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can we lay off me for a second

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watching house rn

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something kinda scary is that my ex admitted to finding my tumblr & reading through it. well thats kind of scary because i use this like a diary & am as honest as possible. but that means he wouldve seen what i wrote pre-breakup & everyones opinions on the situation. and if hes still reading it then well. he knows my opinions currently.

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04.05.2025

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i know i come here a lot to complain about things but i dont have a home where i am treated kindly full stop, let alone where i am given space to experience crisis. and now im home from university i have to experience this full time

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my mother yelled at me in the car about everything & about how much i hurt my sister by not talking to her over uni. said sister is not talking to me. im not arguing with my mother over being called selfish but its really wonderful (read: not surprising at all) that i dont get a shred of sympathy or understanding that spending 8 months straight no breaks trying to process and get over being sexually assaulted with a side of not killing myself doesnt leave me much time to call home and have friendly conversation with my sisters every week.

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sometimes looking at the state of the world nobody actually cares about misogyny but will use it as a political tool to suit their agenda. us politicians are massive fucking misogynists they do not care one bit about women and yet theyll claim that iran needs to be "liberated" because of alleged misogynistic regimes and then start massacring civillians again.

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"um excuuuse me, but our culture as men is founded on the denigration and humiliation of the women in our community, so when you criticize misogyny you are attacking our beloved history" doesn't magically become a good argument just because you're gay or trans, you dumb assholes

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this guy really always had something to say about almost everything and nearly all of it is still completely relevant almost 200 years later. fascinating stuff.

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upsides of listening to music:

music yay yay yay!!!!!! yaaaaay!!!! yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

downsides of listening to music

if you listen to the right song for the first time while in a certain headspace you will be changed forever as your soul shutters and warps and contorts into new forms never before seen

get an idea for an animatic you will never finish

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donations for marah have significantly slowed down! the balousha family is famished, exhausted, depressed, and desperate. i care about them deeply and i hope that you're able to share this post and spare a dollar or two! :)

I am hosting this campaign !! The money you have all helped raise for this family has kept them alive through this nightmare - please continue to share and donate if you can!

@mahrahpalestine @palestinian95 this campaign is vetted, please check marah's blog(s) out!

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but also

-the hand that feeds you will starve you the second you dont follow its conditions. whoever holds the money has full control. im going to a university i dont want to go to leaving my whole life behind because i cant financially support my education if they cut me off, which they threatened to. it is so so important to have your own money.

-if your parents are textbook models for financial coercive control & otherwise have not been healthy figures in your life, dating wont fill that. sort yourself out before you find a partner. the shit you take from your parents WILL affect your relationships

ok if ur like me & u need to find a moral to everything & treat everything like a narrative here r messages to take away from my blog!

- dont do anything i do.

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you cannot headcanon your way out of overt thematic structures on which the entire narrative is built

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prev she is so gorgeous if i looked like tyra banks i would spend 12hrs a day looking in the mirror

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tyra banks auburn hair circa early 2000s