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Hello!

I know in my last chapter post I would try to get back on a more consistent schedule with posting chapters for You’ll Always Be My Angel, but that kind of went to pieces😅. It has been a little more than a month than I posted and I’m really sorry about that. And I do have reasons for it I promise!

Part of it is these next few chapters were giving me a little bit of writers block! So it did take a while to figure out what I wanted to write. But unfortunately by the time I figured that out, some stuff happened. My mental health went into a small decline and my dysphoria kinda got the best of me for a while. And some chapters were particularly hard for me to write. And then add some personal stuff to the mix, that I would rather not put on the internet for right now. But it did involve some trauma from a few years ago resurfacing.

But I have slowly been getting back into the rhythm of writing and I’m making some progress. I think I’m going to try to have some chapters completed and ready for when I have times like this so I don’t leave you guys hanging.

But to keep you guys entertained until the next chapter, I’ve decided to answer some questions I’ve gotten! Whether it be from my friends or family who read my story, or you guys messaging me with them. But you guys have asked some really good questions! So I’ll go ahead and answer some of those now!

1) Why is Crowley’s scar golden?

I love this question! And there are actually two reasons behind this! The first being I liked the idea of body marks and traits that are holy being golden. Like angels who have moles or freckles and they’re golden. So it made sense to me that any scar left by someone/something holy be golden as well. Even on a demon. The second reason is it was also inspired by Kintsugi. Kintsugi is the Japanese art of repairing broken pottery by mending the areas of breakage with lacquer dusted or mixed with powdered gold. It’s meaning is to learn to embrace your flaws and imperfections. And seeing as Crowley is insecure about his golden scar, he will eventually learn to and be comfortable with embracing this part of him!

2) Why didn’t Aziraphale take Crowley to a hospital?

Well, I think it would have been a little awkward for the both of them. And how would they fill out the forms? No birthday or insurance provider. And I’m not sure how any medical exams would play out. It would cause a lot of issues if Crowley’s wings suddenly emerged. And also the process of Aziraphale explaining how this happened to Crowley. So having Aziraphale take care of Crowley himself seemed more logical. Also, I’m a sucker for couples tending to each other’s wounds🥰

3) How long will this story be?

You know, i’m not really sure. I have about twenty chapters structured, but there’s still a lot more to add. So it’s safe to say this will be a long one!

4) Will the reveal of season 2 effect the story at all?

I’ve actually answered this before I think, but I’ll answer it again! Seeing as I already have a plot and ending in mind, I have no plans on letting season 2 impact it. But who knows that may change! But for now, the answer is no :)

5) When will we find out what happened to Crowley?

Soon! But not for a few chapters, so stay tuned!!! ;)

6) What inspired this fan fiction?

It was actually an animatic on youtube by Magismol-v (if you know if they have a tumblr, please tag them!). It was to the song Icarus by Bastille. I instantly fell in love with the idea of Aziraphale Falling from Heaven for Crowley. And thus, this fan fiction was born!

7) What’s with the content warnings? They just spoil things. (Yes this is a real question I got)

In this fan fiction, there will be a lot of things that might have the potential to trigger someone. And the last thing I want is for someone to be upset or triggered by something I wrote. So, I include the warnings. But seeing as a can’t prepare for every warning, I am always welcome to warning suggestions. If you suggest a trigger warning to me, it will be added. If you don’t like the trigger warnings, too bad. They’re not leaving. So. You can either skip past them or just not read. Yes, spoilers suck. But so does being triggered.

8) What communities, religions, identities, cultures, etc are you planning on including?

I don’t have any specific plans for representation right now. It’s mostly based on what each chapter is about. I don’t want to add representation where it doesn’t benefit the community I’m trying to represent. But I am also open to hearing about representation you the reader want to see! And if I ever write any representation wrong or offensively, please let me know so I can fix it!!!

I love hearing questions from you guys, so keep them coming! As always, have a tickety boo day and keep an eye out for the next chapter!!!🖤🤍

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YES! I would love to see demons and angels with different colored wings! And I would especially love to see Beelzebub with giant fly wings! And I have a feeling that Gabriel’s would resemble pigeon wings. He just gives me pigeon vibes.

Wings are actually something I have a great deal of attention and detail to in my fanfiction! They’re sort of like fingerprints to me; no two set of wings are the same. They say a lot about the being that bears them. About their personality, sense of style, morals or goals.

Like with Aziraphale’s new demon wings; they are black and do resemble Crowley’s wings. Except in the fact that they shimmer and have a slight holographic look to them. Yes, Crowley’s wings are well kept and have a slight gleam in the sunlight. But they don’t shimmer like Aziraphale’s do. I know I compared the shimmer to car oil, but that wasn’t meant in a negative effect. Like, have you seen a puddle of car oil in a parking lot? It’s so pretty, shining with all sorts of colors (I’ll add photos below)! If it makes you feel better about them, you can compare it to bismuth (the rock, not the Steven Universe character lol). The shimmer in Aziraphale’s wings means this: yes, he is a demon and he has Fallen. But he still has is same morals. He still believes in peace, love, tranquillity and harmony. He is still the same Aziraphale he was before he Fell.

So expect a lot of wing symbolism in the chapters to come!😊

This is what I was talking about with the oil! IT’S SO PRETTY!!!!!!!🤩

And this is the stone bismuth I was talking about! The shimmer and colors resemble oil! So whichever comparison you prefer!

From the DVD commentary, episode 1:

Neil Gaiman: There’s a line in the book about angels and demons having the same wings, their wings not being different. Which I decided meant that demons didn’t have bat wings or something like that, they are both lovely and feathery. And Aziraphale has white wings, Crowley has black wings. If we ever get to see more angels or demons maybe they’ll have different coloured wings. Except for Beelzebub who probably has giant fly wings.

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i wanted to believe in love, so i believed in you.

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Aziraphale and Crowley destress after the Apocalypse.

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SEASON 2!!!

Hi everyone! I'm sure you are all as excited for season 2 of Good Omens as I am! I just want to address a question that I've been getting. As far as we can tell, season 2 is set in the time after armageddon't. So a few of you have been wondering if thay will change the plot of my fan fiction (You'll Always Be My Angel) since it takes place after armageddon't. As far as I can tell, it won't change the plot. I already know the direction I want this story to go, so there won't be any major changes. Thank you all so much for reading! I really appreciate all your comments and kudos!😊🖤

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Chapter 7!!!

As promised, chapter 7 is posted!😊

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CHAPTER 6!!!!!!!!

Hey everyone! Chapter 6 has been posted! I’m so sorry about the wait! I explain a little more in the chapter notes!

And as you all know, I always add content warnings to my posts. But these content warnings include only minor plot spoilers. And I know spoilers suck, but I would recommend reading through them. The last thing I want to do is write something that upsets my readers and brings up bad memories.

I’m offering something new to my writing: if you read the warnings and notice something that is particularly a bad/traumatic topic for you, message me. If you do this, one or more of the following will happen:

work with you to write/alter the chapter in a way that will make it comfortable for you to read. ❗️This is not an invitation to message me asking me to change something simply because it wasn’t to your taste or the way you liked it.❗️

Summarize what happened so you don’t have to read those events in detail (I try to add a lot of detail to my writing)

Send you a version without the triggering part along with doing option two

Just explain to me what you think would help you read that chapter if any of the above don’t suit you

If this offer is abused or used in ways that are not to help those with trauma, I will unfortunately have to revoke this new system. And I really don’t want to do that! So please be respectful of others and me!

Please enjoy!

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Chapter 5 is Up

Chapter 5, Fool’s Gold, is up and running!

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Chapter 4 of You’ll Always Be My Angel is up!

Chapter 4 is up and available to read!

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Don’t let them bury me as someone I’m not.

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Unfortunately, this is not true☹️

I believe Neil Gaiman said it wasn’t on his twitter (I haven’t been on Twitter in forever though. I saw it on the comments of another post that he had)

But tbh, there are enough people writing fanfic about what happens after Armageddon’t (including myself 🙃), that there probably is enough content to make several more seasons🤷.

WHAT???????? Is this for real???

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Aziraphale as Whose Line Is It Anyway Personas:

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This scene is actually a HUGE reference and inspiration when I’m writing Aziraphale as defiant and brave, or witty.

Also, a HUGE thank you to the person who makes GIFs of Crowley and Aziraphale labeled “Character Study”. It’s been a big help to me and has saved me so much time when I need to look at their mannerisms! If you know who they are, tag them please so I can thank them properly!🤍🖤

and then you turn up. late for armageddon, no flaming sword, not even a body you pathetic excuse for an angel. well, i suppose i am, really.

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Chapter 3 is out!

Chapter 3 of You’ll Always Be My Angel is up and running!

This is the chapter that I posted by mistake, so you can read it for a refresher if you want!

Thanks for reading!

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I love hearing (positive) feedback and comments and anything I’ve done!

to everyone who’s ever said something kind about my work: you help me get through the day. thank you.

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*snif* *snif* beautiful 🥺

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