table. He then sat in bed while it was downloading the pictures and edited it there. When it finally loaded, he decided to put it as his home wallpaper. He smiled and then sighed. He felt like it was wrong to just do a quicky to the picture, but he thought about it and convinced himself that he usually does it after every time of seeing you so he quickly pulled his pants down and started pacing his hand on himself. Imagining you in your short dress rising it up for him, or even just you bending over to grab something and the skirt falling upwards to almost your waist, not pulling it down this time. It didn’t take him long to reach his high this time, usually it’s like this but he just spent the whole day with you so that was the main reason he thought. After his little session, he turned his computer off and fell asleep instantly. When Han had woke up the next day, he felt more refreshed than ever. He wanted to try doing his usual routine of seeing you so he got dressed and headed to the elevator without having breakfast yet. When he arrived at the elevator doors, he didn’t see you so he guessed you were already by the lobby going to the shop, but strange thing is that it never really happens. When stepping out of the elevator and into the lobby he didn’t see you there either. He started to panic. What if she left? What if something happened last night? While looking around, but making it look casual, he heads to sit down at the coffee shop. His stomach was growling and he saw people ordering food, which made it even worse. Eventually after sitting down trying to calm down by scrolling through his phone, he sees you from afar. You were in casual comfy clothes with a cardigan over. he noticed you looked tired, as if you didn’t get any sleep at all. You walk over and step into the line, not noticing him. When he saw you get your small sandwich and drink, you started heading for a table when you noticed him in the corner of the shop, near a small window. Han pretended to look up and finally see you while he gave a big smile and gestured to come his way. You came to him giving a big smile. “Good morning!” you say, trying to wake yourself up. “Morning” he replies but really wants to ask about last night but that might be pushing it maybe? “Hey so um, are you okay? You seemed in a big rush to get home, did I do something wrong or-“ “no you didn’t, my mom wanted me home, she didn’t know I was out.” You say while putting your head down, almost ashamed. He could tell that something else had happened last night, or even now. Looking at you, he saw something as if you were hiding your family life from him. He didn’t want to be one of the regular people to you though, he wanted to be someone that you could depend on and tell everything to. “oh ok, well if you ever want to go out again just tell me. I’m always ready to be the tour guide.” He said while giving a smirk, trying to make you give his favorite smile. You laughed at the thought of yourself just dragging him everywhere and him showing you places. “wellll, I can’t

really go out right now but we can meet up somewhere else if that’s okay with you?” you reply. Han got exited in his head, he was hiding it of course, but the only place he thought of was his house. The thought of you coming to his house was crazy, he never thought you would even talk to him in the first place, so how did it get to this? “Yeah, you can come by my place if you want?” he says unsure, scared you would turn down the offer, but instead you gave a warm smile. “That’s perfect, text the apartment number, I’ll be there in the afternoon” he was so happy you were going to come; the only thing was is that he needs to clean his house. With everything going on, he’s never really had time to properly straighten up and he wanted it to look presentable for you. “do you want me to bring some food, I’ll find something?” you ask, even though you don’t really know places to eat. “no your fine, I might make something” he says, you instantly were curious on his cooking. He could tell you were getting excited and all the past thoughts of this morning looks like it flashed away. Han would have stayed with you at the table, but he knew he had to start cleaning so you both made the plan official and said your greetings. he started cleaning, he found that mostly everything was just out of place. He vacuumed and sprayed maybe what felt like 10 cans of Febreze. He wanted to cook something that wasn’t too out of your range so he just did rice with multiple options of meat and vegetables. He wanted to feel comfortable so he put on sweatpants and a white t-shirt. He wanted to eat with you so when he finished cooking, he left it on the side of the stove until you came. He sat down on his couch and turned on the tv. He sat back and waited for maybe five minutes until he heard a tiny knock on his door. He fluffed and combed through his hair with his fingers while rushing to the door. He opened the door and you were standing there, giving the biggest smile. You had on cotton shorts with an oversized graphic t-shirt. He gestured his hand for you to come in and as you were walking in, he noticed your bunny slippers. As you walked the ears went up and the funniest part was you weren’t looking down to see the ears go up. He thought it was the cutest thing ever to see you like this. As you were walking in, you were purely taking in the sight. “woah, you live in here??” you asked. You didn’t think this complex made flats like this. It wasn’t too overwhelming as if someone rich lived here, but it looked well-made and proper. “yep” he says, as if he wasn’t spacing out again. As soon as you walk in, the kitchen is on your left and if you go straight ahead, the dining and living room rest near the big open window. You looked to your left and saw a long hallway, it had his main bedroom and a small guest room. “I made food, its nothing much. I hope it’s okay for you”. You walk back to the kitchen from being near the window looking out and you look at the food in front. “this looks so good, I don’t know what you’re talking about” you say laughing. You both dish out food and go to sit down, he could tell that you didn’t want to be respectful and sit on the couch but he gestured his hand to come over and sit with him. You both ate, watching a documentary that he was continuing from before you came. When you both finished, he sat back at the couch and looked through a selection of movies. “y/n, are you into horror movies?” you were looking out the window again, admiring the scene of the city. “um I don’t know” you say, embarrassed that your scared. He laughed, he could have kept laughing for longer but he kept it short, he didn’t want you to think he was making fun of you. “it’s okay, we’ll find something”. Eventually you both found a mid-horror/funny movie to watch. You both were siting comfortable and close to each other. He wanted to keep his distance though so the thought of him putting his arm around you was thrown away. He noticed that you were falling asleep leaning up against the couch. He looked at the way you pouted and had a soft face when you

sleep. Your bunny slippers were sliding off your feet and he was noticing your shorts. The way you were angled on the couch, it made your shorts rise up. Your t-shirt was covering a part of your shorts but soon enough, while you were still sleeping, it adjusted just for it to rise up. He tried looking away and continuing the movie, but it was so hard for him. You were right there, what do you expect when your sleeping on his couch, wearing the shortest shorts he’s ever seen. And the best part to it he thought was that you had no idea what you were doing to him. You just decided throughout the days to wear those particular cloths, trying to look nice. After a few minutes of the eager to not stare, but lost, Han sees your phone light up. He didn’t think it would be too important until he read that it was your mom. Before he could even reach for the phone, you already were waking up and picking up the phone. This didn’t sound good to him. You weren’t talking to back to the phone at all, you just had the phone to your ear. He turned away, to make it seen as if he doesn’t notice. You soon enough hung up the phone and jolted your head to him. “I’m so sorry, I have to go now.” You say, getting up from the couch and heading for the door. “thanks for everything, the food was amazing by the way”, you said giving a smile. He quickly stood up “no problem….but are you okay, something go wrong?” he says, even though he knows the answer. “I can’t really talk about it now, I’ll come back tomorrow to tell you. My mom isn’t going to be home for a few days.” Reaching for the door you quickly added, “I’ll see you later Han” giving a small wave and a big side smile. “see you later y/n”. So many things had happened at the moment that when you had left, his face was still and blank, tying to register. So officially he for sure figured out that your mom has been closing you from the outside world and most likely is abusive. He didn’t ever really see any marks on you but of course, there’s makeup. Even if she didn’t though, he could still tell that your mom was doing wrong. He was glad that your now are going to be comfortable with telling him everything. And then thinking about that, he realized that you’re coming back tomorrow. That funny part about was that you invited yourself. You didn’t ask him if you could come over to his place again. He actually liked that a lot though. A small innocent girl, telling him what she wants and not asking first. It would have been better to ask first but it’s okay. You’re still coming for him. He turned off the tv and went to clean when he noticed the dishes were already done. He remembered when he was scrolling through to look for a movie, he heard the sink on for a while. If he had noticed at the time, he would have stopped you. But he guessed you did it when he was distracted. What a sweet girl he thought, caring for him. He thought that you maybe smelled the too much Febreze in the house and guessed that he was cleaning before. Han definitely is going to repay you the next time you see each other, he doesn’t just let little things slid like that. He had worked on some things on his computer for a couple minutes before going straight to bed. In the morning, he made the biggest mistake of his life and slept through his alarm specifically set to go see you every day. He was going to try to go down and see if you were still there, but there was no chance. By that time, you would have done left heading back to your place. Instead he just got out of bed and made himself breakfast. After finishing, he decided maybe to call you and checkup casually. You didn’t answer and he started to get worried. What if something happened to you? What if your permanently banned from going out anymore? To take his mind off of the situation, he went to work on some things with one of the members and when he came back the afternoon started to kick in and he tried calling again, but you didn’t pick up. He tried texting you, but all of it wasn’t shown read by you. He officially started to think that this was it, this is the day

that you would vanish without him getting the big chance with you he always wanted. He always saw you and how you looked like you were struggling so badly. You hid it so much, but he always saw through it. He wanted to be the one to make you feel good. He wanted to please you and for him the be the last person you see every day. It was getting dark now and he was laying sideways on his couch in the living room watching tv. The place was quiet and still, until he heard the tiniest knock on the door. It couldn’t be y/n he thought. Now? At this time? It was around 9 o’clock but still, he doesn’t see you as the type to be up at this time. He still wanted to answer the door, even though he had no hope at all. He walked over and opened the door to see who it was. And it was the sight of his life. You were wearing an extremely short black silk dress and wore heels that had an exaggerated arch, you held a brown blazer in your hand as if you were just wearing it, your hair was let loose and done and you had a simple necklace with diamond earrings on. You were stunning. The outfit wasn’t overdone though, it looked like it could be an everyday wear and a onetime thing. He guessed that you had went out but you don’t go out alone. “H-hey” his voice cracked lightly, it wasn’t noticeable but how could anyone not, so many things were happening. “hey, I’m sorry. I had to drop my mom to the airport and there was a lot of special people I didn’t really know, am I able to still come in or is-” you couldn’t even finish your sentence when he had cut you off. “no, no, it’s fine, come in”, he moved out the way making space for you to enter in. You walked in observing the place again, He was so thankful that he didn’t make too much of a mess as it looked practically the same as yesterday. He observed you as you took your heels off and went to where his usual shoes were placed to put them there. “hey, I wanted to ask, can I look at your bedroom for a sec? I wanted to see if it looks like out here.” You ask, looking at him from afar. “yeah sure” he didn’t really care, but the thought of you going had some type of feeling on him. He went ahead of you to guide you to the right door and you followed both walking in the room. Even though he had turned on the lights, his room still had a dark setting to it. It was peaceful and simple in the room. Straight ahead was a king-sized bed and two furnaces on each side. On the far left of the room, the was a purely open window and a desk on the side, resting his computer and recording things. On the right side, there was what seemed to be a master bathroom and closet. You walked into the bathroom and were stunned at the view. There was also a big open window and held both a standing shower and bathtub with 2 sinks. “woah” you say, never seeing this type of bathroom ever. He chuckles at how every time you noticed a window, your eyebrows raise up and your eye lids open wide as if it was the greatest thing you’ve ever seen. He follows you back to the bedroom and notices you sit down at the edge of his bed looking out the window. He walks over and places himself right next to you. “Y/n” saying quietly and lowed voiced. Your head looks over to face him and he’s already looking at you. “I want you to be honest with me, I know things have been going on. You don’t have to be scared to tell me, I want you to have someone to talk to”. Sighing, he tries to keep looking at you, but your head slowly falls down. He notices a small tear fall down your puffy cheek and he raises his arm to brush his thumb against it. You look back up at him, almost in disbelief that he would ever even care at all. He knew you needed help, he couldn’t just let you cry he thought. So he stretched out his arm and hugged you tightly. He was mostly hugging your head because he knew you didn’t want him to hear your cries. You just sat there silently crying in his arms. He didn’t need you to tell him anything anymore at this point. He knew whatever it was, was enough to hurt and make an innocent girl cry. You both were hugging for a while,

he was brushing his hand against your hair and shushing you calmly. After a little bit and he figured that you had let everything out, he pulled you out of the hug and slightly cupped your face. For a few seconds, he was looking deep into your eyes, seeing how crystal and big they were. And then his eyes were darting between your eyes and you lips. He pulled your face in and bent a little to kiss your forehead. He saw how your eyes opened wide and how you too started to smile softly with your checks red. He was still holding your head secure and you were still looking at him. He felt tension at to what was going on, though he was unsure of what you thought. “I’ve been very dishonest with you Han, I have so much things tha-“ you couldn’t even finish your sentence when he crushed his lips to yours, putting his hand behind your head to push your head into yours and the other hand and your waist. It was sudden but was intimate. Yours hands went to lay on his firm chest and he quivered at your tiny touches. It was only for a few seconds before he had broken the kiss. Both of his hands were now at your waist, holding you firmly not wanting to let go. “let me take care of you, I want you to feel good.” He had a desperate look on his face. He saw how your eyes were big, not knowing how to answer. “tell me what you want princess” his voice was soft, trying to help you. He knew you were very shy, so he wanted to try and be patient with you. It was so hard for him though. He felt like just lifting you up and throwing you on the bed to tell you to get on all fours for him but he thought maybe next time. But he still wanted to have you, and for you to be his. He wanted you to behave for him today, if you didn’t, then he would just forget about waiting for you to answer. But after a few seconds of him waiting, you finally answered. “I want you to take care of me” your voice was high pitched as usually but sounded close to being a whine. “please hannie?” his thoughts went to what a cute toy he has now. “I will, but you have to be a good girl for me, okay?” he asked knowing what would happen if you weren’t. “okay” you looked almost scared but you knew to trust him. He quickly stood up and picked up your body and placed you at the center of the bed. Your dress raised up but he didn’t say anything, he wanted to keep the view without you worrying. Your head was now laying on the pillows beneath you and he was now creeping over you. He started kissing you everywhere, your neck, shoulder tips, and going further down while at the same time, rubbing his hands against your arms and hugging you to touch your open back. He was obsessed with kissing your lips and jawline, leaving open mouth kisses which made you mewl at the sensations. He smirked at the way he was barely doing anything, but it was having such a big effect on you. Both of your legs started to slowly wrap around his waist, making his shirt slightly lift. He was still kissing you everywhere and was going further down to now bellow your belly button, to your inner thighs. He could tell that it was a weird for you having the feeling of having someone so close there. He was teasing you though and he noticed you started moving around for him to get the hint. He then raised up to go back to kissing your neck, whispering things close to your ear. “patience, let me love you first”. He continued, trying to saver every moment just in case he wouldn’t get you back. He never thought that what was happening was even remotely possible, especially because you were being compliant. He was scared you wouldn’t except him but really, you just needed someone to be there for you, especially someone that would keep you company. Still feeling your body, all the times he imagined you, this was better he thought. At this point he was practically licking your whole body. He finally reached back to your thighs and was slowly lifting up your dress. He saw your white laced panties and thought you looked ethereal. Your face was innocent the whole time, and he saw you question why he reacted like that. He was

just purely staring about ten seconds and finally asked, “can I touch here?” you gave a slow nod. Before he did though. He wanted to remove the full dress. He sat you up and pulled the dress off of you. He observed the way your body was just perfect for him and how you had a matching bra on. You tugged on his shirt a little to let him know you wanted it off, so he removed his shirt. He saw the way your big eyes went from his muscular arms, to his firm chest, and then darted to his sculpted abs. “You like?” he asked, but you didn’t respond, only giving him a soft look. You definitely were shy and wasn’t talking much out of nervousness he assumed, but he knew today he would fix that problem. He left your bra on saving that part for later and went back down to meet with your core again. He was massaging your thighs again until he hooked his index finger in the middle of your underwear to pull it down. He saw how your hole was glistening and was proud. He did that? Only thing was that he’s been turned on and hard for a while now. You gulped loud enough for him to hear and he lifted his head, “shhhh, don’t worry baby” you looked at the way he was concentrated, it was insane. He looked back down and was still in disbelief, “so wet for me? You’re just asking for me at this point” he chuckled. Not even a few seconds and he was licking your slit almost completely dry. He latched his teeth onto your bud and tugged just a little to hear a little sound from you. He was going back and forth between tugging and pushing his tongue inside of you while at the same time putting pressure on your sensitive part with his nose . The whole time your hand was pulling on his hair trying to keep steady but you suddenly let go to cover your mouth and pull sheets to your face. He instantly stopped and pulled your hands back down and held onto your wrist tightly. “no no don’t do that, I want to hear your sweet little sounds you make” you cried at his voice, wanting him to keep talking, but he was still going at it. He was now flicking his strong tongue in and out of you. He was keeping strong eye contact while at the same time just eating you alive, as if he hadn’t eaten at all. He thought you tasted amazing and if he could, he would do this all day. He then circled two fingers around your hole to tease and after hearing you whine, he finally put in his middle finger and curled his fingers hitting your exact spot while moving fast. “is this good for you? Or do you want me to go slower?” you shook your head in response to him and were just a moaning mess, but him wanting to hear it more, he pulled out for a second to just add his index along with his middle still licking. He noticed how you were clenching around his fingers after every word he says. “baby you’re so tight, I don’t think you can take me” you hummed in response. He raised his left hand that wasn’t in use and forced his arm behind your back to unclasp your bra now. “so pretty” He said, staring hard while keeping his fingers in but then went straight to massaging to now sucking and biting on your breasts. You now were holding onto his arms for dear life and tears were running down. After a little bit, he pulled out his finger and licked off the excess from his fingers while his face was cover in you mostly on his nose and chin, following after he removed his sweatpants being left in his underwear. You looked at his growing bulge through it and instantly turned your head up to face up. “you want this?” he asked looking down and then back to face you. You nodded but he wasn’t too pleased with your response. “you need to use your words baby, how would I ever know what you want me to do if you don’t use that mouth of yours?” he was patient but his voice was firm. “I’ll ask one more time again, do you want me to stuff your little hole?” he really wanted you to listen to him, he saw how you straightened your back and nodded. “yes, I want you to, please” your voice was tiny but it didn’t crack. “good girl” he said while giving a smirk. Either way he knew you wanted it, he just wanted to hear

you say it. “you’re being so good for me” he kept saying as he one last time kissed your slit. He sat up and took his underwear off, throwing it across the room. He positioned you right and spread your legs further while taking your right leg to throw it over his shoulder. “tell me if anything hurts okay? I’ll stop if you want me too” you shook your head fast and he looked at you for conformation and you nodded your head to let him know it’s okay. He started to slip his tip in, making sure to angle it perfectly. He wanted to make sure that you weren’t hurt so he didn’t go in so suddenly. As he was still pushing in, he saw you arch your back while you mouth was left open trying to gasp for air. When he finally reached the farthest he could go, he first pulled out a little to start and then began jamming himself in you. He held your waist in place so you couldn’t move much and so that he had better control. He felt your nails digging into him and leaving scratches on his back, he loved the thought of being out and seeing the marks you made for him. “I need to hear you say my name, who is doing this to you?” it took you a few seconds to even realize what he was saying but before you could even answer him, he was going faster. He kept your right leg over his shoulder while the other one was gripped at his waist tightly, he still was keeping the right angle to have you screaming. “what did I tell you about not using your words, or do you want to just forget about the whole taking care of you thing?” he was teasing you. “who is making you feel good?” you then moaned out his name, making him groan at the satisfaction. “I-I think I-”,you started stuttering which made him chuckle at how close to stimulation you were. “oh you want to cum on me? It’s okay to make a mess on me princess” as soon as you heard him say that, you reached your high and let go on him. following after you, he did as well. You both felt each other on yourselves. He continued a little while after and slowing down to have your high last longer. When both coming down, he pulled out and saw you dripping out. He took all of what was coming out and shoved it right back in, following with him licking his fingers with a loud pop. “stay here, I’ll help clean you up.” He got up and was about to head for the bathroom when he felt a hand pull back on his arm and he looked back at you. “it’s okay, I want to take a shower either way” you say, trying to get up, but as soon as you stood your legs gave in. He then picked you up bridal style and took you to his shower. You stood in the shower, thinking that It would just be you and turned on the water. Not even a second later, he pulled you in by your waist and was hugging you from behind. He was hugging you, but at the same time observing how you were rinsing your hair out and it made him want to kiss you even more. He was just towering over you from behind and it gave you chills the way he was licking off water from your skin. He turned you around and knelt down to be face to face with your breast while still holding your waist but from the front. He was sucking on your right nipple while his right hand was massaging your left. You were playing with his hair and adding water to it. He was turned on again and stood up to give open mouth kisses all over. With almost every kiss, he was making sweet sounds out of his mouth that you enjoyed hearing. he was rubbing all of your body, making sure to get familiar with it, but he still was stunned and never would. “so pretty, just for me” he continued licking all over when suddenly he smashed his lips into you. It was more intimate and was forcing his tongue to be let in. he was holding your jaw in an angle for himself to control the kiss, which means you really had no say but you didn’t mind it at all. He was just sucking on your lips until he suddenly broke the kiss to lift you off your feet, having you wrap your legs around him and him grabbing your butt to be in place while squeezing it. he then started pushing you up against the wall and raised you up a bit to tease you with

his tip. He was rolling it along your folds and was occasionally stopping right at your hole, and then continuing back. You were crying out for him to stop, and that little nickname you gave him “hannie”, wasn’t helping for his part. “do you want me to fill you up again baby?” you started to whine and begged. He accepted the request and this time gave no warning and started railing himself into you, having his head in the crook of your neck, sucking on it every now and then. He was pushing himself while and the same time, helping you out by holding your waist and making you go up and down on him. you tried to do the work in the beginning by holding onto his wide shoulders, but it had gotten hard because of the position so he took over easily. This was something he could do maybe for hours. He could hold you up and lift you up and down without stopping, which he was proud of. Whenever he was working out, he always thought of the needs and this was always his first priority, even though he never thought he would get the chance. There were so many things he did for you even though he knew it wouldn’t happen, even speaking English more than usual. The members even noticed and asked him about it and of course, he just gave a lame excuse. But he really tried for you, and now him being able to see you messed up by himself was something his eyes were struggling to take off of. He noticed you kept trying to get a certain friction and you were desperate because of your strength. He lowered his hand and started rubbing circles on your bud to get you to your high faster, and it did. “it’s okay baby, you’re doing so well for me. You shook your head in response, you were getting weaker. “no I-can’t” he then looked up at you and kissed you. “just a little longer okay?” After just a few, you both again reached your high and was moaning out his name while his head fell back making a loud groan come out of him. Both of your mouths were left hanging at the familiar flash of pleasure, which felt better this time than before. When both of you finally came back to reality, he rest you back on the ground helping you to stand and was leading you to were the water was pointed. He wrapped his arms around you tightly, making you tiny and didn’t let go. “I love you so much Y/n” he whispered in the small of your neck. You came out of the hug and pulled his jaw to face you, cupping his cheeks. “I love you too Jisung” and he smiled brightly at the sudden name that you never used. He kissed you quickly and splashed water on the top of your head and you both continued showering. When done, he helped you step out and brought you a soft towel. “I just put your cloths in the wash” as he came to you, he handed you some of his own cloths, a big t-shirt and a pair of shorts. He watched you put on his cloths and he decided to help dry your hair. He sat you down on a chair that was still in the bathroom near the big window and pulled out a hair dryer, following after he did his own. You both finished and head back to the bedroom. Walking you over to the other side of the bed, he put you on the spot that he normally sleeps and crawled over on the never used side of the bed. He tucked you under the covers and came next to you and hugged you tightly as you were practically folded in his arms forwards facing each other. He had a shorts on but had no shirt on which made you warmer. After a few seconds, you re-arranged yourself and pulled your hand up to slide your hand along his toned body and playing with his fluffy hair. He was calm from the tingly feelings you made. He was rubbing your head pulling it into his chest while putting his chin to rest on the top of your head. This was perfect, this was better than he could have ever imagined he thought. He felt like he just won the lottery and spent his money on the best of things. He for sure didn’t want this to be the end. “sooo, what’s the plans for tomorrow?, Coffee shop?” he asked. You both laughed, still holding on tight to each other. “I’ll take you somewhere nice, I promise”. You knew you could trust him, he

he was the only person you could ever rely on even though you only met him a few days ago. Both of you fell asleep and all night while he had his arms around you, even when you turned, he still had at least one hand on you to make sure you still were there. When he had woke up, he darted his eyes to you and was relieved that you were still there. Your eyes were still closed and were facing him. his arm was still wrapped around you and he put himself on his back, looking at the ceiling and sighed of relief. He got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom. When he finished, not even a few seconds later he saw you move a little. “hey y/n” he said while rubbing your arm to gently wake you up. Eventually your eyes open and you see him looking at you. He was still standing, brushing his hands through his hair. He gives a closed eyes smile and you smiled as you quickly jumped onto him, having him hold you as your legs knelt on the bed. He went to sit back down when he suddenly laid back because you were still hugging him, he hummed in response to your cuteness. “hungry?” he asked, your head jolted up to face him. “yes!” you loved his cooking and was hoping that was what he meant. “I left some things in the bathroom for you to use” you nodded in response and quickly got up heading to the bathroom. Han in the meantime stepped out of the room and headed for the kitchen. He really liked the idea of someone else in his house and was happy he got to make you breakfast, especially knowing you eat the same thing almost every day. He made a whole thing for you, eggs, bacon, French toast, pancakes, and for some reason felt the need to add his left-over cheesecake from yesterday when he went out. He was just about to plate everything, when he saw you come out of the room and you ran over to see what he made. Your eyes were big when you saw everything. “there’s so much food! You didn’t have to do that”, you looked at him silting your head. “ Yes I did, now you go eat” he handed you a plate with loads of food as he led you to the table. He sat down at the head of the table and you sat next to him. “I can’t eat all this” you say as you were looking at your plate. He laughed, “yes you can, if you can’t then I guess more for me” you chuckled at him. You both ate and were full. After eating you both went to sit on the couch looking for places to go when he suddenly remembered that your mom is coming back, and this might be only temporary. He was worried and was trying to shake it off and not tell you but he started getting quiet and you eventually realized he was off. “are you okay, did I do something?” you ask as he turns his head to you. “no no, you didn’t do anything.” You didn’t believe him. “I’m just worried about your mom coming back that’s all, you didn’t do anything baby” you were at relief when he had said that. He hugged your head while laying back on the couch. “she’s not coming back until a few days” you say. Still he wasn’t satisfied at your answer. “if you told your mom that you were to live somewhere else, would she let you?” he said smiling at you, trying to lighten the mood. “not really, only If it was for me going to school” you say, frowning at the thought of not being able to stay with him. “then just tell her that then” he adds. You shook your head but then actually thought about it, it really was the only way. “hmmm…..okay I’ll tell her when she gets back” he smiled brightly and quickly put you on his lap to hug you. You were finally going to live with him, and you are now his. That’s all he ever wanted, so much to the point sometimes he forgot about the other members. Eventually when the time came, you told your mom and after a few days of begging, she let you leave not knowing anything about Han. It didn’t take you long to move in with him. As soon as you stepped to the door, he was already hugging you tight. Living together was a very dangerous secret, but it’s worth it you both thought. He wouldn’t let anyone touch you or bother you anymore, you wouldn’t even need to think twice about it. Even if she did find out,

Han would be there to protect you, and you wouldn’t even have to face her. Soon after living there permanently, you meet the other members and became all good friends. They were first shocked at the news but happy for Han, and everything was going right. You supported him and helped him with everything, and even sometimes stay at the dorms with him if he wanted to see them. And yes, he didn’t have to get up early to go see you for a few seconds anymore. He had you all to himself now.

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