indcmand
indcmand
i never wanted to love you!
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let's get on with living while we can and not play dumb - death's gonna come. when it does, screw the nerves, i'll be eating hors d'oeuvres - it's the roll of the dice and no crime. you gotta die sometime. gabriel roth. 26. party planner. whizzer.
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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veronica let a smile spread across her face. she chuckled softly as he talked. listening while getting more comfortable in her seat. she let her arm rest against the table and shook her head slightly. “ i wish, “ she replied with a small smirk. “ i’d say it’s far more tame than that - it was just to get someone to buy me a drink. “
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          he laughs at her i wish, boisterous but not unfriendly. “sorry to say you’re not really my type,” words are framed gently as he glances suggestively at the male bartender he’s been making eyes at most of the night. “but i’d be happy to get you a drink. what’s your poison? tell me it’s not something boring like gin and tonic.”
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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          “which one looks better?” gabriel’s got a shirt on a hanger in either hand - both are soft-looking button downs, one in a pale shade of green and the other a navy blue with a vibrant floral pattern - and he’s holding both up to himself with interest. “i can’t decide. you pick.”
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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                “trust me, i know what i’m talking about,” he nodded as he tapped at his notes. call his instinct but something didn’t smell right and it wasn’t the streets, port vista was a typically clean city. weird city, but clean regardless. tired eyes skimmed the page, “and no i’m not the town crazy guy, every town always has one.” he muttered towards the other as he already felt an off stare. “i think no one is who they think they are, our real memories were replaced with these fake ones until we sort of— woke up and left to wander knowing that our lives are fake and nothing we know is real.” he narrowed his eyes slightly as he nodded, mainly to himself as if he had made perfect sense.
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          “i’m guessing you have a conspiracy board with like - red yarn connecting pictures and notes, too?” the words could be mean spirited but are softened by the fact gabriel doesn’t really know how he feels about what this guy is saying. he shouldn’t remember dying, sick and aching and curled up in someone’s arms with his voice in gabriel’s ears. that’s not something people remember, right? unless it’s just a weird recurring dream, which is both wholly possible and more likely than having replaced memories or whatever this guy is saying. “are you alright? you look like you haven’t slept.”
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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kimberly  :  cowGIRLS kimberly  :  and we’re going to southern restaurant  .  i wanted to match  !!
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          gabriel: cowbabes? wait scratch that it’s gross           gabriel: that’s fucking precious, holy shit. it looks cute.
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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kimberly  :  how polite  .  nah kimberly  :  jkjk  .  im going to a restaurant  .  with a person 
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          gabriel: :<           gabriel: a person who likes cowboys? kinky...
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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veronica was beyond ready for her after work drink. however, before she could enjoy her regular order of a vodka redbull, she had a matter to settle first. she walked up to the first person she saw and flashed a smile. “ look, i know you don’t know me but i’m trying to win a bet from this douchebag i work with. i just need a minute or two of your time if you don’t mind? “
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          his own drink is sitting mostly untouched on the bar, dark eyes focused more on the people around him than the drink. gabriel’s smile grows��slightly as a young woman appears at his elbow with a grin and a question. “shoot. what is it? do you have to kiss a stranger or - something like that?” a few days ago he buddied up with a bride-to-be who needed to do a checklist full of things on her bachelorette party and making out with a stranger wouldn’t be too far off from what he’s seen. “or is it more tame than that?” his tone is light and teasing, friendly to a fault.
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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kimberly  :  i’m going for a cowgirl entering the city for the first time kinda vibe kimberly  :  am i doing it right  ??
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          gabriel: can i ask why that aesthetic choice???
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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nothing is everything to me!
look its WHIZZER.. you know, the ( canon ) character from falsettos! in our world they’re GABRIEL ROTH, a twenty six year old gay man working as a party planner. they have a rep for being friendly & vain ; we all agree [ the games i play by andrew rannels ] should play when they walk in. they ( have not ) regained ( most ) of their real memories. played by lee [they/them/est].
hey it’s lee back at it with a musical theatre baby and a shitty intro for y’all.
OK so welcome to falsettoland aka i’m gonna give you the bad cliffsnotes version of the musical.
whizzer! gay man in the late 70s-early 80s! in a relationship with this dude named marvin who divorced his wife and he and whizzer live together now. messy asf unhealthy relationship! marvin expects whizzer to be a housewife! whizzer sleeps around constantly! they aren’t good for each other!
whizzer loves marvin’s 12 year old son jason!
whizzer and marvin get into a huge blow up fight in which whizzer lowkey realizes he loves marvin even though he doesn’t want to!
two years pass and they don’t see each other!
two years later they’ve both grown and are in healthier mental states and marvin and whizzer give it a go again! rad! they’re like super happy and sweet and totally in love this time around and it’s going great and it’s 1981 and they’re best friends with marvin’s lesbian from next door neighbors!
jasons bar mitzvah is coming up and it’s a mess with marvin and his ex-wife trina and her new husband mendel and whizzer just wants jason to be happy.
whizzer collapses one day and is rushed to the hospital, severely ill and getting worse every day. the doctors don’t know what it is but it’s likely he’ll die
it’s the start of the AIDS crisis.
jason decides to have his bar mitzvah in whizzer’s hospital room.
whizzer dies in marvin’s arms.
so there’s that tragic story! guess what! gabriel only remembers, vaguely, dying. the hospital room. the pain. someone’s arms around him and pressing a kiss to his forehead. it’s fuzzy and unnerving and gabriel prefers not to think about it.
gabriel now!
party planning boy! he does events & weddings & whatever party you could want planned.
staunchly ignoring the vague memory of a lover and, you know, dying? he wipes that away with romancing various dudes and just trying to have a good time.
stylish as FUCK
friendly! he likes people and making friends and hanging out with people!
vain baby. uses windows as mirrors
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indcmand · 7 years ago
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do you regret –?
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