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A/N- this is my first ever post on my acc which is crazy, so I thought I would share some sevika HC! Please know these are jst my opinion, and if you want more Lmk!

Angst, no fluff at all all pain here

1. Sevika grew up in an abusive household and learned to fight at a young age to protect herself and her siblings.

2. Her father was a violent enforcer who saw her as a disappointment for being “too soft.”

3. Sevika’s mother abandoned her when she was young, leaving her to fend for herself.

4. She had a younger sibling who died due to neglect in the undercity, and Sevika carries guilt for not being able to save them.

5. Sevika grew up in the Lanes and witnessed countless friends succumb to shimmer addiction or violence.

6. Her scars are from a childhood accident where she shielded another child from an explosion.

7. Sevika never learned to read or write due to the lack of opportunities in Zaun.

8. Her mechanical arm reminds her of her failures during the fight that led to her injury.

9. Sevika had a childhood friend who turned against her after Sevika joined Silco.

10. She lost a partner during a raid on Piltover, a memory that haunts her.

11. Sevika feels she’s just a tool for Silco’s ambitions, not a valued individual.

12. She secretly disagreed with many of Silco’s methods but kept quiet out of loyalty.

13. She saw Silco as a father figure but always felt she wasn’t good enough for his approval.

14. Sevika believes Silco would have sacrificed her without hesitation if it served his goals.

15. Despite her strength, she often feels expendable compared to Jinx.

16. She regrets many of the violent acts she committed in Silco’s name.

17. Sevika secretly wanted out of Silco’s organization but saw no other path for herself.

18. She was present during many shimmer experiments and witnessed horrifying results.

19. Sevika kept tokens from fallen comrades but doesn’t allow herself to mourn openly.

20. She feels responsible for the destruction of Zaun’s hope due to Silco’s reign.

21. Sevika struggles with severe chronic pain from her cybernetic arm.

22. She suffers from survivor’s guilt for living through battles that claimed the lives of others.

23. Sevika often drinks to numb the memories of her past.

24. She experiences recurring nightmares about her childhood and battles.

25. She believes she’ll never be worthy of love or kindness.

26. Sevika isolates herself because she fears losing anyone she grows close to.

27. She harbors resentment toward Piltover but secretly wishes she could escape to its safety.

28. Sevika doesn’t celebrate her birthday because it reminds her of everything she’s lost.

29. She sees her scars and mechanical arm as proof of her failures rather than her resilience.

30. Sevika envies those who still have hope in Zaun’s future.

31. Sevika had a lover who left her because of her involvement with Silco.

32. She once considered Vander a mentor and felt betrayed when he chose family over the fight.

33. Sevika sees a younger version of herself in Powder and feels helpless to save her.

34. She secretly mourned Silco despite their complicated relationship.

35. Sevika avoids emotional connections because she fears betrayal.

36. She feels a mix of pity and contempt for Jinx, seeing her as a symbol of Silco’s obsession.

37. Sevika keeps her distance from Vi, fearing unresolved tension over Vander.

38. She had a mentor who died during Zaun’s early rebellion.

39. Sevika secretly looked up to Vander but felt overshadowed by his moral choices.

40. She resents Silco’s favoritism toward Jinx, though she understands his reasoning.

41. Sevika no longer believes in the dream of a free Zaun.

42. She blames herself for Zaun’s descent into chaos after Silco’s death.

43. Sevika doesn’t trust anyone in the undercity, not even her closest allies.

44. She fears Zaun’s youth will follow in her violent footsteps.

45. Sevika regrets not speaking out against Silco’s shimmer production.

46. She feels Zaun is doomed, no matter who leads.

47. Sevika has considered leaving Zaun altogether but can’t abandon her people.

48. She believes Vander’s vision of Zaun was naive and unattainable.

49. Sevika often wonders if Zaun would have been better off without Silco.

50. She feels trapped in the cycle of violence that defines the undercity.

51. Sevika feels directionless without Silco’s leadership.

52. She believes she failed Silco by not protecting him from Jinx.

53. Sevika fears Jinx will destroy everything Silco worked for.

54. She struggles with the power vacuum left by Silco’s death.

55. Sevika questions her loyalty to Zaun after Silco’s fall.

56. She feels haunted by Silco’s final moments and her inability to stop them.

57. Sevika refuses to take up leadership, believing she’s unfit.

58. She avoids the Last Drop, where memories of Silco linger.

59. Sevika is afraid of becoming irrelevant .

60. She secretly worries about Jinx’s mental state but feels powerless to intervene.

61. Sevika spends most nights alone, consumed by her regrets.

62. She regrets not reconciling with Vander before his death.

63. Sevika feels she’ll die alone and forgotten, like many in Zaun.

64. She avoids friendships, fearing they’ll end in betrayal or loss.

65. Sevika doesn’t allow herself to grieve openly for fear of appearing weak.

66. She regrets not standing up to Silco when he went too far.

67. Sevika wishes she could erase her violent past.

68. She envies those who can dream of a better future.

69. Sevika believes she’s irredeemable due to her past actions.

70. She often questions if her loyalty to Silco was worth the cost.

71. Sevika’s mechanical arm malfunctions frequently, causing her severe pain.

72. She hides her injuries from others, fearing they’ll see her as weak.

73. Sevika often revisits the site of her most painful memories, unable to move on.

74. She experiences phantom pain in her missing arm.

75. Sevika avoids medical treatment, fearing the vulnerability it requires.

76. She carries physical reminders of every fight she’s been in.

77. Sevika’s body is covered in scars she refuses to let anyone see.

78. She’s haunted by the screams of those she couldn’t save.

79. Sevika believes her body is a testament to her failures.

80. She rarely sleeps, plagued by insomnia and nightmares.

81. Sevika feels like a cog in a machine, devoid of personal identity.

82. She wonders if her life would have been different outside Zaun.

83. Sevika struggles with self-worth, feeling defined only by her strength.

84. She often questions if her loyalty to Silco was genuine or born of desperation.

85. Sevika feels like she’s lost herself in the violence of the undercity.

86. She believes she’s incapable of change, stuck in her destructive path.

87. Sevika resents herself for the choices that led her to this life.

88. She secretly fears losing her remaining humanity to her mechanical enhancements.

89. Sevika wonders if she’ll ever be remembered for anything other than her violence.

90. She feels trapped by the legacy of Zaun’s rebellion.

91. Sevika has forgotten how to hope for a better future.

92. She once dreamed of being a hero in Zaun but now sees herself as a villain.

93. Sevika wishes she could leave the undercity and start over.

94. She dreams of reuniting with lost loved ones, even though she knows it’s impossible.

95. Sevika fears she’ll die before ever finding peace.

96. She envies those who still believe in redemption.

97. Sevika secretly hopes someone will challenge her worldview and prove her wrong.

98. She dreams of a life without violence, though she doesn’t believe it’s possible.

99. Sevika wants to find meaning in her life but doesn’t know where to start.

100. Deep down, Sevika longs for forgiveness, though she doubts she deserves it.

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Thinking about Nanami brutally blowing my back out under some random willow tree in our backyard of our cute cottage house in the countryside of Germany

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Fr, as well as the amount of people who try and convince themselves that it’s “only a fetish and nothing more” is wild. Incest is gross, and I know people will argue that incest being gross is a moral value. So may I also state that while incest is not only gross it can also be wildly dangerous if a child of incest were to be conceived as it’s extremely common for children of incest to have deformities (between 1% and 75% of children from first-degree relative incest could be affected according to the national institute of health) not to mention that percentage is dependent on how closely related the two are. The closer the genetic relationship between the parents (e.g., siblings), the higher the risk of genetic abnormalities in the offspring.

While I could also get into how wildly gross it is to glorify and sexualize r//pe (as someone who’s had that happen before and still has lasting effects from it) I won’t because im tired and stuck in school as of writing this.

The amount of incest, noncon, and pedophilic jjk smut content is getting out of hand.

"Just scroll if you don't like it!" - this doesn't negate the fact they're posting disgusting scenarios. They're targeting an audience of people who should seek therapy. That kind of shit is not okay.

It's like saying "scroll part a zoophile account on Twitter if u don't like it." See how stupid it sounds?

This Fandom is slowly becoming one i regret being in because of just how disgusting people are becoming. Come on guys, do better.

It's okay to have kinks and fetishes, but that doesn't mean they're okay. It's not okay to sexualize minors, it's not okay to sexualizw little space, it's not okay to sexualize r//pe! I get dubcon, but noncon? That's literally just nonconsensual sex.

Anyways. Rant over. Do better, people.

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Israel is disgusting.

Did you see the video that shows where the ambulance that went to rescue 6 year old Hind was from the car she was trapped in?

Mere meters! Meters! The paramedics would have been able to see the car from where the ambulance was before it was struck by Israel.

The paramedics were there. Hind was moments away from being rescued. Israel is fucking monstrous. They lured paramedics in so they can kill them before killing the child.

The are no words to describe how inhumane Israel is. Fuck Israel.