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There comes a point in every man’s life where the urge to chainsaw off his own leg outgrows the urge to keep running

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Cat keeps trying to drink the concoction (gin + monster)

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My course is actually cursed bc what fucking luck that every time I feel motivated to get stuff done something goes wrong.

Every. Damn. Time.

Every time i try using the chromebooks they whitescreen and refuse to load. When I do stuff on my iPad my files crash mid drawing and I have to redo my work. When I go on my computer either my keyboard or my headphones or Spotify won’t work.

What god has it out for me?? Like dawg I don’t want to be doing this course but I’d at least like to pass!!

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Might turn into a spam blog

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Babes how you gonna live ten times closer to the campus than I do and yet you are the one who’s late and I’m half hour early…make it make sense

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i often wonder how people manage to get through their day, their month, their week doing school, a job (even like part time work) and hobbies and going out in the evenings and not just wear themselves out. how people stay focused on a task or ignore their environment and get on with something they want or need to do without alcohol or some sort of meds.

and then i have to remember they don't and that the suicide rate for autistic and adhd folk is incredibly high and when I think about going through the diagnosis process again I feel exhausted already because going through it once before was exhausting but to get the help I need i'd need to go through it all again and worse as I'm an adult now

so, alcoholism or smoking it shall end it bc I'm too pussy to do anything else

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If I started addressing myself as a candy-tranny…do you think people would call me a fake trans guy?? Like I’d go by candy-boy but that’s taken by sugar babies :/

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I caved and am watching 9-1-1 how do people get into such nutty situations??

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Who gave you (person who paid in cash and lost the receipt) the audacity to tell me (retail worker with five people in the cue) I’m being rude when I say I can’t help you over the phone

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Boss makes a dollar I make a dime so I look at fanart on company time

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I know it’s not my area managers job to give two shits about his employees but that won’t stop me from being mad at him for messing with the schedule I’m use to

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Being on your period while your sick has to be the work of the devil

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The storm clouds rolling in overhead is like a heavy blanket in my lungs

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Gone again

I suppose the inconsistency is consistent so that’s a little comfort

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If you ever feel like you’re behind on your coursework, just remember:

The girl with adhd is somehow further behind than you are and is about to pull 4 full nighters to pass

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Having to rely on others who are equally as busy is rough as hell

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Time for a man who doesn’t know what he’s doing to try do something