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love u xxx m

Love and miss you so much, my gorgeous girl. I hope you’re taking care xxx

There might be tears in my eyes.🥲

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💙🩵

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Just Billie hmhas things ❤️

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a|n: thinking about soft, fluffy afternoons with Bils <3

You couldn’t count the times your bodies had met like this, melting together from the passion shared between you.

You both lie naked, completely opened to each other. Fingers danced along skin, and warm breaths tickled as the promise of forever was whispered onto skin.

Everyone would talk about what it was like to make love, but no one ever spoke about what it felt like to just lay with the person you were completely in love with. To be in your lovers arms, trapped in absolute paradise, bliss consuming you as you bore your souls for one another.

“You held her face in your hands, kissing wherever your lips would land before finding her lips, kissing slow and sweet.

“You’re so pretty, my love.” You said kissing her yet again, not being able to resist. “You’re my pretty girl.”

The conversation was just for you both. Just the pair of you in your own little world, with noses rubbing together and the exchanges of I love you’s ringing in ears.

You let your fingers dare to do more than trace patterns along her skin, inviting her, daring her to step it up. To take you somewhere beyond the edge once again. And you knew just in the way that she kissed you, that she had gotten the message.

She let her body roll back on top of yours, your breasts pressing together, legs tangled, body’s softly grinding as you begged her to make love to you once again.

You sighed happily, letting out a shaky yes as she positioned herself between your legs once again, your hands in her hair and on her ass, trying to push her closer to you. As if it were possible to actually be any closer than how you already were.

It wasn’t rushed or hurried. Just soft and slow, like the mornings you spent together.

Slow love, slow deadly kisses. Just you and her existing together.

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Thank you sm @wannabebillies 🥹

Favorite color -Pink ofc

Last song - Billie Bossa Nova

Currently reading - anything that’s fluffy/smutty and involves Billie 🤭

Currently watching- does Billie TikToks count?

Craving - people I can’t have

Coffee or tea - I’m half English. You know the answer x

@depressionheadquarters @emyscc @xoluvx @gracie-eilish @billiesbabygirll @billieeilishaddict101

No pressure xx

tag game: tag mutuals you want to get know better

tagged by @yokodash !! :D

favorite color:

pink all the way, I used to hate it but now everything i own is pink lol

last song:

GRACIAS POR NADA by Bad Bunny, but only cuz i was on the road, before that i was listening to Doechii's album 🙏

currently reading:

last month i started reading The Uncensored Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, but then this month i started reading Pedro Páramo by Juan Rulfo and then last week I started reading Sunrise on The Reaping by Suzanne Collins... so... 😭

currently watching:

Yellowjackets!! im going a bit slow abt it tho cuz the gore really freaks me out but I'm doing it for the lesbians. if it counts im also watching Ranboo's playthrough of Deltarune and Secrets of the Mimic...

craving:

moving out and going to this one lesbian club in my city, but my dad's so overprotective idk if he's gonna let me 😭

also pizza. I'm really craving some pizza rn

coffee or tea:

100% tea, i don't love most teas but I don't like coffee at all so if i have to choose I'm choosing some chamomile tea any day. i like lemonade better than either of those ngl, i love making lemonade

tags!! no pressure tho x :p

@lilymoonlily @justalittleguyfrfr @fairyjanes @casualjinxer

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Need a cute girl to be cute with xx

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Truly I could dedicate this blog to Billie and her guitar and nothing else

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She is so 😮‍💨

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Billie via her instagram

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Had like an hour of free time. Scribbled this x

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a|: Every day I fall asleep thinking about this. Sorry I didn’t get to proofread also x

“Get in!” You shouted seeing your girlfriend run out of a bank. Balaclava pulled over her face, bag of money in hand as she jumped in.

You took off in a hurry, before anyone could catch you guys, Billie throwing the hot face mask into the back seat, running her hands through her hair, killing you in the process.

“What a fucking rush!” She shouted feeling satisfied before she took your head in her hands, turning you to face her, kissing you deeply.

“Babe, I’m fucking driving!” You chuckled, missing the feeling of her lips on yours already.

You both always ended up doing this. Something that got her adrenaline really pumping. It could be robbing a bank, or doing something completely illegal. She didn’t care. And the fact that you went along with it only added to the feeling for her.

To you? Scared you shitless that you would let someone have so much control over you. You could be caught, you could go to jail, you could end up with absolutely nothing. But none of that mattered when you made it into your bedroom. Throwing all the money down on the bed before Billie grabbed at your clothes, ripping it off bit by bit.

She loved fucking you on top of stolen items. So of course, this was no different.

Once you both tore off each others clothes, she put you into position, bent over on your hands and knees, ass up, waiting for her and the strap of her choice.

Slowly, she entered you as one of her hands ran down your back before giving your ass a hard slap.

“You did so good for me, mama. My fucking girl helping me steal all of this goddamn money that we don’t even need.” She said as she began ramming into you,

Money was sliding on the floor as she fucked you relentlessly, with an animalistic speed. If you could see what she was doing to you, you would have wished that she brought the balaclava either her to add to the moment for you.

But your thoughts are instantly lost when her hand wrapped around your hair, bringing you closer to her body.

“You’d really do anything I told you to, wouldn’t you baby?” You nodded, feeling too fucked out to answer as a light layer of sweat took over your bodies, her hands foaming with purpose, squeezing and touching every place she pleased.

“Gonna make you mine soon. Gonna put a ring on that pretty finger.” She groaned. “Should we get it with all this money, hmm? All this stolen money I’m fucking you on so good you can’t even think straight, my love? Think we should do that?”

You nodded, biting your lip as her strap kissed your cervix, stars dancing behind your lids. Money continued falling as Billie pounded into you relentlessly. She was insatiable as she babbled in your ear about putting a baby in you, both of you coming again and again.

You met your end one last time as she laid over top of you, whispering as she continued hitting your spot, rubbing your clit with precision. The dirtier her words, the more you clung to her, squeezing her as she told you just what it meant to her that you would do anything for her. And she would do anything for you too.

If you asked her to rob a bank for you, she would. If you asked her to climb the highest mountain you knew that she would do that too.

But for now, you reached your own high together, screaming and biting, nails taking down bodies, the feeling of absolute pleasure coursing through your veins.

You were a dangerous pair together. Love and passion in everything you did, no matter good or bad. You would always be her ride or die girl and you knew she would always be yours.

Your swollen lips kissed each others and you contemplated your next move. Something to get her blood pumping again. Something to somehow make you fall that much more for her. The only thing you couldn’t get away with.

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You absolute sweetheart! Thank you for everything you’ve said! You’re so kind and sweet to do this! Everything you said meant the world to me! And I hope you know I think the very same about you!

What an angel!! 🥺 I hope you’re having the best day love! And that you’re happy and just all around amazing! Sending you so much love bb!!!🩷🩷🩷🩷

WE JUST NEED TO TAKE A MOMENT. TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE THE KINDNESS, CONSIDERATION, LOVE, SUPPORT, HUMOR, BEAUTY, UNDERSTANDING, EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, HARDWORK, SELFLESSNESS, WISENESS, WARMNESS, RESOURCEFULNESS, INSIGHTFULNESS, INDEPENDENCE, IMAGITIVNESS, CREATIVITY, DETERMINATION, CHARISMA, COURTEOUSNESS, APPROACHABILITY, AMBITIOUSNESS, OPEN-MINDEDNESS, ADAPTABILITY, GENEROSITY, GRATITUDE, OPTIMISM, ASSERTIVNESS, CALMNESS, SELF-CONTROL, SELF-AWWARNESS, RESPECT, LOYALTY, TRUSTWORTHINESS, RESILIENCE, INTEGRITY, PATIENCE, HONESTY, COURAGE, RESPONSIBILITY, RESPECT, COMPASSION, OBSERVANCE, HUMBLENESS, HAPPINESS, AND POSITIVITY THAT @imhappierthanever HAS. <3 LOVE YOU GIRL. I KNOW TIMES ARE TOUGH, BUT WE ARE HERE FOR YOU LIKE YOU ARE HERE FOR US. OKAY EVERYONE SORRY FOR THE PARAGRAPH HAVE A NICE DAY! :)

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That tongue..

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A|n: Billie was in Paris a year to the day I was last there. Missing Billie and Paris and thinking of lazy, Paris nights with her xx

Paris, France

At her place

Your bodies rolled around, clinging to each other and the white Egyptian Cotten sheets on the bed. She had no one but you.

And you? There was someone else in the picture. But they could never compare to the way she made you feel. The way she could take your breath away with one touch, the way she could take all of you with just one sweet kiss. Your heart raced when you were either her. She made you feel so alive.

You were addicted to her and everything she had to give you.

Her fingers trailed along your thighs, wrapping one around her as she kissed you with such a hunger it made you dizzy.

“Stay tonight. Lose yourself to me.” She whispered as she continued to grind herself against you, still out of breath from your previous activity.

She would make love to you with such a fierceness, such intensity that you would completely come undone in her arms, both of your bodies melting together in the mess you had created.

You never wanted to be someone who had someone else on the side. Someone you had been with for years who you did care for in your own way, and someone who you knew with every fiber of your being, that you were head over heels for.

Your thoughts seemed to vanish when she rolled you on top of her body, your pulsing heat directly on her own as she held your hips, urging you to move against her. You did slowly, accepting the invitation. Your hair cascaded down, creating a silk curtain, making your moment that mouth more private.

She tucked a few strands behind your ear, staring up into your eyes, adoring you. Appreciating every perfect detail. Somewhere in all of this, you decided to stay.

“You spoil me.” She said as she bit her lips, loving everything about the moment you had been in together.

“My perfect girl.” She murmured, letting her finger dance along your skin, flipping you back over once again until you were pined under her. “Je T’aime” you whispered to her, watching her lips curl into that perfect smile of hers before crashing into yours, whispering the same thing back to you. “Again?” She begged positioning herself between your legs, feeling your growing wetness once again. Fingers laced together as you begged to have her close to you again for maybe just one more time tonight.

You loved her more anyway. You knew in your heart and in your mind. You both did. Neither of you ever had to question it. But still somehow, Billie understood.

For now, it was enough. The stolen kisses and rendezvous. Coffees in cute cafe’s or macarons you would get from Ladurée, feeding each other in Tuileries. For now, it was enough.

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She’s just going to stand there like that? Okay 🥹🩵