irishqueerdumbass

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POV : me after HL English LC Paper 2

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call me an electron the way i change my behavior when being observed (i have anxiety)

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ceart go leor, níl a lán daoine i mo shaol atá gaeilge acu, mar sin táim ag caint as gaeilge anseo mar, well, bhí mé ag iarradh as gaeilge a labhairt. tá brón orm do mo litrithe, tá mo ghaeilge labhairthe níos fearr.

mar sin, táim ag déanamh m'ardteist anois, (béarla críochnaithe, agus mata p1!!!!) agus bhí páipéar 2 an bhéarla uafasach (agus bhí mé tinn freisin) ach bhí an mata go hálainn, like bhí mé ag súil do 30%, ach bhí an scrúdú an-éasca, mar sin b'fhéidir fuair mé ~60%

agus freisin is maith liom cailín (is chara í) agus b'fhéidir is maith léi mise freisin agus táim ar bís don tsamhraidh seo

b'fhéidir go póstáil mé anseo go rialta, ach níl a fhios agam anois

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turns out the drafts are worse its like when you put a sticky note to yourself on the wall and then cant remember what it meant

yk when you come back on here after a while and youre kinda like debating deleting all your old posts

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yk when you come back on here after a while and youre kinda like debating deleting all your old posts

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thanks for getting me out of bed today that is kinda genius

current strategy for getting things done is considering how it would effect me if the apocalypse happened tomorrow

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an Afterthought but - I also do not care if you do end up supporting her because it is such an unbelievably chronically online take to say that you cant talk to someone for buying her game or going to her theme park and i do think we need to be better at living in the real world occasionally

can we please just get some common sense when it comes to jkr like jesus christ its really simple - AO3 and other fan made stuff does not fund her, but going to hp world (yes even "in a marauders way") does still support her and idrc what you think but shes gonna keep being a terf and contributing to pass laws using your money as long as you give it to her

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can we please just get some common sense when it comes to jkr like jesus christ its really simple - AO3 and other fan made stuff does not fund her, but going to hp world (yes even "in a marauders way") does still support her and idrc what you think but shes gonna keep being a terf and contributing to pass laws using your money as long as you give it to her

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WHY IS THIS LOWKEY GENIUS TRYING THIS FIRST THING TOMORROW

Lily: Where did you get that tomato soup

James: It’s actually a bowl of ketchup I just microwaved.

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Its not even when they say theyre "from ireland" that bugs me its when they put on the atrocious fake accents like we all know what youre doing deborah

american customer came in to the restaurant today (it was very obvious i promise, it wasn’t just the accent), and so me being me i was like “oh where are you from? are you visiting the city or have you moved here?” and she looked so insulted. like i had spat at her or something. and she said. “i’m from sicily.” with. the strongest most obvious american accent. and ik i was probably being rude at that point but i just blinked at her for a sec and she continued. “my husbands in the military he’s stationed there.” and i didn’t say anything to that i just excused myself but gurllllllllllll why are you getting pressed i was just being friendly also 1) i am almost certain i’ve lived abroad longer than you (it’s the vibe) and i would never DREAM of saying i was from any of the places i’ve lived. someone asks me where im from i say the US because they aren’t asking me where i live they’re asking where im from and sorry missy but you and me both are from that shithole and always will be. and 2) you’re stationed there with the military?!?!? you didn’t even go thru the struggle of finding a job of getting a visa you didn’t have to worry about housing or navigating local bureaucracy because i know for a FACT that the military handholds their wittle troops in the scwawy fowiegn cowntwy so you don’t have to deal with any of the actual problems typically associated with living abroad you have no idea what it’s like to actually move and live abroad, so EXTRA points against you for trying to say you’re “from sicily” god i hate americans sometimes i really really do

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS ITS THE FIRST OF THE MONTH

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James is a stare-into-your-soul-through-eye-contact sort of neurodivergent

Remus is a no-eye-contact-ever sort of neurodivergent

Peter is a eye-contact-only-when-it-shouldn’t-happen-and-none-when-it-should sort of neurodivergent

Sirius is a bitch-had-manners-beaten-into-him-and-therefore-does-just-the-right-eye-contact sort of neurodivergent

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This tv glow trend is absolutely breaking my heart rn

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"That kid was in... so much pain before. Your mom and I were convinced we were just gonna find him dead one day in his room. And what he has done has made him happy again and it's made him want to live again. And I don't know why that is so hard for some people to understand because it has absolutely nothing to do with anyone but Sam. That was Sam. That was Sam. It's that fucking simple! Today I thought I got my son back and then I lost him."

gonna cry

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"You were so sad. And the last thing a parent wants is... for their kid to be sad. [....] It's the worst feeling in the world. And you know there's nothing you can do about it. And you're just- you're just watching your kid every single day, get sadder and sadder and sadder. And it keeps stopping them and making them... do nothing."

"I thought... that you maybe always resented me for that. For the times when... I know that I didn't live up to certain expectations."

"It was just that I felt helpless. When you left home... Then I was really scared. 'Cause at least when you were here, I could have my eye on you. You know, it's like, at least... he's depressed, but he's here at home. If he does something I can get him to the hospital. I can call the cops. I can pick him up. I can put him in a bathtub. I can do something. I can stick my fingers down his throat. I don't know! And then you left. And... I don't resent that. I get it. But I have never been more scared in my life."

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

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"It's hard to come home to a place where you just... didn't feel seen, and you're just really trying to feel seen"

Oh.

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And then "thats why its been hard to come home" while crying omgggg

"we shared a fucking bedroom and I didn't know you. I didn't actually know you."

Two in 30 seconds this is unfair tbh