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meeeeeeehhhhh ,   moving  willow  to  @dervoured​

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meeeeeeehhhhh ,   moving  willow  to  @dervoured​

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when  u  lose  muse  for  ur  muse  when  u  move  her  to  her  own  blog   :

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magnolia  castillo​ ,

         mags nods quietly at the confirmation and looks back down at the article of clothing.  it’s no bunny,  but it is pretty.  she walks as she admires the article,  thumb brushing over the fabric.  she wonders if willow gets to choose her own clothes,  if she gets to go to stores and buy whatever makes her happy.  or if she’s like her.  always having every little detail managed and controlled.  magnolia carefully sets the jacket on the arm of the couch,  smoothing it over with her hand to fix the wrinkles caused by it falling.  and her kind of pouncing on it.  she blinks and for a moment it looks like there’s an animal sitting on it again.  but she closes her eyes and shakes her head to try and make it go away.  it looks like a jacket again but she decides not to look at it all to avoid it altogether.  head turns towards the other woman instead.  “  sorry,  ”  she mumbles  “  i miss the animals.  ”  hand lifts to tug at her curl and she makes a face because that was the wrong explanation for what just happened.  “  my brain is dreaming while i’m awake again.  ”  

yes ,   it’s  a  little  weird .   the  whole  situation  really ,   but  she  has  learned  to  accept  it  more  and  more  when  it  comes  to  magnolia   :   it’s  just  how  she  is   &   there  isn’t  anything  to  be  done  to  change  it .   just  take  it  as  she  is .   take  it  in  strides .   it’s     .  .  .     part  of  who  she  is .   even  if  this  time ,   it  was  pretty  odd .   a  bunny  comes  from  a  bundle  of  a  jacket  on  the  floor .   sits  in  the  chair   &   doesn’t  quite  have  it  in  her  to  move  just  yet .   not  like  it’ll  change  anything   :   if  she  see  things ,   then  her  intervening  isn’t  going  to  do  much  of  a  change .   watch  as  she  put  the  jacket  down ,   smooth  it  over  and  then  shake  her  head  as  if  there’s  something  there .   probably  is ,   to  her .   brows  tug  together  however   &   legs  are  pulled  back  to  plant  them  in  the  ground  instead  of  ontop  the  desk .     ❝   bunnies  are  your  favorite   ?   ❞ 

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i’m  broken .   and  i  don’t  need  anyone  to  try  to  feed  me  white  lies  about  it .   something  inside  me  is  broken  and  it  isn’t  just  going  to  be  put  back  like  it  was .   /   @tteiva

think  it’s  part  of  who  they  become ,   when  they  get  trained  by  tantalus .   maybe  they  have  to  be  a  little  broken  to  do  what  they  do  for  them .   never  really  think  much  on  it  however ,   and  she  doesn’t  try  to  make  herself  feel  better  about  it  either .   she  is  what  they  created .   doesn’t  know  how  to  be  anything  else .   something  broken ,   a  monster  that  does  what  it’s  told   &   anything  else  doesn’t  really  matter .   this     .  .  .     she  isn’t  sure  what  to  do  with .   ingrid  was  one  of  the  people  at  tantalus  she  felt  the  most  alike ,   but  maybe  they  were  more  different  after  all .   sit  on  the  couch   &   hands  wrapped  around  a  glass  of  wine ,   dark  gaze  simply  watch  her  for  a  moment .   a  few  moments .   like  she  is  waiting  for  her  to  continue .   or  for  it  to  go  away .   honestly  either  of  those  two ,   she’d  be  more  than  happy  with .   but  it  doesn’t  happen  and  the  silence  stretches  out .     ❝   i’d  never  lie  to  you .   ❞      not  sure  that’s  a  reassurance  or  anything .   and  for  the  broken  part     .  .  .     what  can  she  really  say ,   other  than  she’s  right .    and  there’s  nothing  to  be  done  about  it .

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Doesn’t matter how tall he is when he’s on his knees

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nsfw prompts that don’t sound like a bad porno

i’m always tired of seeing the cringiest sentence starters for smut so i’m back at it again kids. feel free to adjust sentences or specify who does the action. 

ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to give the other oral 2. to skinny dip with my muse 3. to shower with my muse 4. to take a hot bath with my muse 5. for sex in public 6. for sex in the car 7. to catch my muse naked 8. to undress my muse 9. for sparring to turn into sex 10. for an argument to turn into sex 11. for make up sex 12. for friends with benefits sex 13. to tie up my muse 14. to blindfold my muse 16. to make one muse watch the other masturbate 17. for a threesome (specify muses) 18. for one muse to wake the other by fingering them/giving a handjob 19. for one muse to deny the other orgasm 20. for angry sex  21. for break up sex 22. for sex after a near death experience  23. for after battle sex 24. for sex to get revenge on an ex 25. for one muse to give the other a lap dance or strip tease  26. to make my muse whimper 27. for one muse to take the other from behind 28. for sex against the wall 29. for sex on a table/counter/desk 30. for sex in a pool/hot tub 31. for one muse to choke the other 32. for rough sex  33. for our muses to try a new position 34. for our muses to try a new kink together 35. for one muse to use a toy on the other 36. for one muse to sit on the other’s face

WORDS:  “touch me.” “kiss me here.” “you have to be quiet if you want to cum.” “say my name.”  “oh fuck-” “i need you so bad.” “i’m so wet right now.”  “i want you to touch yourself for me.”  “let me hear you, baby.”  “come for me.” “i want to hear you cum.” “harder.” “i need to feel you.” “i want you.” “you’re so hot.” “can i come yet?” “please, baby—” “i’m so close.” “i told you to be quiet.” “i told you to stay still.” “are you gonna be good for me?” “i promise i’ll be good.” “i’m not done with you yet.” “i’ve been waiting all day…” “you’re all i want.” “just kiss me, i can’t take this anymore.” “just shut up and fuck me.”  “i’m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop.”  “say please.” “i could’t stop thinking about you all day.” “your fingers feel so good.” “your mouth feels so good.” “i want your fingers inside me.” “i want it to hurt.” “more—” “i want you to forget everything and everyone else but me.” “make me forget.” “i just want to feel something.”  “make me.” “be quiet.”  “they’re gonna catch us—” “yes— right there.” “that feels so good.” “does that feel good?” 

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𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

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exes with feelings prompts

“ i know you, i know you like i know my own name, i know who you are in your bones. ”

” i see the way you look at her, a love like that doesn’t die. ”

“ never doubt my love for you, you always saw the best in me because you were the best of me.  ”

“ i still need you in my life. ”

“ you chose them, you always choose them. ”

“  passion wasn’t our problem.  we were always good at that part.  but passion can be anger and hate,  just as easily as joy and love.  somewhere along the way,  we forgot which was which. ”

“  you can’t keep doing this.  you can’t just keep coming here and expecting me to drop everything for you.  ”  

 “  you can’t keep doing this to me.  either you want this,  or you don’t.  but you keep tugging me back and forth.  ”

“  i can’t keep doing this.  i want to pretend to be happy for you but it’s killing me inside.  ”  

“  stop.  you have to stop.  because i don’t have the strength to look you in the eyes and make you leave.  i need you to be strong for me.  one last time.  ”

“  look at me and tell me you don’t feel anything.  make me believe it,  and i’ll go.  ”  

“  every time i’m around you it’s…it’s like a poison.  you’re in me.  and i can’t get you out.  ”

“  i know i didn’t call— i just.  i couldn’t stop thinking about you.  i had to see you. ”

“  i know i don’t have any right to anymore,  but i need you.  ”  

“  what are you doing here?  ”

“  will you just stay with me?  just for tonight.  please.  ”

“  you came?  ”

“  of course i came.  you needed me.  ”  

“  you loved the idea of me more than you loved me.  ”

“  i can’t keep being in love with someone who hates themself more than they love me.  ”

“  i was ready.  i was there.  but you were too scared of something real.  ”

“  i used to think you were the only person who could love me.  i’m not that person anymore.  if you want me back you have to give me a goddamn good reason more than ‘we belong together.’  ”  

“  you better fucking mean it because i want you too.  ” 

“  don’t look at me like that.  ”

“  just one more time.  ”

“  love isn’t just missing me.  you don’t love me if you aren’t willing to put in the work.  ”

“  you don’t miss me.  you miss how i made you feel.  ”

“  i get to decide whether or not you’re good enough.  that was my choice to make.  and you took it away.  ”

“  i’m sorry— i shouldn’t have kissed you i just…  ”

“  i didn’t have anywhere else to go.  i’m sorry.  ”  

“  i know you probably hate me right now but i don’t have anyone else to talk to.  ”

“  isn’t that my shirt?  ”

“  of course i still love you.  ”

“  i don’t.  i don’t love you anymore.  ”

“  you’re so full of shit.  ”

“  you can lie to yourself but you can’t lie to me.  ”

“  i want to try again.  i know we can make this work.  ”

“  i won’t run from this.  i won’t run from us again.  ”

“  don’t break my heart again.  ”

NSFW / ACTIONS

★ our muses have goodbye sex after breaking up  ☆ our muses accidentally have sex when one comes over to pick up their stuff ✧ our muses run into each other in public and hook up ✦ one muse comes over for a booty call  ✱ our muses accidentally kiss  ✥ our muses sleep together in the middle of trying to work things out  ❀ sender does a grand gesture to try to get receiver back  ✿ one muse comes over to offer their ex a shoulder to cry on ❃ for comfort sex  ☎ for receiver to write a drabble about a voicemail they left for sender  ⭒ for our muses to have an emotionally intimate night  ✱ our muses wake up in bed together with a hangover  ✼ for a drabble about one muse missing the other  ☞ for one muse to reach out for the other’s hand out of habit  ☟ for one muse to catch the other looking at them longingly across the room  ☁ for our muses to end up stuck inside together because of a storm  ♡ for our muses to get locked in a room together by a third party  ♣ for our muses to reunite because one got hurt  ➢ for our muses to reunite because of one muse suffering a loss  ➚ for our muses to reunite because one muse is in the hospital and the other is their emergency contact

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gwen  stacy ,

   ❝      there    was    an    accident    in    the    genomics    lab    .    .    .    &    they’re    covering    it    up.        ❞

&.@indurtize​​    liked    for    a    one   liner   !

❝   so     .  .  .     ❞      can’t  say  she  cares  to  be  honest .   file  in  her  hand   &   she  flip  through  a  few  pages  inside  it  while  trying  to  puzzle  the  pieces  together .   her  own  job ,   which  is  more  important  than  whatever  worry  the  blonde  has .   it  doesn’t  affect  her ,   doesn’t  affect  her  job ,   so  why  do  something   ?   finally  look  up   &   there’s  arch  of  a  brow .     ❝   sound  like  you  should  look  into  that ,   not  hazzle  me .   ❞

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[   EMBRACE   ]   for  one  muse  to  suddenly  hug  the  other  one  for  their  own  comfort .   /   @caestillo

​well     .  .  .     hands  go  around  her   &   there’s  a  moment  where  she  simply  stay  completely  frozen .   physical  contact  usually  means  someone  get  hurt ,   and  when  it’s  something  else   :   it’s  to  get  information .   it  was  never  for  something  like  comfort .   sure  she  had  lost  herself  sometimes ,   let  herself  sink  into  some  cuddling  after  sex ,   let  her  head  rest  on  a  strangers  chest   &   feel  fingers  run  through  her  hair .   momentary  moment  of  closeness  before  she  leaves .   THIS  SMALL  NEED  TO  BE  CLOSE .   some  contact  that  isn’t  harm .   touch  that  isn’t  brief  and  it’s  not  from  medical  personel .   so  when  mags  hug  her   :   it  takes  a  solide  minute  before  one  of  her  own  arm  go  around  her  waist   &   other  lightly  rub  up  and  down  her  shoulder .   a  little  awkward .     ❝   you  know  i     .  .  .     really  have  to  go .   ❞

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𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎  𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜.      ( feel free to change pronouns, potentially triggering, read & reblog with caution. )

’ i look like my mother and she looked like the enemy. ‘

’ i’ve never been welcomed here. ‘

‘ keep a pencil in your hand. or else someone will put a rifle in it instead. ‘

‘ i spent years thinking i’d find a way out. ‘

‘ i’m old enough to know the only way out, is through. ‘

‘ well, i need someone to take the fall for my petty crimes, that’s all. ‘

‘ we learned some good life lessons back then. ‘

‘ one: don’t cry in public. ‘

‘ she/he/they isn’t like you. no one is. ‘

‘ you’re the one of us who believes in a higher power. ‘

‘ when i get the nerves the night before i like to have a good tumble with a stranger. ‘

‘ you don’t seem like the type to do what they should. ‘

‘ well, turns out they do need me, so. ‘

‘ you’re a terrible shot. ‘

‘ when i was young, i had nightmares about it. ‘

‘ if it goes wrong, come back. you’ve lost enough already. ‘

‘ i’ll find my way back to you, promise. ‘ 

‘ don’t you want to know if you’re grisha? ‘

‘ if i can’t crack this, none of us are going anywhere. ‘

‘ maybe i won’t be here when you get back. ‘

‘ what are you? ‘

‘ that’s why i’m here, isn’t it? ‘

‘ they’re all gone. it’s my fault. ‘

‘ is it true? can you summon light? ‘

‘ when they realize their mistake, what do you think they’ll do to her/him/them? ‘

‘ i know her/him/them better than anyone does. ‘ 

‘ i don’t know where this letter will find you. but you must’nt worry about me. ‘

‘ i am perfectly capable of washing myself. ‘

‘ don’t change my eyes. ‘

‘ i’m almost as rare as you. ‘

‘ sentimental. we’ll work on that too. ‘

‘ i can’t go in front of the king, i need more time. ‘

‘ know that when i told you about true north, i was talking about you. ‘

‘ black is his color. not mine. ‘

‘ tell me, are you so anxious to be like everyone else? ‘

‘ it would be nice to know what the feels like, someday. ‘

‘ time for a heist. ‘ 

‘ you managed to win us over, didn’t you? ‘

‘ training is good. well, i think it’s going well. ‘ 

‘ where you are doesn’t matter nearly as much as who you’re with. ‘ 

‘ when there’s something you want, better to act without thinking than think without acting. ‘ 

‘ i’ve always wanted to travel the world. ‘

 ‘ i like seeing you this way, i want you to be careful. ‘ 

‘ you never compliment anyone to their face. ‘ 

‘ aren’t you supposed to be scouting our way out? ‘ 

‘ what do you think i’m doing? ‘ 

‘ i think you’re flirting with that stable hand. ‘ 

‘ tell me, what makes one carriage faster than the other? ‘ 

‘ the right answer is their is no right answer. ‘ 

‘ it’s the horse that makes the difference. ‘ 

‘ no human being should be as proud as you are right now. ‘ 

‘ you think that’s what it is? just a trick? ‘ 

‘ you don’t want to keep it in your pocket for too long. ‘ 

‘ i’m sorry that it took me this long to see you. ‘ 

‘ i prefer to travel alone. ‘ 

‘ i’m afraid we can’t let that happen. ‘ 

‘ you stick with us, everybody gets what they want. ‘ 

‘ i’m not being anyone’s captive ever again. ‘ 

‘ it was my power keeping you warm. ‘ 

‘ you won’t get far out here without it. ‘ 

‘ if i wanted you dead, i would have slowed your heart instead of speeding it up. ‘ 

‘ you intend to kill me! ‘

‘ why would you save me? ‘ 

‘ so there is a brain inside all that muscle. ‘ 

‘ you used to call on me, on times like this. ‘ 

‘ when your table was messy and your bed was neat. ‘ 

‘ i am a witch hunter and you are a witch. ‘ 

‘ you made him afraid. now he wants you to fear him. ‘ 

‘ you’re the one who taught me how to kill, mother/father. ‘ 

‘ i taught you so you could protect yourself. ‘ 

‘ we need to teach them how to fight. ‘ 

‘ i forbid it. now, do you hear me? ‘ 

‘ it’s dangerous to go looking for the dead. ‘

‘ what you see may haunt you for the rest of your days. ‘ 

‘ maybe. just maybe. greed is a poor motivator. ‘ 

‘ true wealth is the friends you make along the way. ‘ 

‘ i should just tear this down now. ‘ 

‘ i will go north in the night. ‘ 

‘ no. this can’t be it. i’m not done tormenting you. ‘ 

‘ i will keep you warm. ‘ 

‘ i can’t wait to introduce you to my truest love. ‘ 

‘ when i got older, i learned that darkness is a place and it’s full of monsters. ‘ 

‘  they aren’t the monsters. they’re just boys/girls. ‘

‘  we can’t hide forever. we can run together. ‘

‘  no businessman worth his salt bargains for what he can take. ‘ 

‘  our enemies are threatened by your mere existence. ‘ 

‘  never make decisions out of fear, only out of spite. ‘ 

‘  well greed always worked for me. ‘ 

‘  the bone road ebbs and and the bone road flows. ‘

‘  handsome decoy is also not a [NAME’S] talent. ‘ 

‘  i’d rather starve than be a traitor. ‘ 

‘ needing anyone is weak. ‘ 

‘ you and i are going to change the world. ‘ 

‘ so, who actually saw what happened? ‘ 

‘  it came from everywhere, because you called upon it to come. ‘

‘ i have been waiting a long time for you. ‘ 

‘ there are no others like us and there never will be. ‘ 

‘ not many people surprise me. ‘ 

‘ fine. make me your villain. ‘ 

‘  they are traitors who tried to kill you. this is retribution. ‘ 

‘  i’ve survived for centuries. did you really think you could kill me. ‘

‘ you are quite valuable, you know. ‘ 

‘ the deal is the deal. ‘ 

‘ i’m just trying to keep warm. you should join me. ‘ 

‘ i’ve been warned off the job. ‘ 

‘ i know that look. he’s a man consumed with vengeance. ‘ 

‘ please tell me you have a plan. ‘ 

‘ i’m not against the occasional light roleplay. ‘ 

‘ i’d miss me too. i’m fantastic. ‘

‘ no one is ever going to believe i’m that old. ‘

‘ why does this concern me? ‘ 

‘ well of course certain death pays a million. ‘ 

‘ unlike a spider, i only need one leg. ‘ 

[indurtize]

emil  kindell ,

          he shakes his head at her inquiry.  he wants to,  yes.  physically there’s that familiar urge.  but he’s supposed to be trying to learn how to handle this better.  and he can’t do that if he just does what he’s always done.  it won’t show him how to properly let go,  how to try and embrace what he is.  head tilts down to meet willow’s lips.  he lets her push him back towards the bathtub,  but his neck still cranes towards her.  a deep breath is exhaled out when he feels the sensations she’s pressing into his skin.  the corner of his mouth tugs into a small smirk.  “  you’d like that wouldn’t you,  ”  he murmurs,  licking his bottom lip and noting the way her taste lingers on it.  emil moves one of his hands to her jaw and brushes his thumb against her lips.  “  do you trust me?  ”  he can be dangerous when he’s like this.  he gets violent urges.  with the type of bastard that’s in his head right now he could be just as likely to gain pleasure from stabbing someone as he could kissing them.  

never  felt  for  a  coping  mechanism ,   always  moved  on  to  the  next  job .   always  been  easy .   part  of  her .   never  fought  it   &   it  was  all  she  knew   :   maybe  it  was  better  that  way .   there’s  a  small  smile  tugging  at  lips  when  he  exhales  and  lips  near  ghost  against  his  still .   hand  keep  in  place ,   still  make  him  feel  the  same  brewing  warmth  beneath  skin ,   only  eyes  open  and  there’s  a  small  hum .   she  definitely  would .   she  knows  it ,   so  it’s  easier  than  try  and     .  .  .     not  even  sure  what  he  wants  from  her  right  now.   didn’t  want  to  get  drunk  and  this  could  be  almost  that ,   get  his  mind  off  it  at  least .     ❝   i  would ,   yeah .   ❞      chin  lift  when  hand  move  to  her  jaw  and  it  takes  her  a  little  off  guard .   trust  didn’t  come  easy .   even  the  people  at  tantalus  she  didn’t  trust   &   if  there  had  to  be  one ,   it  would  have  to  be  her  handler .     ❝   depends .   ❞      feels  more  honest  than  a  simple  yes  or  no .   tongue  flicker  out  over  thumb ,   brow  arching .     ❝   why   ?   ❞

[indurtize]

My hands are full of ash. I burn down everything I touch.

(via kcllerqueen)

[indurtize]

magnolia  castillo​ ,

@indurtize sent: “ well. there goes my favorite shirt. ”

          don’t panic.  it’s the only thing she can think at first when she stairs at willow.  the fabric of her shirt is ripped apart and beneath it is bloodstained skin.  when she panics she gets her words twisted up even more and when that happens she’s fucking useless.  mags blinks a moment and then shakes her head to get herself to snap out of it.  she kneels down by the nearest corpse and unceremoniously uses her knife to cut away their shirt.   when she stands back up she focuses on willow,  moving to press the newly acquired fabric against the injury in place of gauze.  it’ll do until she get to a kit.  

usually  go  unharmed  because  situations  that  escalates ,   are  usually  something  nipped  in  the  bud .   this  had  gotten  a  little  out  of  hand  however   &   when  everything  is  over ,   it  feels  like  the  adrenaline  seeps  out  with  the  blood  that  escapes  the  wound  across  abdomen .   color  the  white  shirt  crimson  and  sarcastic  remark  leaves  her  as  she  clutch  her  abdomen ,   putting  pressure  on  it .   not  that  it  help  too  much .   air  is  sharply  exhales  when  fabric  of  pressed  against  wound   &   eyes  close  for  a  moment .   get  back  to  the  hotel  room ,   try  not  to  bleed  all  over  the  place .   there’s  a  slight  nod ,   more  to  herself  than  magnolia  before  she  curl  an  arm  over  her  shoulder  for  support  when  the  room  spin  a  little  faster .     ❝   everything  i  need  to  be  patched  up  is  back  at  the  hotel  room .   ❞

[indurtize]