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an old friend from a decade ago reached out to catch up and brag about what she's doing now. but because of recent relapse I'm mentally right back where I was a decade ago. ffff

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Coworker: what's for lunch today

Me: a granola bar. one of those days haha (no, it's everyday)

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i love it when i search certain hashtags on here and tumblr is like "Is Everything Okay?!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHA BRO OF COURSE NOT- that's why i'm searching these things. i enjoy making myself sadder than i already am heh:)

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No one:

Me: "yeah i think i should isolate myself from everyone."

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Suffering from PTSD and a never ending dissociative episode:

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Waking up in the morning after hystericaly crying you're self to sleep.

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