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anybody else . can anyone hear me

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Lol

Me bc life is good

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don't you realize our bodies could fall apart at any second?

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"save me, substance abuse!" i cry. before you can moralize to me about the dangers of addiction, a noble and powerful steed gallops into the room - my horse whom i have named "substance abuse". you learn an important lesson about making assumptions. i snort a line off its back

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rate my setup

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He’s villager hunting

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I guess this'll be a girl blogging acc now

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New life motto or something

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Found neil josten

✔️ short

✔️red head

✔️insanely obsessed with their sport

✔️ has a teammate (who he has history with) who's as insanely obsessed with the sport as he is

✔️wears the number 10

✔️ was told that they would never be able to play their sport

✔️ has insanely supportive teammates

✔️ their team was shit b4 + when they first joined and slowly rose back to glory

✔️ sassy

✔️ can be very scary when they're serious

I think that's about it - Main diff Is that one of them is being chased by the yakuza 🙃

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It's always 'I love you' and never "your parents are dead, you are not fine, and nothing is going to be okay. This is not a news to you. But from now until May you are still Neil Josten and I am still the man who said I would keep you alive. I don't care if you use this phone tomorrow. I don't care if you never use it again. But you are going to keep it on you because one day you might need it. On that day you are not going to run. You're are going think about what I promised you and you're going to make that call. Tell me you understand." and it shows.

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Wow, where to start. Long write up coming.

First half of this episode was very hard to watch. Makoto’s mom is the exact type of parent anyone struggling with their sexual identity or gender does NOT want to have. She’s so backwards and trapped in her narrow way of thinking that she doesn’t even realise the living hell she’s made her own child’s life.

“Are you still into girly things” ok and if he is?? Maybe support your son and respect who he is rather than put all this pressure to hide himself?? “Don’t put me in a tough situation”??? Bit rich coming from someone putting you in the toughest possible position as a child. Feeling like you can’t even be yourself around the one person who through it all is supposed to love you more than anyone is such a horrible feeling. Her criticisms are all about her and how Makoto’s behaviour makes HER feel rather than him. I hate selfish parents so much.

Like when she first discovered Makoto’s passion, her first reaction isn’t even to understand Makoto and the crossdressing thing. Instead she calls him “twisted” and attacking his lifestyle. Sadly, this is an all too real representation of East Asian, particularly Japanese culture in which the belief that “the nail that sticks out gets hammered down” is still dominant.

At least ONE of his parents is understanding and sympathetic. Usually dads are the ones with the masculinity and machismo stuff, but Makoto’s father is the nice one lmao. I really respect him asking Makoto what he wants to identify and even finding a school Makoto could go to that allows him to dress as he wants. That explains why no one at school really bats an eye about it. Just horrible they have to hide all this from the mother.

The build up to and first half of the dance just made me feel really bad because it’s so obvious Makoto felt out of place and uncomfortable. Going two weeks without being able to be himself breaks my heart. That “goodbye me” scene with him throwing all the nice clothes he got when going shopping last episode hurt a lot. Like cmon, Makoto’s more interested in his date’s wig than her 😭 why would anyone force him to live this way when it’s not who he is.

Aoi is so pure and deserves the world for how she didn’t stop trying to get to the bottom of things and ran after the garbage truck to get Makoto’s stuff back. She might be a lil slow but she’s got a heart of gold and is the perfect friend for Makoto. Their dance scene at the end was soooo cute. Fuck Gender norms. Makoto looks beautiful in a dress and Aoi looks great in a suit!

Can’t wait for next episode and the OP is for sure my OP of the season. So damn good it’s been on repeat for two weeks now and is a proper summer bop.

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Up thinking about King Yaoi III

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Everytime I think my writing is hopeless and absolute shit and it'll never improve I remember how it took Donna Tartt 10 years to write one of the most classic novels of our age.

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HOT TO GO! is like if macarena was made for gen z lesbians

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Dear Ms.Tartt, where is the new novel that I'm supposed to base my whole life upon for half a year at?

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reblog if the first musical you listened to was not Hamilton