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rendezvous

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need more of them

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this has probably been talked about before but damnit i want to see more of the death note characters struggle.

i want to see light flinching at fireworks and his father's touch after the faked execution. i want to see him habitually turning to an empty chair, picking up a tennis racket, absentmindedly making tooth-rotting coffee before he realises L isn't there anymore.

i want to see misa installing multiple locks on her door after her parents' murders, making multiple trips at night just to check the doors are locked. after she gets married to light, i want her to complain to the empty air, to say a hasty goodnight before realising that no-one is there to listen any longer.

i want to see kid L staying up late alone, face lit by a computer screen. i want to see him before his death: i want to see his last moments with the man who raised him, his last night with the only one who understood him, him knowing that death's finally starting to catch up.

i want to see near trying to live up to the title of L. i want to see him staying up more at night, dropping sugar cubes in his tea even though he knows it's stupid.

i want to see mello digging his nails into his skin, chugging energy drinks, just to stay up and study for a little while longer. i want to see him doing anything to win and regretting it later on when he's alone. i want to see him keeping matt's goggles in his pocket after his death.

i want to see matt blaming himself after he sees mello spiral, maybe even blaming L and purposely scoring lower on his tests so he won't become the next L. i want to see matt choosing to follow mello out of the orphanage anyway and them having a big argument about it because mello didn't want matt to have to sacrifice everything he'd known for him.

i want to see kid sayu trying her best to live up to her brother's image, trying to be 'the smart one' because that's what light was and so she figures that's what she has to be, too.

i want to see sachiko, after her son's and husband's death, make a portion large enough for four, set a table for four and leave the door open every day at nine until she realises no-one is going to come home.

okay so i know that death note is an action-centered anime and having things like these would slow down the plot and maybe bore the readers. but i also think that all these show their humanity and also is part of the problem that light and L both show the readers: sometimes you get so caught up in the game, in the thrill of it all, that you forget the pawns you're playing with are not plastic pieces but real, living human beings.

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ive been thinking of moving my tumblr just to get it more organized….

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rdr?

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new ship i just conjured: gevanni x halle. gevalle? gevalle💖

fbi agent x usss and cia agent. she slams him into the training mat and folds him like a dummy. he realizes she’s the one

added with my fav hc of gevanni being a former criminal (financial fraud?) i think it would be cool!!!

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merry christmas everyone!!!

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a couple of excerpts to celebrate reaching exactly 60000 words on the aizamatsu wip that I still do not have a title for:

Everything is bleak, and love cannot save us. When the morning comes, we will all be miserable and hasty and resigned. And the morning after, we will leave for America. There is much to do, and no rewards will be given. But in the lone, silent hours, I can find solace until the aching morning.

and

"I think I understand why you're dating now."

Ide's interjection forces us to silence our banter, as our curiosity is now focused onto him.

"Why?" Touta asks.

"Because you're both fucking insufferable."

Touta shouts in protest, and my eyes roll as they always do. I would argue that we are not perfect for each other, we just happen to be together anyway. There are many ways in which we do not fit, yet we actively choose to be together rather than apart in spite of that.

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a career conman and a suspiciously good lockpicker walk into a bar

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haven’t been posting a lot. but wld u guys hear me out abt pilot gevanni

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you did a great job with aiber. ^_^ that a wip or were you just doing that quick drawing. it's really good and you never see aiber fanart lol

OMG THANK YOUU!!

He and Wedy were such cool characters they deserved sm more screen time!!

I had to take it upon myself bc aiber was done so dirty by the anime I had to make him hot again. Thank u anon for being a real one

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EXTREMELY self indulgent lawlight

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Got 8 likes on twitter trying my chance here

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I love aiber sm its such a shame he has 3 minutes of screentime and that he looks like shit in the anime