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Hey guys!

Just checking on again after a while to let you know everything is alright and I’m still alive 😆

This week is the last week of working at the vet’s office before my time at the veterinary university begins and I’m really looking forward to finally starting my study!

And last but not least- I’m having the time of my life with my boyfriend. I tell you, we have such a fun time being total dorks together, it feels like it’s always been like that. And what I love most is that we can roll on the floor laughing together in one moment and then have a serious convo in the other.

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Guys, I did it!

I'm gonna study veterinary medicine this autumn!!

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Since my colleague knows that I have a boyfriend he's more... open about different topics?

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Guess I have a boyfriend now

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🤗

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It's pretty interesting that one thing just killed it all...

Also I'm now chatting with a guy who's pretty nice and we seem to harmonize. In a few weeks we plan to meet each other and see if we got potential for something more?

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He drove by when I was on my way to visit my grandparents.

I clearly waved at him but he didn't seem to notice me. Guess he was either annoyed by having a call every minute or he was thinking about women again

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Lately it's just exhausting being with him.

I don't want to know what he did with that woman yesterday evening while I went with a patient's owner to their home to make sure everything is alright.

To be honest I don't feel the need to be really close to him, before all of that I was totally ok (I even welcomed it) with him being super close (like I'm standing next to the wall while using the computer and he's coming close to see the screen) and touching me. But today I'm not feeling that well and I'm somehow tired of his jokes.

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I'm so happy that tomorrow's Friday

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I lightly put my hand on his back to make him move so I was able to get by and oh my... it felt like electricity leaving my fingers...

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This evening we did a c-section on a cat (mother and babies are alive).

I really wanted to hug (and kiss) him after the stress was over and we were sure everything is alright.

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Him...

Holding long eye contact so many times...

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This evening he praised me so much...

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Was this... a date?

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So...

Today we were just "casually" talking about what my type is (I like dark haired guys) and he was somehow surprised (and acted a little shocked- tho I know his playful manner so I didn't really take it seriously) when he found that he has most of the things I'm looking for in a guy.

I just didn't answer anything because you know... it was a pretty sensitive situation for me cause I really really like him. But now he may have a clue...

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Driving lesson

I turned right into the exact same street HE was parking in! (Provably visited a patient)