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Sadly, it took a virus for some people to actually care about others. I know so many people want to justify with it’s better late than never. For me, life’s too short to waste on some who will eventually lead Back to toxicity. It’s your choice what you do with someone’s venom. Just acknowledge is this person who you want around when it comes time for your departure. Choose your time wisely. #dontrewardbadbehavior #youonlyliveonce #lifeistooshort #cherisheverymoment #selfcare

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Now more than Ever people are losing 𝖧 𝖮 𝖯 𝖤. As of late I’ve been getting the wrath of some people. Luckily I was made to take it, & unlike so many I have compassion for those who cannot take the pain or hurt any longer. The intensity of what surrounds us is like no other. So what path are choosing? Who are you planning to be from this moment forward? Sorrow is More deadly & spreads faster than any virus. And hope is the fastest acting antidote than any medicine. #makethemostoflife #youonlyliveonce #hope #blessing #lifewisdom #scripture

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Can I pull off this eye look? If you’d love to see a deaf-blind actually slay this tutorial follow @jojoinsp & stay tuned! #mirrorlessmakeup #youniquejourney #deafblind #slayallday #howdoesshedoit

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This speaks beyond truth. How many times have you heard, I don’t have TIME to text, call. I’m busy, I’ll get back to you when things slow down. What if you don’t have many years left to wait, would you waste energy on anyone who won’t give you the time of day? And then proceed to play victim & martyr when you point this out. As if their deflection, gaslighting, even narcissistic behaviors is supposed to somehow make up for them being a shitty “friend”? This is why I’m living for me. Not wasting time, when it comes to helping others and finishing what’s left of my purpose. And whatever God asks of me. My next moves, Is going to be hard for some people to swallow. As the gloves are coming off. When it comes to my thoughts on so many issues. My standpoint will not be for the easily offended. If you think you can handle my words. MESSAGE me or FOLLOW my page. For my website link. I’ve never been afraid tk hold back. And let’s be real. I’m Not going to live long. lol. I know some people don’t find this funny. (Dark Humor). When you have a fatal disease. You develop a IDGAF mentality. I was like this before hitting the final stage of the Ehlers Danlos. However now more than ever. It’s definitely reached a new level.

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Absolutely loving this new color. Thanks @esalon Definitely a blind girls bff! I can rely on you for great color. You never disappoint! #haircolor https://www.instagram.com/p/B7J2J3VA4kO/?igshid=nrernerdtjx1

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Letting these acrylics set in. Always good to treat yourself to a self manicure. Not bad for a blind female. No matter what you face in life. Nothing should keep you from doing the things you love. I may not be completely blind yet. The eyesight I do have left. Is extremely minimal. I am in limbo. Waiting my fate wondering if my vision stays the same or goes doesn’t mean. I have to stop living life. Time is limited & every second Counts. #livetothefullest #blind #deafblind #retinitispigmentosa #fighter #slay #acrylicnails https://www.instagram.com/p/B7EBb8VgH1v/?igshid=1ryyqf3n0o1dc

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I am trying hardest to fight this on going battle with my debilitating terminal illness. It’s becoming more frustrating to lose a significant amount of hearing & vision. The more limited I become the more powerless I feel. With the Ehlers-Danlos being so painful to the point that it’s scary. Means I truly don’t know how much time I have left. I’ve never let my depression consume me. It’s definitely been quite the battle. So far I’m winning. Knowing that suicide is an alternative whether I do this consciously or unconsciously. As many dont get. I have no control over a neurological disorder. I am simply trapt in a prison mind. I have lost battles before. I have strong feeling God will not give up on me. Even if I have the a fleeting thought of giving up on myself. #walkbyfaithnotbysight https://www.instagram.com/p/B6pe4FggXVb/?igshid=fn2ucg7p7t31

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Today also marks my last attempt. I woke up in the ER, which led to getting clean as well. If it wasn’t for a dear friend of mine calling the cops. I wouldn’t be here today telling you my story. It was definitely a close call as I came close to defeat. I was lucky to have God standing by. And holding me until I woke up in the earlier morning. It may have been Christmas Day. So I’ve always celebrated Xmas reflecting & thanking him for the blessings. No matter how hard life was. I’m grateful to still be alive today. #suicideattemptsurvivor #every40seconds #cherisheverymoment #godisgood #blessed #faith https://www.instagram.com/p/B6fYGlrgPvY/?igshid=1jsduehn10k3c