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[istoleurgurl]

class rank

K.NJ

School is very important. You make straight A's and drive yourself to be the highest score every test, but your always second. Your always second because of him. Kim Namjoon.

"Congratulations, Namjoon." The teacher spoke with a smile as she handed him the test results.

Your fingers gripped the paper, looking down at the circled 95% causing your nose to scrunch up in self pity. As soon as you look up to glare at him, he's already looking at you with sly smirk and a wink. That just pissed you off even more. Its always him.

How does he do it? He doesnt even study!

Suddenly you jolt, hearing the bell ring thruout the halls and into the classroom. With that you stood up and stomped over to him.

"You- you dont even care! You used to not even take the class tests and now you take them everytime!"

He chuckled. "Actually I did take them, you were just to focused on being the highest score to see that I purposefully failed"

Your teeth clenched and you rolled your eyes. "So why do you all of a sudden care? Why do you care about being the highest grade"

You watched him as he packed his things with a smile.

"Actually I still dont care, but it's fun to see you get all frustrated"

Your jaw dropped and you clenched your fists. "So your provoking me? On purpose!?"

"Yea. I got nothing better to do"

And with that you scoffed, stomping away from him with his laugh slowly fading away the further you walk.

He's annoying. He's stupid. He's awful.

And you hate him for always having the better score.

[istoleurgurl]

Another empty threat

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Jungkook x reader. Gif not mine.

Warnings:mentions of suicide, guns. Uh yea.

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His smile isn't just any smile. Actually you've come to see it as a threat, because it is a threat. There are some rules you made for yourself aside from the ones he's already given you.

"Y/n"

Your eyes shot up to his, watching him smile slowly as your pupils dilate. Is this really how it's about to happen? You knew he was capable of this.

"Jungkook" you spoke softly. "Can you give me a chance to explain?"

He sighed thru his nose, finger twiddling with the trigger showing his erge to pull.

"Ok. You wanna explain why i found an envelope full of MY money taped to the bottom of the dresser drawer? How abt the new passport under the floorboard in the kitchen? Can you explain why you had a flight booked for tommorow morning to Chicago?"

You licked your lips feeling parched. Yes all of that was you and you can't really hide that. Of course you could try and blame it on the maid, but why would she do that. And how did he find out? It was the maid actually, so really you couldn't blame her anyway, because there's camera's everywhere.

"I- I can't make any excuses for my behavior, but I want you to know that I have some very good reasons for wanting to leave"

He shoves the gun closer to your forehead as your knees begin to turn red from rubbing against the carpet. "Name them and i'll judge wether they are good or not"

Well that's not gonna go your way. Nothing is ever a good excuse to leave him. He always reminds you "you are lucky" and "you can be replaced" and "your ungrateful" because he gives you "everything". Yes you love him. It's very dangerous to love him.

"Speak"he says bringing you back again.

"F-for starters, you know my mother is sick. I want to see her before she dies. Also, I-I can never leave this house without you going with me. You threaten me with my life all the time. You humiliate me infront of your colleagues."

You watch as his tongue pushes against his cheek, bitter smirk on his lips as he pushes the gun closer.

"I'm gonna kill you"

A tear slips from your eyes. "Should that scare me? You said you can replace me at anytime. If you dont do it then I will. I've wanted it for a while now"

"I own you y/n. You can't do anything without my permission. And that means you can't even kill yourself without my say so"

You choose not to speak any further, because at this point you either die or continue living in this house with him and both outcomes are not exactly what you want and whatever else you say will not change or decide what will happen. Once he has a thought in his mind he doesnt change it, so if his intention is to kill you then you will die, but if this is just to scare you, then you are scared. If living with a mafia boss has taught you anything it's that he never turns back on his thought.

"So what now y/n? You gonna beg me to keep you alive for another day? I would like that very much"his voice is gravel scrapping at your skin while you kneel beneath him. So he wants you to beg to live your life? And beg you shall, because your to scared to die unlike when you were in the seventh grade listening to music abt being suicidal. You've always been an attention seeker, but when faced with a life or death situation just shows how you really are.

Your gulp echoes thru his office. "P-please jungkook. Please let me live"

His smile not leaving his face since this whole situation started.

"Please don't kill me, kookie. I do love you. Wether you believe me or not that's the truth"

His teeth grit as he suddenly points the gun to the wall behind you, shooting six times exactly.

Of course now your crying. Your nose scrunched up as you hear the dry wall fall and hit the floor.

"leave. Now"

With that you jump to your feet and scurry twards his office door opening it and closing it with speed but gently.

And so you live another day.

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Somebody I used to know

Namjoon x reader

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You didn’t have to cut him off completely.

You bet he’s glad it’s over.

He called you tons and tons of times. You had to change your phone number.

Then, just now a knock at your door. You get up from the couch you were just thinking at and unlock your door only to find Namjoon himself.

“What do you want joon”

“ I miss you y/n, I can’t do this break thing anymore, you change your number and cut me off from everything. Were our memories nothing?”

“Namjoon, no that’s not what it is”

“ that is what it is , you treat me like a fucking stranger”

He’s right tho. You have cut him off completely not that you wanted to.

Why is all of this going on in the first place? He cheated on you with your best friend, well ex best friend.

“ y/n I’m sorry”

“ yes I know, but now your just somebody that I used to know”

And with that you gently shut the door.

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[istoleurgurl]

Yellow hearts

Yoongi x reader

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“I’m crazy yoongi, listen to me”

He just chuckled and continued to look at you. You and him have been dating for a while now and you keep telling him your crazy because your scared of losing him.

Your so scared of losing him because he’s always saying we are just friends. It’s been a while since he’s said you guys were more then friends.

Yes technically you guys are dating, but he just, he’s confused.

“I love you yoongi” you say with a tear slipping from your eyes.

“I know” he says.

It’s like he’s only playing games. Does he not see your love for him? He thinks it’s all just the same.

“Listen babe, I can’t just say I love you when I don’t know yet”

Ah yes of course. It’s been months and here we are in this situation for the hundredth time.

“Yoongi I think we should see other people, I’m clearly not what you want”

Something in him instantly shattered and he stood up quickly to walk after you. As soon as he grabbed your hand you yanked it away with tears In your eyes.

“Wait just listen, I feel things for you and they are real. I’m just scared of I love you”he said

Your just as scared as him but you say it cuz you mean it not because your just ready to date or anything.

Your conflicted anyway, not knowing what to think.

“I-I, yoongi I cant do this anymore”

“Listen just, let me figure it out, we can figure this out”

And you will.

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Taehyung x reader

505- arctic monkeys

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His hands rest gently on the wheel as he drives to your apartment. The sky a pinkish purple and his old pickup truck with the smell of cigarettes and cheap calogne. It’s about a 45 min drive all the way to you but to him it’s so worth it just to feel you in his arms and on his lips.

His pulls the apartment key out of his pocket and unlocks the door air wafting into his face and his eyes catch sight of the led lights you have all around the room in the bright color yellow. There you are, lieing on your side asleep with your hands between your thighs with dried tears on your swollen face.

He walked over to you causing you to gently flutter your eyes open, so you sit up and look at him holding your arms out like a child needing comfort. He walks over to you and pulls you into his lap.

“What’s the matter with my doll?” He says wiping away the newly fallen tears.

A sigh fell from her lips “ I just feel so sad”

He snuggles his nose with hers causing a giggle to erupt from the sad girl. “I love you taehyung” oh yess he knows. He loves you just as much as you love him which is very much.

He puts his hand on the back of her neck pulling her into a sweet kiss which slowly turned into a hot make out session. He’s hasty to take off her clothes but she stops him.

“I’m too sad”

He nods, he understands and he knows it’s not a good time so he’ll just comfort her and be there.

“Lay with me?” She asks as she walks to her bed, flopping down with her hair sprawled across the sheets.

“ of course baby”

And so they lay quietly at 505.

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Yandere taehyung x reader

Homebound

You were sitting in your room. The room you share with him of course. Your never without him and he’s never without you. Lately tho you’ve decided on something. You decided to leave this maniac man. This man who you thought you loved.

“Y/n, what are you doing up here” he asked breaking your train of thought. You hadn’t even noticed his presence or, even heard his footsteps walking towards the bedroom.

“I’m just. Tired.” You spoke quietly, then you got up off the bed and walked over to him.

“Taehyung, we need to talk”

Clearly he already knew what was going on. He had expected it for a while by the way you had been acting. Tho he never thought you would go thru with it.

“I’m leaving you” you say with a gulp. Holding your left hand tightly in the other one. What will he say? How will he react? You already know it won’t be good.

“Leave huh? After everything I’ve done for you”he said backing you against the wall. Towering over you like a building and starring you down like a hawk. A devilish smirk adorned his features and you knew this wouldn’t end well.

“Could you please tell what reason there is to leave such a perfect man as I? To leave behind anything you could ever want?” He spoke sweetly but dangerously. Gently grazing your cheek with his cold, callased fingertips.

“T-taehyung, your a fucking maniac!” You said as you began to get scared. Which caused you to insantly go in defense mode. “You won’t let me leave! I can’t even see my mother!”

“Darling those people were filling your head with lies! I’m the only one you need and you know this.” He spoke gently

But you weren’t to fall for his gentle words this time no.

“Taehyung I’m leaving you and that’s final-“

Your suddenly cut off by his hand around your throat. Pushing you further into the wall.

”your lucky I even fucking chose you. Ungrateful whore! I could have had any women in the world and your the lucky one “ he spoke with gritted teeth, his jaw clenching.

He dropped you to the floor. You coughing trying to get as much air in your lungs as you could.

“Maybe you should stay in here for a while and think about what you’ve said” he spoke with a sneer. Turning to leave you in the room alone.

Locking the door behind him gave you a little relief. At least you wouldn't have to see him for a bit.

But when your time out is over he’ll be back.

[istoleurgurl]

First little Drabble:

Slight YANDERE JUNGKOOK x reader

Coffee shop

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Jungkooks POV

the street light turns red. stopping the cars and allowing us pedestrians to scurry to the other side of the road in a quick, but not rushed sort of manner.

"to be honest jungkook, the only place I can think of right now is Starbucks,"taehyung says to me with a guilty laugh.

"yea, cold brew. I need one"I say.

he lets out a chuckle, hitting my shoulder playfully as our feet make their way to said place.

as a college student at the age of twenty-two, I feel my body constantly craving caffeine with every move I make. I thought highschool was tiring, clearly I didn't know shit.

the more I thought about a cold brew. the faster my feet began to move.

the sign coming into my view as soon we turn the corner of the sidewalk.

right in front of me, in all of its glory holds my source of energy.

as I open the door the bittersweet smell of coffee beans hit my nose, causing me to perk up almost instantly with my lips curling to a satisfied smirk.

I could live here. I 'could' live here, but clearly would not be able too.

sometimes it seems that way tho. whenever I have no classes the rest of the day, I come here instead of going back to my dorm. I need my alone time.

taehyung, my dormmate, can sometimes be a bit frustrating. I mean, I have no room to talk when playing video games but, he's just so cheerful it's exhausting.

"let me get a large cold brew and uh" I look at taehyung, awaiting him to order.

he looked at me questionably and I shrugged "I'm feeling generous" I say.

he smiles cheekily with an 'oh~' slipping from his lips.

"I'll have a large Carmel frapè"

the girl smiles. "will that be all?"

with a nod of my head, I receive a price, then I gave her my name.

I turn back to taehyung as we stand against the wall, waiting for our drinks.

"I'll pay you back," he says to me.

I shake my head with a chuckle then raise my head to look at the door.

that's when she walked in.

my smile slowly fell as my eyes followed her body to the line, waiting to have her order taken.

she had a school uniform on, her blazer tucked under her arm while she looked down at her phone.

"you spacing out?"taehyung asks as he waves his hand in front of my face.

"i-I, no I just. do you recognize that uniform?"I ask him as I motion to the nerdy girl who somehow caught my attention.

his eyes followed my hand movements, then squints as tho he's thinking.

"uh, shoot. it's an all-girls school I know, but I can't remember the name at the moment, why?"

I shrug and look at him. "just wondering, it looked familiar" I lie.

he nods then pulls out his phone, so my eyes go right back to her.

her finger pushed the bridge of her glasses back up her nose, then she steps forward ready for her order to be taken.

I can hear her voice faintly ask for a hot chocolate.

"order for jungkook"

I turn to the counter where a barista sits our drinks, so I walk forward and grab them.

"here" I hand him his drink.

I look at the girl then at the seating area, observing where I could get the best view of her.

"let's sit over there"I say pointing to the window seats.

taehyung nods and we make our way over, sitting down.

he pulls out his notebook and laptop, beginning his homework.

I should do mine aswell, but there are more important things right now. like looking at this girl.

there's really nothing interesting about her, she seems like your normal mercy girl. she's not ugly, or atleast to me.

my eyes trail down her body looking at her slender legs, or a least what I could see. her skirt was longer than most school girl uniforms I've seen.

she seems like a prude. she probably has really good grades.

I don't usually like girls like her, actually I used to bully girls like her. I think she's different, I feel like she's different.

I don't think thats a good thing tho, its stirring something deep down that I thought I got over.

she finally turns to look at me, so I look away.

"jungkook, do you have homework?"taehyung asks.

I shrug and take a dip of my drink, phone in hand pretending to be busy.

taehyung friend and puts his head down. "I don't wanna be the only one busy".

I look back to her, ignoring my friends complaints.

her body is turned to the counter, waiting for her drink to be finished.

I didn't wanna seem like a weirdo, but at the same time I wanted her to turn around and watch me watch her. I'm weird like that.

I'm perfectly normal on the putsid. im everyone's favorite or ideal person, but in the inside I'm so...not normal.

"order for Y/N"

I watch as she walkes up to the counter and grabs her drink, then walks to the seating area and finds a corner table.

her name is Y/N.

"jungkook, I think I'm gonna leave. I don't feel like doin ghomework right now"taehyung said.

I switched my gaze from the girl, to him.

"you wanted to be here in the first place"I argue.

he sighed.

the girl walked passed me and I didn't even know she got up, so I stood up quickly. "alright let's go"

taehyung stood and started packing his things painfully slow and I could Y/N walk past the window.

"hurry up tae"I say impatiently.

by the time we walked out, she was gone.

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Sorry for the typos.