#suicideattemptsurvivor

[frostralia]

Today I wanted to share something special with you all from my journey. I'm going to be graduating from college soon. For my graduation cap I wanted to have three stickers that represent an important part of my journey to this wonderful point in my life.

The 🌈 ♾️ represents me not only coming to terms with being autistic, but learning to love, and embracing it.

The 🏳️‍⚧️ sticker represents me finally discovering who I was, and being able to live as my authentic self.

The 💙💜 🎀 represents my survival from a suicide attempt that I had back in 2015, and how I was able to build myself up from the ground into the most beautiful, brilliant, and kind hearted version of myself that I have ever been.

[doctorsickx]

This Morning: A Thread (TW: Suicidal ideation)

My brain: Ugh, not again

How and why am I still alive?

Because I just fell asleep, it's normal

I don't want to be here.

I don't want to be here.

I cannot unalive myself here. I need to wait until I can.

I need to study, get my degree, get a job, start living alone.

Only then will I be able to end it.

Alone, alone, alone.

Yes, only a few more years.

Let's start the day.

[termsoflife]

Awareness of the growing yet very much preventable act of suicide is observed on World Suicide Prevention Day on September 10.

[the-sinking-feeling-starts]

SUS VIBES ALL DAY TODAY

NOVEMBER 18 2020

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[abcingforanxiety]

Watch "MENTAL Hospital at 13 Years Old!! #suicidesurvivor #teenagesuicidesurvivor #suicideattemptsurvivor" on YouTube

[givingvoicetodepressionpodcast]

Hope. Hold on to it with both hands!

https://soundcloud.com/givingvoicetodepression

[drugcarts]

Tips to avoid self-harm If you're feeling unhappy, you may try expressing your feelings in a safer way Learn about mental health including support for stress, anxiety, & depression. Relaxing activities such as peaceful breathing exercises can help relieve anxiety. Try sharing your thoughts with a trusted friend, family member, or trained volunteer. Like ❤️ and share it with your friends. For more useful tips follow #drugcarts Visit www.drugcarts.com for health care services. . . . #mentalhealthproblems #mentalhealthwarrior #suicideattemptsurvivor #mentalhealth #healthtipsoftheday #mentalhealthindia #mentalhealthnurse #suicideawarness #mentalhealthsupport #mentalhealthrecovery #tagify_app #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthawarness #mentalhealthwarriors #suicide #suicideprevention #healthtips #mentalhealthmatters #healthtips4life #healthtipsforyou #healthtipsandservice #selfharm https://www.instagram.com/p/CdYbAxfJNTR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[sceltic]

Today marks three years since I tried to commit suicide. Pills were my weapon of choice, but death was not in the cards for me that night. I remember the acceptance; the utter bliss I felt before doing the act. It was terrifying. Just knowing you were going to die, but being okay with it. And here I am three years later, still fighting my own mind and still pushing to want to live sometimes, not all the time, but some. #suicideattemptsurvivor #suicideprevention #suicide #suicidalthought #suicidal #suicidaltendencies #suicidalprevention #overdoseawareness #overdose #overdoseprevention #stillalive #stillbreathing #stillliving #stillfighting #fightthethoughts #depression #depressionhelp #depressionawareness #depressionedits🖤🖤🖤 #keepgoing #keepliving #keepdreaming #yourstoryisntoveryet #yourstorymatters #yourstory #tellyourstory #bestrong #10102017 https://www.instagram.com/p/CGA0YzbDbKu/?igshid=7prsbk75593j

[iamsufficient]

SHOP NOW!

iamsufficient.com

[emilyiannielli]

I’m currently in a mania phase of my bipolar disorder as I haven’t slept in 3 days straight and part of the reason is financial stress and worries for my future and my autistic son’s future especially if this scumbag Trump administration guts social security, Medicare and Medicaid which my son relies on as he’s autistic and that’s the funding for his group home placement and his medical costs! I worked 30 years paying my social security and Medicare taxes and I depend on my social security disability to pay my mortgage with my long term disability as I’m no longer able to work in accounting profession! I will lose my house if My benefits are cut and I then won’t be able to pay my mortgage and wind up homeless which would certainly push me over the edge if my son, family and I wind up homeless as I have only one backup plan to save my wife and son, my life insurance policy of $1M which would pay out because I’m well past the 2 year suicide clause as I’ve held my AICPA life insurance for over 20 years. Just last year in January 2019, 2 days before my birthday of January 18 I deliberately overdosed with suicidal intentions but survived because my friends from the Mormon church visiting me called 911 when I collapsed in one of their arms! I almost died but they saved my life. #suicideideation #suicide #depression #socialsecurity #medicare #medicaid #bipolardisorder #autism #autismawareness #bipolarawareness #transgender #depression #hopeless #financialstress #cpa #lifeinsurance #suicideattemptsurvivor (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9EC7bSHS6m/?igshid=wze0x3x4woji

[inspstry-blog]

Today also marks my last attempt. I woke up in the ER, which led to getting clean as well. If it wasn’t for a dear friend of mine calling the cops. I wouldn’t be here today telling you my story. It was definitely a close call as I came close to defeat. I was lucky to have God standing by. And holding me until I woke up in the earlier morning. It may have been Christmas Day. So I’ve always celebrated Xmas reflecting & thanking him for the blessings. No matter how hard life was. I’m grateful to still be alive today. #suicideattemptsurvivor #every40seconds #cherisheverymoment #godisgood #blessed #faith https://www.instagram.com/p/B6fYGlrgPvY/?igshid=1jsduehn10k3c

[doctorsickx]

TW: suicide attempt

A year ago, tonight was the night, I tried to kill myself by overdosing on my antidepressant and antianxiety medication.

There are a lot of parallels between that night and tonight: I was alone in my room, I had smoked, I thought about how lonely I am even after being surrounded by people I love and who love me.

I was stuck in an overthinking loop that night, I just couldn't get out of it. My mind kept on telling me that there's only one way to end it so that's what I did. I tried to end everyone's misery (I thought I was a burden on everyone, that they would be better off without me) so I did what I did.

I ended up being a burden.

I got into emergency, then ICU, which was the loneliest I've ever felt.

After being at home, listening to my parents taunting me every chance they got, I kind of got better.

I'm not always happy but I'm also not crying my eyes out every night.

I'm just okay. Getting by.

I thought I'll cry tonight but nothing so far. Does that mean I've grown? Or am I stronger? Or I just don't care anymore.

[hotandspicynoodlesrus]

Feeling dead inside bois #dead #ifeeldead #ifeeldeadinside #suicidalteens #suicidaltendencies #suicideattemptsurvivor (at Great Mills High) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5-lnqZpLH9/?igshid=8hjgl080rvbg

[schizo-friend-ick]

Just in case the #Clintons are watching. I have no intentions of committing suicide in the foreseeable future. I saw a pattern in my gallery. #suicideprevention #suicideawarness #suicideattemptsurvivor #suicidehotline https://www.instagram.com/p/B43XsennxMV/?igshid=1g3bh5vd0hurv