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and what if we kissed under the orange hues of a flickering streetlight as snow falls around us and all i can see is heaven in your eyes

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happy new years everyone have a happy safe one, let's make 2024 the best we can :)

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it's okay if you're not on a rec list

it's okay if you don't have 1000 followers

it's okay if you haven't written as much as you wanted to this year

it's okay if you doubt yourself

it's okay to want more attention

it's okay if you're too shy to share your work

you are valued. you are here. you are important.

there's at least one person out there who recognizes you and looks forward to what you have to say.

you belong.

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making a list of things you want to do with your baby when they're a little older 🥺 keeping the list in the photo album so you can have a section of pictures for doing all of the things 😭

dad hasan first christmas!!!!!!!! all the traditions please please please please-

okay cause like here's the thing

Hasan has said before he celebrates like - not religious Christmas, but consumer Christmas (I do not have this quote but it was within the last month where he talked about it) so I feel like all of his traditions are like. based in things but not in a materialistic way. like.

🎄Hasan splurges on a good camera so that he can take 1000 pictures of his two favorite people in the world (you and your child), and the photo taking turns into a tradition. maybe there's always one that's the same, where it's the three of you sat in front of the Christmas tree.

🎄Hasan also feels like the type to put away money every month for his kid so that on Christmas he can give it to them. it also probably feels like "here's the money we're putting away for college" 💀 but I think it depends on how old they are (but it definitely starts on their first Christmas so it's stacked by the time they're allowed to take any money out of it)

🎄if you have traditions from your family, i think he adopts whatever you bring. maybe it's not even to do with your newborn, but as you're sitting at the end of the night, baby on your chest as you lean into Hasan, both sets of legs are up on the ottoman and you talk about how you can't wait to know if they like hot chocolate or eggnog more... or if they're a holiday drink person at all, and do they want to open gifts on Christmas eve or do they have more patience than you?

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dad hasan visiting santa with his kid fluff pls n thank u

you and Hasan and the twins and going to the mall, they're running between the two of you, jumping to reach your hand and you're swapping who is holding who because they can never decide whose arms are really who they want to be with more.

it'd be irritating if it wasn't so funny to have them sit in your arms while you're in line to see Santa for maybe 2 minutes before having to swap because they're jealous that Hasan is holding their sibling.

Hasan probably is all for it too, seeing Santa for Christmas and having a family photo with Santa is very American and you got one the last few years so now that they're sentient little people with minds of their own (mostly) he's excited that they're excited

"so what are you going to ask Santa for?" you ask, adjusting one of them on your hip and they purse their lips, deep in thought.

"ummm..."

"I want a new elmo." and Hasan scoffs because, it's going to be from him anyway and it's going to be the best damn elmo that they ever have (even if they're bored with it in 3 weeks and want a new one, again).

"I want a space ship."

"I don't know if Santa can do a spaceship bub."

"daddy can!" says your child, and Hasan's chest puffs out before he picks up the other twin and holds them close.

"damn straight daddy can get you a space ship, we'll get our picture taken and then we'll go shopping." you roll your eyes at him, of course. you'd be lucky if they don't tell Santa to his face that only daddy has the right gifts again and they have to quick explain to the people in the mall...

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Merry Christmas Chat

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dad hasan first christmas!!!!!!!! all the traditions please please please please-

okay cause like here's the thing

Hasan has said before he celebrates like - not religious Christmas, but consumer Christmas (I do not have this quote but it was within the last month where he talked about it) so I feel like all of his traditions are like. based in things but not in a materialistic way. like.

🎄Hasan splurges on a good camera so that he can take 1000 pictures of his two favorite people in the world (you and your child), and the photo taking turns into a tradition. maybe there's always one that's the same, where it's the three of you sat in front of the Christmas tree.

🎄Hasan also feels like the type to put away money every month for his kid so that on Christmas he can give it to them. it also probably feels like "here's the money we're putting away for college" 💀 but I think it depends on how old they are (but it definitely starts on their first Christmas so it's stacked by the time they're allowed to take any money out of it)

🎄if you have traditions from your family, i think he adopts whatever you bring. maybe it's not even to do with your newborn, but as you're sitting at the end of the night, baby on your chest as you lean into Hasan, both sets of legs are up on the ottoman and you talk about how you can't wait to know if they like hot chocolate or eggnog more... or if they're a holiday drink person at all, and do they want to open gifts on Christmas eve or do they have more patience than you?

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officially closing the gate on christmas requests 🚪

merry christmas to those who celebrate! i hope everyone has a wonderful day regardless if you do celebrate or not 🎉

i'll be working on writing the rest of the requests!

2 weeks till Christmas...

hello, okay, so.

we have 2 weeks until christmas officially.

i'd like to be open for any and all cliche requests to write OUTSIDE of right person wrong time. i'm talking holiday headcanons of any holiday, happy ones, sad ones, things that could only happen in a lifetime movie.

let these be the gifts under your metaphorical tree

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nick + christmas fluff???? maybe looking at christmas lights together and rating them

okay just. hear me out.

you're in the aisle at like walmart or some other store of a similar vein, chewing on your nails because Nick left you there to grab lights while he grabbed a tree stand a few aisles over. he comes back and sees that you haven't made any choices.

"what's the hold up?" he asks innocently and puts the tree stand in the cart.

"i can't figure out which ones i want for the tree. because like, i think i like white lights better but if we're getting all silver stuff, the rainbow lights will bounce off of it really nicely?"

"okay so what." he cuts himself off because it feels goofy asking but like, how else do you ask? "so what's an s-tier light for the tree?" you snort.

"we're doing a tier list now?"

"yeah! humor me, what's s-tier?"

"i guess... white, led lights. they're so bright, and pretty. but i think specifically for outside, not inside... but the rainbow led lights are... probably s-tier too but for inside." Nick nods.

"I think all the led lights are probably always s-tier, as long as they don't blink. if they can blink but don't have to, then yes s-tier."

"but lights that blink all the time?"

"oh, f tier, clearly. it's distracting." you laugh in response. he goes to grab a bundle of icicle lights.

"ew no, well maybe not ew but i don't want gimmick lights."

"how are icicle lights gimmick lights?"

"it's for people to cope with not having snow." it was his turn to laugh, wrapping an arm around you and putting the icicle lights in the cart.

"well i'm huffing copium then because i like them."

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aiden cookie decorating fluff please

okay so falling in line with this ask where i said i feel like he is constantly eating ingredients when you're making dinner, you can absolutely go and buy the stuff for cookies together. sometimes when it's just buying blank cookie bases and icing and then just making a mess and eating them.

but for the holidays, it's homemade all the way. it's probably always like, peanut butter cookies with a hershey's kiss in the middle of it and also lace cookies (which is like butter and oats and they're my favorite but they're simple). you two sitting at the kitchen counter and talking, kicking feet into one another and peeling hershey's kisses and still eating like a quarter of them.

messing up recipes and laughing about it, where you've used sugar instead of salt and gagging when you try them. making some type of cocktail while you're doing it, much too sweet and then much too sour. it's a terrible night of baking really, but you two have such a good time until its the next morning and you realize you had decided that dishes would be better for future you.

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Smile's smile :)

SLIMES

SMILE

slimes smile!

he's got such a genuine :) smile and just :D it's just!!! i'm in love with him your honor

LOOK AT HIM

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aiden && christmas fluff

snow angels?

okay but an entire day in the snow! getting dressed nice and warm and going out with food dye and water in spray bottles and spraying the snow before or after building snow people. falling onto your back and making a snow angel and having him help you can get up without ruining the silhouette of the angel!

i think he'd also be all for like, eating snowcones from fresh snow in your backyard. cover it with chocolate or syrup 🤤

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you ever hate an image so much you see it when you close your eyes?

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sorry the last few days have been miserable but i am working on asks, i hope all those who celebrate christmas are excited for the weekend 😊i'll be working 💀

i've been at the same place for almost 10 years it's a 24/7 place so we work holidays and it's the 9th year in a row where my best friend asks me if im working on christmas or not

ive stopped correcting her because i don't think she'll ever remember 😂