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Guys ive been so inactive i miss shifting I WILL MAKE A COMEBACK.

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TYSM GRRRRR

Sero x Cina 𓂃⋆.˚

Some art I did tonight!! I'm pretty proud of the sky, the rest was just made up on the spot. I miss him 💔💔💔

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Sero x Cina 𓂃⋆.˚

Some art I did tonight!! I'm pretty proud of the sky, the rest was just made up on the spot. I miss him 💔💔💔

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LITERALLY ME IN MHA 🫶🫶🫶

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if you want proof before belief, you’ll wait forever. if you believe first, proof will chase you

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Guys I need HELP... what do people mean when they say "let go" ???? What am I.... letting go of guys....

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"What are we without a climb?" DID YOU JUST TWIST THE KNIFEE 😭😭💔

" there is no new information on here "

there is nothing new. no revelation, no eureka moment, no half-lit epiphany waiting in the wings to drape itself over you like some scene-stealing ingenue. not in shifting, not in loa. this is not a murder mystery; the butler did it, the secret was never secret, and the call is always coming from inside the house.

but then again, the debate flares up, bright and exhausted, like the end of a cigarette crushed against marble. tiktok is misinformation central, tumblr is an echo chamber, et cetera, et cetera. apples and oranges, atomic bomb and coughing baby. false equivalence. but sure, let’s pretend.

if you think the community is boring, i regret to inform you: you are looking for the plot twist in a story that does not require one. you are waiting for the second act crisis in a structure that is flat by design. you are watching water boil and bemoaning its predictability. shifting is easy. loa is easy. the mechanics are not some esoteric alchemy known only to those who speak in riddles or upcharge pdf guides. you just do it. you know and it happens.

but there will always be some industrious soul stepping onto their soapbox, announcing, with the breathless urgency of a man who has cracked the zodiac cipher, that they have discovered "the secret." as if there is some clandestine order, some walled garden of enlightenment, some ineffable password to be whispered at the gates of the promised land. but let’s be serious. it’s all one big game of emperor’s new clothes. the trick is that there is no trick. the prestige is that there is no prestige.

people will dress up the simple in filigree because they cannot handle the terrifying freedom of ease. they will spin their wheels because stillness scares them more than failure. they will reject the plain truth in favor of the labyrinthine lie because, deep down, they want the struggle. the suffering. the uphill battle. because what are we without a climb? what are we if it’s just......easy?

you don’t need another revelation, another discourse, another rearrangement of the same three puzzle pieces. shifting is easy. loa is easy. and the only real "secret" is accepting that it always was.

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sometimes an immense love for shifting hits me so bad that i have to scream without leaving air in my lungs about how grateful i am that i crossed this path

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"But one out of 20 isn't so bad" AUGHHH 💔💔💔

What's a song that reminds you of shifting? I'll go first.

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I'm now going to do this ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ along with "[universe] reality". No more desire, I already have it !!

Petition to start calling your drs your lives?

Like I don't wanna keep calling my kpop dr, a "dr". I want to call it my "Kpop idol life" or my "Idol life"

Like doesn't that sound better? "I'm gonna shift back to my Idol life" ??? Its so much better imo

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This is literally so cool and cute omg

I found an app called "Pixel Poca" on Qooapp! Look at it!

Look at it how cute I am! (I am so incredibly vain about my drself thanks for noticing-) I'll put my thoughts under the cut but essentially it's a Korean pixel dressup games about as in depth as three different picrews EXCEPT YOU CAN MAKE GIFS SO IT IS OBJECTIVELY BETTER THAN A LOT OF PICREW

Okay so like I'll leave my sqeeing about the app after this "review" segment in case you're curious about the app itself. So again, it's all in Korean and about has as many dress up options as you may see in a regular picrew, BUT it has an RGB color slider feature for hair and eyes (It's RGB when there's three different sliders right?) But one big flaw (the biggest actually) I find with the game is that DAMN THIS CHARACTER PASTEY like bro is "⬜️" then a sheet! As you may have noticed in the third one with the ghost I didn't even try. You can kinda make a visually black character but not with a lot of shades. At least when I tried to make a black character I did find a few like "human" color shades but the rest was giving like the gross sisters from the proud family kinda color, like LITERALLY not a human color.

But hey MAYBE you could do better, I think it's deeply disappointing though. Like even if you're not black MOST people are not the complexion of paper it actually makes my character look less human to me 💀

Another downside is I was disappointed with the clothes but I have less beef with that aspect then the awful skin tone slider. Again it's on par with the customization of most non fashion based picrew if you're familiar. I was MOST disappointed by the third one fashionwise honestly which was all magic themed. My overall favorite was the third one. Also as a bonus you can write subtitles in English in the app! A great feature!

Review over! onto giving in universe context for each GIF I made!

The first one is supposed to be me livestreaming myself on an island to advertise is it, simple but very cute in my opinion (My mom said I can get Hello kitty island adventure on friday!)

The second one is me dealing with "family business" (If I did a post explaining my family's lore would you care? Actually fuck if anyone cares I should do it anyway-) See I'm an heiress and an Idol/Fashionista so most people are NOT allowed to see my face and if they're allowed to I either trust them or they're about to die. Hence me about to deal with some business very cinematically (NO BUT THIS ONE IS HIGHKEY MY FAVORITE)

And the third one is me going to magic school Walmart for some bread only to see a ghost friend when I come back! I was disappointed with the dress up for this one so I leaned into the casual side of things more on purpose. (Yes that really is it)

Well have a good day! Happy shifting! ♡

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Ate that blog up!!

Doubts

Hey guys! So I've rewritten this post about 5 times but I think it's now exactly how I want it to be. Keep in mind that this post is about my personal journey with doubts and how I overcame this hurdle and my opinions on how to overcome it yourself. Take what resonates with you and I hope this helps you 💗 I also apologize about how long it is, I really tried to make it shorter 🥺

The purpose of this post is make you stop doubting the void. It's going to be split into 4 parts:

1. My Own Personal Journey and How I Dealt with Doubts (This section is to share my journey since a lot of people found comfort in knowing that I also struggled with doubts and was still able to enter the void and also show how I personally overcame it)

2. Stop Spiraling into Doubt/Importance of Identifying Triggers (This section is to highlight the importance of identifying and reducing spiraling with doubts)

3. Proof Portfolio (You can find a lot of research backing up the void here)

4. The Real Truth about Doubting the Void (A little recap, a little secret, and some encouragement)

My Journey

I think the best place to start this post is with my own journey just so you guys know that this post isn't just me preaching randomly, but what I've learned from my own experiences.

I learned about the void state when it first started to gain popularity through Angel's (@divineangelbee) blog. Prior to this, I was in the subliminal community and had spent a few days scrolling through r/nevillegoddard and loatumblr. When I came across Angel's post about the void, I was so intrigued and excited. I think we all know the appeal of the void state. This state that you can easily enter and have any desire of yours instantly granted. I was stuck in really hard life situations before and this just seemed like a dream come true. I wanted to learn more.

Other blogs began to pop up talking about the void and I also did my own research. I found out that the void state was documented even before Neville, was present in multiple religions, was a common experience amongst the meditation community, etc. I began to grow more and more excited. It was real!

I began documenting my journey on tumblr on a previous blog and attempting the void myself, although it wasn't as easy as all the blogs said it would be. However, I didn't lose hope and was willing to fail a few times if that meant I was going to get all my desires. I also really liked to read success stories because I felt like they motivated me. However, I started noticing some things about a few success stories. People saying they manifested a gazillion dollars or saying they're dating a celebrity sp when their sp would confirm that theh were in a relationship with someone else (granted they could have been cheated on but how would that happen if you went into the void and manifested your desired relationship with someone?). I wouldn't call these success stories out but it began to sow doubt in my mind. However, I found comfort in Angel's blog. I was one of her anons and she would always reply to me on any questions I had and would always make the void seem so real, so easy, and so attainable. 

Then, Angel was exposed and my doubts went wild. Not only was Angel my favorite blogger but she was the one who introduced the void state to everyone. If she was lying the entire time, who's to say the void state is even real? What if it's all some big lie made my narcissistic, attention seekers on tumblr.

I entered a period of time where I was just very stagnant. I didn't really believe the void anymore, I deleted my own tumblr blog documenting my journey and just scrolled through tumblr aimlessly.Tumblr, especially void tumblr, turned pretty hostile and I remember success stories were being called out, void bloggers were being exposed left and right, and it just became this very negative, very angry place. And all this just made me doubt the void even more. 

But like Uzi said, "You'll get over it." And I did. But it didn't happen naturally, I had to really stop and take a look at myself.

What happened? What REALLY happened? I ultimately came to the realization that all this wasn't even about the void, but Angel's betrayal. I am really embarrassed about this now but back then, I was so obsessed with Angel. Like I wanted to be her so bad, I wanted to enter the void as easily as she could and I loved to keep up with her and send her asks and be her anon. Like I had notifications on for her and would genuinely get so excited whenever she posted, I cringe at the thought of it now.

Not only did I have this parasocial relationship going on, but I also had this association of Angel and the void. For those of you who don't know, Angel would always going around calling herself the it girl of loa tumblr and talk about how she introduced the void and I ate all of that up and in my head, I genuinely had this mental association of Angel to the void.

So when one was exposed, I just believed the other was fake as well. But that's not really the case, is it?

I realized tumblr was doing more harm than good and I deleted it. I'm not going to lie and act like I deleted it and just moved on. I had relapses and i would get so frustrated as to why I was so addicted to tumblr and I had to constantly self reflect. I watched a few videos on YouTube on being addicted to social media and I think that's what eventually helped me delete it and keep it deleted. After deleting tumblr for good, I went back to my initial research that I did when I first found out about the void. I reread everything. I did even more research. I began finding people talking about the void in various fields during various time periods. I was slowly rebuilding my understanding of the void as well as my trust.

I also indulged in a lot of things I didn't before. I remember listening to a lot of subliminals for the void state, limiting beliefs, and self love. [I know people will ask me which ones and I didn't have any playlists or anything but there were a few I really liked and felt like they made a difference so here they are: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8]. I loved (and still do) watching self care/mindfulness content like how to overcome doubts and become your dream girl and stuff like that.

During this time, I came to terms with something else. Taking accountability and blaming myself. Up until this point, if you had asked me why I began doubting the void, I would have blamed tumblr or the lying bloggers who were exposed. But honestly, that's not the case. It was my fault. The truth is, we all know that some bloggers are lying. Whether they're doing so to live in the end or just to get attention, it's something that happens. I know I got hated on for saying this before but I've literally gotten asks where people told me they got scammed by multiple bloggers who claimed they would enter the void for them and we've seen multiple bloggers get exposed so I think it's time we accept that this is just something that is going to happen in this community.

But other people lying should have NEVER affected me the way that it did. One tumblr blogger should have NEVER completely shaken up my faith in something as proven as the void as it did for me. And I couldn't just sit and blame others, I had to take accountability. I had Void Tumblr and Angel especially on such a high pedestal when it should have never been like that and that's why one blogger lying was able to have such a massive impact on me to the point where I was genuinely depressed.

I couldn't continue blame lying bloggers because that puts my faith in the void in the hands of external factors that I have no control over so I had to take accountability and blame myself for putting tumblr and Angel on such a high pedestal and just attaching my entire faith to tumblr and being so parasocial and obsessed with "the community" and Angel.

Also, I touched on this before but I definitely had a mental association in my head that:

The Void -> Tumblr/Angel

Deleting tumblr and indulging in my research helped to breakdown that association but in order to make sure this never happened again, I had to completely reframe how I viewed tumblr.

Honestly, void tumblr is such a good resource when used correctly. There are so many amazing bloggers who put a lot of effort into helping others and share really good techniques and advice and I wanted to capitalize on that but to effectively do so, I had to really accept that some of these bloggers might be lying so to not depend on any success story for my belief.

Also, I promised myself to not engage in anymore loser activity. What is loser activity? (1) Being a parasocial fan and tying my entire faith in the void to a freaking social media app and a random blogger who I didn't even know as well as (2) hating on lying bloggers. Yep, both of these are loser activities. The first one is self explanatory but for the second one, the only reason I was hating on lying bloggers is because I was more obsessed with drama than me entering the void and was putting my entire faith into tumblr which is something I should have never done. Energy flows where attentions goes. Was I scrolling Void Tumblr for motivation or to learn tips and techniques to enter the void or to engage in drama? I wanted to enter the void and engaging in drama only increased my doubts so I had to cut that all off once and for all and I've stuck to that since.

I did end up downloading tumblr again after a while but this time, the way I viewed tumblr was completely different. By building up my faith in the void through research and by removing void tumblr off the pedestal I previously had it on as well as reframing how I was going to utilize it, I was able to use tumblr in a more effective manner as well as overcome my doubts and eventually enter the void.

Identifying Triggers

So you might have been reading my personal journey and been like "why is this girl talking so much about tumblr?" Well, the reason is because tumblr was my trigger.

I remember watching this YouTube video that basically explained how almost everything that we do is a habit and our brain basically creates these habits to optimize our daily lives, including negative thought patterns. And our habits are triggered by something aka a trigger and then our brain basically creates a habit feedback loop, meaning whenever you come across that trigger, that habit will follow and if your habit is a negative thought pattern, you will spiral.

For me, the habit was a negative thought patterns of doubting the void and the trigger was tumblr and I would just spiral like crazy, doubting the void. I go really in depth to how I combatted my trigger above but I believe that everyone is different and I highly encourage you to sit down and really examine and understand yourself, identify your own trigger(s), and create a personalized plan for yourself because the thing is I can present all the evidence that the void is real to you but if you come across your trigger, you're just going to start doubting it again and it'll just be an endless loop until you actively combat it.

The best way to combat a trigger is to avoid it altogether, such as deleting tumblr in my case. However, sometimes people have triggers that aren't easily avoidable so it's really different for everyone and it's really up to you to plan it our for yourself because breaking habits is incredibly difficult so not only are you going to have to create a plan but the hardest part will be actually sticking to it but only by doing so will you be able to stop spiraling into doubt.

Proof Portfolio

This section compiles a lot of the research I did [that I could still remember] that helped me overcome my doubts in the void, with some contributions from my lovely anons. I especially recommend the first 2 but keep going through all of them until you totally believe that the void state is real!

1 2 3 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22

This ^ should be enough but if you're still curious, I would highly recommend browsing reddit and amino for void state success stories. You'll find a lot in shifting and ap (astral projection) communities as well as meditation communities! Browsing meditation communities is pretty beneficial as they don't really put pressure on themselves to enter the void so they end up entering it pretty easily and they have such good advice and shifting communities tend to have a lot of good motivation.

The Real Truth about Doubting the Void

Thank you so much for reading to the end!! I really appreciate it. To summarize, my opinion on how you overcome doubts in your void state journey is by removing/combatting triggers that are causing you to spiral and doing your own research and learning about the void so that you can understand that it's a very real thing, not just something that exists on tumblr or in the loa community.

But I want to let you in on a little secret. The truth is I doubted the void up until I actually entered it and manifested everything. Not the void state itself. After all that research, I knew the void state was real but in the very back of my mind I was like "but will it guarantee all my desires?" But honestly, the truth is no amount of success stories or proof will convince you fully other than you actually entering in yourself and manifesting whatever you want. So don't be so obsessed with doubting holding you back. Focus on entering the void and once you enter, you'll find out for yourself if it's real or not. I love and believe in you and I know you got this 💗

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😭😭AWWHSHSJJQD YES EXSCTLY

shifters scripting the same person in all their realities or just shifting for people who are at their core, practically the same person is just so. poetically beautiful.

"you don't exist here in this reality, but I will make sure we are together in every other one" like hello?? this is love at its peak?? choosing the same person again and again, choosing to be with them no matter the situation??

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SO PRETTY

finally started my love and deepspace script!! yippeee :3

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Saiki-K DR Screencap !! 🌱

──★ ˙۫ ꣑ৎ ̟ !! Info about my DR

• I'm all about astrology and readings, but since this is Saiki K and it's pretty humorous (and stereotypical) I exaggerate the way I speak about astrology (eg. "What's your sign? Oh... oh we won't get along then." or "hmmm yesyes... you will have 5 billion dollars by tomorrow yes! if you do this for me...")

• Yes I brought along Sero from MHA LOL He's my s/o in most of my realities

• Saiki does eventually find out I shifted but I like to think he's pretty chill about it... I hope...

• Seros friends are Kaidou, Saiki, Nendou, Reita and Aren

• Teruhashi and I are close, trust guys she gets major character development in my DR, she deserves better 🙏

UM SORRY IF WHAT KAIDO SAYS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE??? I'm not finished the anime..

I SPENT WAY TOO LONG ON THESE OK BYE

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I read somewhere that dreams could just be your memories from different realities... bro... so many of my realities I'm cooked HAHA but last nights dream was actually so lore filled and structured I need to write and draw about it

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YAYYYY GWEN POST 😋🙏

Introduction...

Hi guys!, well as you can see I ain’t into the whole aesthetic, theme posts(?)I’m new to posting here, anyway, that doesn’t matter, let’s get to the point.

My name is Sloan but I also go by Gwen, Rex or just V. Other than that, I’ve been a shifter for a long time now, shifted for a short period of time more than twice yet gonna permashift soon. And I also shifted here (this is an alternative for me), so what I’m doing here is simple, nothing. I plan to write experiences or even advices, info later on (just a thought).

Fun facts about me…

𓂃▸ 🕷I’m used to the advanced technology from my spiderverse reality & my futuristic one. Which means I’m still trying to adapt to this ancient one ☝🏻

-> 6teen, Russian-Mexican, speak Russian, Ukrainian Spanish, English and a bit of French, adore animals and especially cats, love astronomy-chemistry and physics, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ELECTRONIC MUSIC AND ALSO FROM THE 80s, I like to play video games and my favs are Tlou, Resident evil, Cyberpunk 2077, Spider-man, LIS, guardians of the galaxy, Star Wars jedi order, Sims, Alice madness returns, Dbh, and so on… I play the drums and piano, an editor, love mystery, crime, horror, reading books, listening to music and my favorite band ever is Twenty øne pilots!, I also like My chemical romance, Bring me the horizon, Linkin park, Stromae, Paramore, Gorillaz, MGMT, Queen, Oasis, Depeche Mode, Tears for fears, TV girl, and more!. My fav series-shows-movies are Criminal minds, Arcane, Dr. House, Gossip girl, 13 reasons why, She-ra, The owl house, 2125, Dead note, ANYTHING RELATED TO MARVEL, STAR WARS AND SPIDER-MAN, Marvel rising, and if you haven’t noticed I’m a HUGE fan of Spider-man.

OH and I also have a significant other that I script into multiple drs. Yes.

Some of my drs!…

My main reality is Spiderverse, which also includes an alternative of it.

𓂃▸ 🕷 Arcane (the alternative universe).

𓂃▸ 🕷Cyberpunk 2077.

𓂃▸ 🕷 Spider-man game (Miles morales and the second game too).

𓂃▸ 🕷 TASM.

𓂃▸ 🕷 YouTuber dr.

𓂃▸ 🕷MARVEL.

𓂃▸ 🕷 Futuristic dr.

𓂃▸ 🕷Better cr.

𓂃▸ 🕷Criminal minds.

𓂃▸ 🕷She-Ra.

𓂃▸ 🕷The last of us.

𓂃▸ 🕷Life is strange.

𓂃▸ 🕷 Fantasy dr.

𓂃▸ 🕷Gossip girl.

𓂃▸ 🕷 and more…

That’s it.

Thanks for reading! And I’m up to making new friends and so on! If you want to yap about anything, vent, advices or even motivation, or just need a new friend, dm me 🫵🏻 see ya next time.

And enjoy this song cuz why not.