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REBLOG IF THIS RELATES TO YOU:

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Don’t you hate it when you’re dead inside and run out of apps to refresh

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Mamma looks fantastic but didn't want either of them 🥲

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it eats me alive.

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Things I don't do anymore:

- listen to music/discover new music/ going to concerts

I am, at least, not getting a headache everytime I try to listen to music(see posts about it from the last two years). If I am feeling good I can have it while I shower but that's all. Since I don't listen to it, I am not keeping up with new realeases or new bands or new dicoveries in general. Going to concerts feels like something I did in another life.

- going shopping alone:

I barely go 'cause it's tiring and disappointing. I rather be in bed. I used to drag my sister with me but she doesn't live at home anymore so basically we never talk.

- going out in general:

I don't have any kind of friends or acquaintances so I go to work and then back home. My bestfriend lives in another country and can't always come back here. I barely have any will to hang when she does but she she stays with me when she does so I have to. Or else I probably wouldn't see her. She also plan things and tells she's coming. Final.

- be "present" at family gatherings:

I go, mostly because they happen in my house but I have decided I won't anymore. I'll go alone somewhere and sit in the car or tell I have work and rot in my room. I really don't care about partecipating. Everyone feels like a stranger.

- I don't clean:

I...I don't. I don't even make my own bed anymore. I sweep my bedroom floor at times. But nothing more. Maybe I clean my bedroom mirror once I can't see myself in it anymore. I would live in filth/be filthy if it wasn't for my mother.

- I don't cook:

I used to make things I liked. I don't now. I will heath up something my parents already cooked for me. I don't even cook predone vegetables anymore. Making a salad sounds like going to hell and back. I'll eat crackers and cereal. That's duable.

- I don't post on social media:

Only Tumblr, and it's mostly reblogs or rants like this ones. I archived every photo of me on IG. I think I still have Spencer there and the books I read. I don't do stories...FB is something I don't even remember at all. I don't keep up with acquaintances because I never open the app either.

- don't watch movies I like/research movies:

I go on Prime and see what's there and I spend the movie time on my phone looking at online shops.

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Adam Pasco

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i don’t want a job i just want to order stuff online

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by Mihaylov

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im like when a girl consumes too much media but doesnt have enough real life interactions