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Ughhh i need to lose weight but i dont do anything for it

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i just need to have more rules for myself. more rules and limits. surely that will help me

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Having an ED so gay like wdym im spending extensive hours Psycho analyzing Sexy thin women and saving their pics

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when i see my trigger food and now i cant stop thinking about it (im going to jvmp)

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When I want to keep my hair healthy but I also want to be skinny😔

Apparently not eating enough can make your hair thin/fall out, does anyone know how to prevent that?? Any vitamins i should take/stuff i should use?

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breaking my silence...

i view my $h as self love and self care /srs

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unfortunately i did in fact fall for the rice cake propaganda and i am now paying the price

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Content warning, r3l4ps3, svv, Sh

I thought it would be better, as soon as I turn 20 but now I’m almost 26 and it’s not.

It’s 4ddictiv3 and s7upi7 I know that but I don’t care anymore.

1 Jus7 w4nn4 r3l4ps3. 0n3 l4s7 7im3.

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how to prevent a b1ng3 you already feel coming:

count the calories of all the food you want to eat, put that in your notebook/calor1e tracker/wtv. see how it feels

make a list of events you have coming up, and think how you will look if you b1ng3

go try on some clothes, make new outfits for the week

shower, confront yourself with the mirror

dont be near the place you keep the food, go to your room and close the door.

lay in your bed. remember that the only person that can get you out of bed is yourself, so as long as youre laying in bed youre not eating

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don’t you wanna be an angel too?

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watching the 1000lb sisters is some of the best motivation

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Tiny frames <3

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Birds born in cages think flying is an illness 🪽

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literally how coming back here after "recovery" feels like:

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Food doesn’t control me. I control food.

I am strong enough to fight it.

I am stubborn enough to meet my goals.

I am beautiful on the inside.

I just need to get rid of all this on the outside.

I deserve this.