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Tumblr, I propose a battle of wits!

I have put Iocaine powder in one of these two goblets. You choose, then we both drink.

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Someone got discharged from the php I’m at today. I only met them twice but I’m still proud of them.

In other news my program therapist is cool and sat on the floor with me

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Day 2 of php:

They gave me an official binder of mental illness yesterday. My bag is a little too small for it but that’s okay it’s a cute bag.

I forgor a spoon again.

Oh, and I made clay bones bc we do bones motherfucker

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I got a fidget

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I’m gonna be late to my first day of php. Being late is one of my biggest anxiety triggers. Yes I see the irony in this.

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Bc I’m doing a php instead of working at my old summer camp, the new season of camp here and there is already destroying me.

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“im gay” “im straight”

okay? my name is inigo montoya? you killed my father? prepare to die?

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I think I’m gonna post abt it on this blog, I wanna keep everything together

So I’m starting at a php(partial hospitalization program) in about a week. I kinda wanna document my experiences/progress on here, should I post on this blog or make a sideblog?

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So I’m starting at a php(partial hospitalization program) in about a week. I kinda wanna document my experiences/progress on here, should I post on this blog or make a sideblog?

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rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please

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me when we start eating billionaires and i have to kill gomez addams

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things you DO NOT need to be a man

a dick

he/him pronouns

XY chromosomes

things you DO need to be a man

the swiftness of a coursing river

the force of a great typhoon

the strength of a raging fire

the mysteriousness of the dark side of the moon

^this post was brought to you by LGBT^

Let's

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Business

To defeat the huns

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Farewell online privacy

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Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

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Oh yah if it wasn’t clear by this post, I’m gonna be reblogging all sorts of camp here and there stuff now

Now that camp here and there is returning for s2 in about a week, I think it’s time I tell all you lovely blorbos how I was introduced to the ch&t and tma fandoms.

So, in sophomore year of high school I was in dnd club obviously and one of the players told me all about their character based on Sydney. The same person separately explained all of the tma fears to me with zero context bc I said their earrings gave bill cypher and they were like “um actually Magnus”. I’m deep in my gravity falls fandom era at this point. Also the person who told me these things was generally not kind to me but at least they gave me this.

Cut to a year later, and I finally get a new phone that can actually run the Apple podcast app (I have strict parents who originally gave me an iPhone 4 with everything restricted). At the same time, I’m deeply missing my old summer camp and had just finished rewatching gravity falls again.

I vaguely remembered this random podcast that was described as “gravity falls core” and I’m like what the hell im bored anyway and play the ch&t trailer .

I immediately fall in love, and proceed to binge listen to every episode. Over like maybe 3 days. And then I do it again. And again. All the way through junior year. On a singular day of winter break I remember tma exists and try to listen to the first episode. I hate it and go back to my ch&t brain rot but by the end of junior year I’m a little sick of it. I remember tma exists again, try really hard to get into it, and give up after slogging through the first 5 episodes on 1.5x speed.

I bring my ch&t obsession with me to a theater program I do over the summer and during show week, I have nothing to do during the performances I’m on run crew for. Instead me and my friend swap podcast recommendations and they start ch&t while I finish s1 of tma. Side note this friend has osdd and they ended up with Sydney as an alter.

After I finish the first season, I can’t get back into it and I’m bored and burnt out bc senior year. I actually leave off on basira’s first episode, yknow right when s2 gets interesting.

Fast forward, there’s a new teen librarian at my local library who just happens to have a tma sticker on her laptop and I’m like huh maybe I should try that again.

And then I binge the end of s2. Once one gets to s3 of tma, you’re a little too deep in to loose interest.

I finish s5 a few weeks before the end of senior year, binge all of protocol, and literally from starting s3 to now have not been able to shut up about tma.

Oh also I got isolated from my friend group at the same time that I was listening to s4

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Now that camp here and there is returning for s2 in about a week, I think it’s time I tell all you lovely blorbos how I was introduced to the ch&t and tma fandoms.

So, in sophomore year of high school I was in dnd club obviously and one of the players told me all about their character based on Sydney. The same person separately explained all of the tma fears to me with zero context bc I said their earrings gave bill cypher and they were like “um actually Magnus”. I’m deep in my gravity falls fandom era at this point. Also the person who told me these things was generally not kind to me but at least they gave me this.

Cut to a year later, and I finally get a new phone that can actually run the Apple podcast app (I have strict parents who originally gave me an iPhone 4 with everything restricted). At the same time, I’m deeply missing my old summer camp and had just finished rewatching gravity falls again.

I vaguely remembered this random podcast that was described as “gravity falls core” and I’m like what the hell im bored anyway and play the ch&t trailer .

I immediately fall in love, and proceed to binge listen to every episode. Over like maybe 3 days. And then I do it again. And again. All the way through junior year. On a singular day of winter break I remember tma exists and try to listen to the first episode. I hate it and go back to my ch&t brain rot but by the end of junior year I’m a little sick of it. I remember tma exists again, try really hard to get into it, and give up after slogging through the first 5 episodes on 1.5x speed.

I bring my ch&t obsession with me to a theater program I do over the summer and during show week, I have nothing to do during the performances I’m on run crew for. Instead me and my friend swap podcast recommendations and they start ch&t while I finish s1 of tma. Side note this friend has osdd and they ended up with Sydney as an alter.

After I finish the first season, I can’t get back into it and I’m bored and burnt out bc senior year. I actually leave off on basira’s first episode, yknow right when s2 gets interesting.

Fast forward, there’s a new teen librarian at my local library who just happens to have a tma sticker on her laptop and I’m like huh maybe I should try that again.

And then I binge the end of s2. Once one gets to s3 of tma, you’re a little too deep in to loose interest.

I finish s5 a few weeks before the end of senior year, binge all of protocol, and literally from starting s3 to now have not been able to shut up about tma.

Oh also I got isolated from my friend group at the same time that I was listening to s4

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Ugh I haven’t had any profound or funny enough thoughts to make an original post here in agessssssssss