my brain: wow. you are SO annoying!! theyre probably rolling their eyes each time they see a notification from you. stop annoying them and go do something productive. they dont want to talk to you!
Do you know what happens to a person when their closest one leave ?
The world doesn't crumble down, but it becomes dull. The trees doesn't look green anymore, the sand feels boring. Red colour becomes cringe again and coffee doesn't help with the headache. You don't get excited if someone gifts you flowers nor you like the rainy and stormy weather as it makes you feel like tearing your soul apart. Burning the pages of your personal diaries becomes your favourite pass time. Meeting up with your closest friends starts to feel a burden and sharing your thoughts becomes something you would never even try. The favourite colleagues turns out to be enemies as they insist to move on from that person. But your heart doesn't want to move on, it wants to stay in the memory of that one person, who once showed you the beauty of the world, who once gave you the reason to wake up in the morning and smile, who gave you the reason to laugh at the most inappropriate times. Everything changes, even if you don't want to, the changes comes unexpectedly and suddenly you think you deserve it all.
When I posted here ki I will work on myself, I wasn't lying, honestly this might not mean that much to someone but for myself itna toh I'm sure ki this is progress