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no matter how dramatic it sounds, i cannot explain how vastly different my entire life would be if it wasn’t for the people i met through those five boys. they quite literally changed and saved my life. personal feelings on him aside, he will always be a part of that and a crucial part of my history and story and i can’t even put into words how i am feeling right now.

friends i still talk to, friends who have drifted, just know that i think of you so so often and always with love, and i thank those boys for getting to know even a small part of you all.

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Liam was a boy, and then a man, who suffered so much trauma and pain. He was bullied as a child and then lived a nightmare that I think none of us can really imagine of having that triggering experience replicated on a literally global public scale. He became a man who inflicted trauma on others. He was an addict who was unable to find a way out of that disease, and now never will, but who was open and vulnerable about his struggles. He was an incredibly talented musician and artist and an absolutely integral part of one of the most important bands of a generation; his voice and songwriting and skill in the studio shaped every aspect of what One Direction became at their best. He loved that band and being a part of that experience with his whole being and would never have stopped celebrating what they meant to us and to the world. He had problems and did bad things; that doesn't mean he was a bad person who didn't deserve to be loved and helped to heal- everyone deserves that- and the fact that that's not something that can ever happen now is devastating. I was very distressed by many of his actions; and I cared deeply about this man I didn't know and wished for better for him than this outcome.

I'm so deeply, deeply SAD tonight. I'm sad for Liam, who will never now have the chance to look back on this hard time and reflect on how far he's come, and for Liam's family, for his parents and his sisters who loved and supported him so much, and for everyone in the 1D band family and circles. And I'm sad for us. It feels like nothing will ever be quite the same, and that's hard and sad and shocking. It's a special kind of doubled grief, to mourn the loss of the person, and also of what he meant to us in this strange world of parasocial fanning, for the real him and also for the version of him that we made up and attached so much meaning to and for the escape that brought us. For him, and also for the easy uncomplicated joy of listening to those beautiful songs from happier times, which might never feel the same again. For the other boys, who we love so much and wish we could shield from suffering and loss and pain. For our fellow fans, who we also worry about the impact of this on. Everything about this is terrible, and I am sending so much love out to all of you. We are not alone, and it's okay to feel complicated emotions and it's okay to mourn and it's okay to care about how it effects you and your life, whatever you're feeling- it's okay. We are here with you. We are 1D family.

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What just happened? How is this real?????

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Well here we are. Another year. Another shared birthday. Niall will always be such a part of me. And I’m forever grateful the happiness and friendships he’s brought me. Happy Birthday Niall!!!!

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I cannot believe Niall is 30. I started this page on a whim of hyper fixation over a skinny blonde Irish kid and now he’s THIRTY YEARS OLD. THE LAST 6 years has been a crazy ride. Happy Birthday Niall, thanks for the free therapy.

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Niall and Mia at Harry’s Wembley show | June 19, 2022

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Niall and Mia at the 2022 French Grand Prix

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heavenwontbethesame, now on TikTok

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Niall via TikTok | Jan. 21

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✶ A new chapter begins ✶

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niallhoran: 🕯️

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niallhoran: I know this looks like an autobiography cover , but it’s not 😂 I’ve been working really hard on my music over the last couple of years and it’s almost time to get things going now. I have so much coming over the next few months so keep your eyes peeled for the first of many announcements tomorrow. I’m really excited by the idea of getting back into the swing of things. Thank you for your patience and I can’t wait to share this chapter with you. Enjoy😁

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i survived a tuesday, and for what? wednesday? disgusting.

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Happy happy birthday friend. Hope you have a fabulous day. Welcome to your 40s.

Thanks Alex!!!!!!!! 40 is the new 30 right??????? 😬

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It’s this idiot’s birthday. And my 40th. And I’m still on this garbage site reading stories about fake people fake boning him. I have therapy in an hour. There are no coincidences. 💚💚💚💚💚💚

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anonymous asked: Jamie or Jordie Benn