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What have I done...

I am a horrible person, I've done some things that I greatly regret. It is so hard to accept them. I have become more and more introverted over the years. I don't know how to speak or response to people or show affection. I am just not okay...I have things thoughts or ideas in my mind that's evil and disturbing and I cry thinking; why? Slowly going crazy from staying with the thoughts in my brain.

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Be You

It's sad when you want your lover or someone else to make you feel special when you should see and feel special within yourself. Don't change your identity to be accepted. Not everyone is going to love what you love and think is right. Stay positive.

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Saudade and Imperfections

I've been scratching and itching away the sides of my thumbs. So much that it bleeds more and more daily. The past couple of weeks or months I feel reluctant or afraid to speak up or out. So frustrated with imperfections and being saudade. Became to comfortable, there's no surprises, no more little smiles to catch my attention. Less effort to keep a strong bond going.

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just tell them you love them already

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Best friends

When you have 3 best friends but they're far away. Making time for them is always possible because you live them. You will always listen to each other and tell everything. I deeply miss my 3 friends, 1. Philippines 2.Pakistan and 3. West Virginia. I miss and love them soo much. They are simply irreplaceable.

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In love

Why does feeling loved feels so distant.

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Manipulation.

The day I first met you, was my most exciting day of the year. Today, I feel like within all the years we been through, the drastic ups and downs; thinking that our kind of relationship will be okay for us. But it is not, I have really come to the conclusions that I am not the woman for you, or  you are not the man for me. There was not one time that you looked at me passionately and said “I like you,” or “ You are what I need.” It is sad that our happiness comes through having sex with one another. I honestly feel like a booty call or your fantasy. Calling me your girlfriend and trying to treat me like one is like your way to make me stay. So many things I wanted to do with you. But it became one complain to another. Why can’t it be just a hangout and chill around the city. Explore things we would never run into, if we just tried. Never told me how you felt when you were around me. You would only tell me what you wanted to do to me.

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Love is Different.

Everyone is loved in different ways. I think, if you want to love someone or something, you would have to learn how to love and appreciate them. Learn more about them to the point where other people gave up on them. May be hard to handle, but it is all up to you whether you want to do it or not.

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Become Greater!

“There’s no point, give up on me.”

Says the person that misses; Your company, Your hugs, Your humour, Your comfort, Your care... Yet avoids ways to see you. Pushes away, Someone who is calm and collected. Someone who will forgive and forget. Someone who will move forward and progress. YOU! will be someone, That will take this! As an opportunity. To make better choices, Make greater results To prove yourself And believe in what YOU are capable of.

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I've become bitter and selfish.......and I hate it.

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