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It's a healthy kind of love, I like it.

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You are The Secret Garden kind of beautiful.

[itsme-espy]

I love you logically

me to R

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BARE

My mother once told me to never love someone with all my heart But I couldn’t help but love you so intensely As there were as many reasons as there are stars Only I forgot they’re each violent spheres of fire

Like the colours in your eyes Like the shade of pink on your lips I will always love you

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Feeling Failure

Year after year working hard, trying not to fall apart.

Pretending everything's ok, while it’s taking a toll on my heart.

I’m not good at music, I’m no better at art. I just can’t wait for my life to start.

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Pass The Parcel

getting a hold of me sharing whats inside unwrapping each layer with nothing left to hide

[itsme-espy]

Broken beating organ

A love lasting almost two years ending in missed calls and lots of tears cuddling up to different skin steep steps in another direction knowing somethings wrong within now dreaming of a guy with nothing left to give

and I wonder why

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Dear Y

Can’t get to sleep tonight, under a sky full of noisy stars.

You’re all I want by my side, wishing you’d kiss away my scars.

[itsme-espy]

The halves that halve you in half,

Cut up about the halves that create a person, the categories you are placed in, the difference between country, culture, race, tradition, how we were all born and raised. When filling out a form, which boxes are you ticking?

I struggle with trying to be myself. I struggle with fitting into both parts of me.

What’s it like to be whole?

Walking around oblivious to the other sides, the other parts, the other bits. Each creating their own little piece of me that I don’t understand. The pieces of me that I push aside as it creates confusion, a question that leads me in frustration.

I know I’m not making any sense but my mind won’t shut up about the little things; from anything to everything to something and everything again.