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i've finally watched Loki and all i can say is WHAT THE FUCK DUDES

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"Rosie it'll get easier in time—it won't feel like it but I promise that I'm going to be here by your side during the good and bad days." the captain assures. Jack may not be the same friend he once was when they were companions to the Doctor but he still cared. He was a forever friend, someone that would be there to the end of her days if she requested.

The captain's brow raises in curiosity at what she could have possibly wished to say. There was an inkling about the nature of it though he didn't push to ask Rose what it was. He did, however, move his shoulders back with a cheeky smile in knowing. "I've no idea what you're inferring Ms. Tyler. I would do no such thing." They would get over this hurdle. Regardless of the length of time he intended to be the biggest help in whatever way she needed.

As much as she was putting a smile on her face, she knew that the sadness was probably showing in her eyes. And if anyone would notice that, it would be Jack. "I know you are teasing." Rose told him, leaning into his touch as she puts a hand on her shoulder. Hearing what he said about no need to be good looking all the time. She opened her mouth to say something and then stopped. "I was going to say something but I realized how you would take it." She laughed. She had been about to say he didn't have to be wearing anything to be good looking but Jack already had a big enough ego.

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*lying* why would i lie

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He squeezes her hand gently while the smile is returned. It's apparent the pain his friend feels, how her soul aches for her other half that can never return. Jack wants to scoop her up into his arms to cure the all consuming sadness she must feel. Rose won't have to be alone—not anymore so long as the captain was around. "You know I won't mind when you borrow my coat. I was just teasing." The smile he wears is gentle as he puts a hand on her shoulder. "I honestly don't wear it much at home or in the office. No need to be good looking all the time."

@ivegotforever || Continued from here

When Rose looked back at Jack, she realized that he had probably noticed what she had been looking at. And also the look that she had on her face. It wasn't just The Doctor that she was thinking of when she noticed that coat. It was John. As much as it had reminded her of The Doctor, Rose had let John have his own one. Now she wished she hadn't because it made it twice as hard.

Rose listened to what Jack said. Her eyes went down to his hand taking hold of hers and she felt comfortable like this. Now that Jack was around. "Jack...its fine. You can have this back. Maybe every now and then I can borrow it. Just for some comfort." She said. "Plus it isn't like I would be going out and about in it much. I would be tripping over it." She said, putting a smile on her face.

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Rose listened to what he was telling her. She nodded. “I can understand that. There have been some people that I have no wanted to get attached to because I know how much it hurts to lose people, and somehow, they managed to do exactly what these people have done to you.” She told him.

She tilted her head as he told her that the coat was his thing and how he felt naked without it. She couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow. She then heard him ask about if he found one like his would she let him keep mine. As she sat there, her mind went to how she would imagine The Doctor would react if he saw her wearing a coat like Jack’s. Or at least how she remembered The Doctor looking. That led her to think about the few times that she had The Doctor’s coat around her. As she was brought out of her thoughts, someone had come in wearing a similar brown coat and would have looked twice if it wasn’t for the fact the person wearing it didn’t look like anyone she knew. Rose looked back at Jack. “No. Its fine. I can get my own coat. It isn’t the look anyway…its more the…comfort that it belongs to someone I am close to.”

He notices her far off look, following her gaze to see an almost startling familiar brown trench coat that brings back memories. Jack knows exactly who she thinks of the second he saw it as well. The smile he gives her is sad—he mourns for her as well. He understands the terrible aching sadness that consumes you at the death of a loved one. It’s suffocating and lonely if you allow it to take you completely. Jack won’t let her be alone in this; she was his responsibility now. “Rosie it’s fine I was only teasing.” he states gently. He takes her hand in his and they are so small in comparison. The captain hopes that when the time comes in the future the pain won’t be as severe. “I’ve other coats and you’re free to choose any of them as well.”

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i am consumed by red white and royal blue while also obsessed about jack being in alex's (president's son) place because i miss him being shipped with a prince 🥺

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it's that time of year where hurricanes come around and of course i am in the right place to be hit by it

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send ★ to pin my muse to the wall

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I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.

Author Unknown

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Their little adventure had taken a detour today. As immortals neither had pressing matters to have them rushing about so they were leisurely in their pace. They were out on a afternoon walk, Jack moving forward noticing the crosswalk sign indicating it was their turn to go. He had gotten a few steps onto the road when he noticed Alu wasn't beside him.

Slight panic setting in at the empty space the captain turns back to see her frozen in place. Something about her face made the worry worsen——that thousand yard stare was painfully familiar that hurt to see on her face. Jack wanted to touch her, to bring her out of whatever painful memory that was though he worries bringing her out too quickly will be more harm than good. He stands before Alu while he gently tries to bring her back by calling her name.

As she buries herself into his chest the captain uses the front of his coat to wrap her up. He kisses the top of her head while they stand together, not caring that the prying eyes stare a little too long or that people had to walk around them to cross the street. The past isn't something always spoken about—at least on the captain's part—so knowing that an old memory grabbed a hold of his girlfriend it must have been something devastating.

"Cariad———" Jack rubs her back with his cheek resting on top of Alu's head. "———I won't force you but, if you feel like it, we can find somewhere to sit and maybe you can talk about it?"

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Send 🌩 for my muse to comfort yours during a thunder storm.

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it's my "hey i kinda live sorry for disappearing" post because life has been kicking my ass to the point of writing burnout

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Christopher Eccleston as the Ninth Doctor 1.07 The Long Game

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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐎𝐍 𝐀 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐍.

i like to think that at least MOST of these can be made platonic!! but y’all use these at your discretion! i wish i could explain what inspired me to do these, but honestly i have no idea. i wanted soft stuff, i made the soft stuff, and now i give it to you guys for whatever wonderfully gifted plans you have for them! DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST! 

[ MANICURE ]:    sender and receiver paint each other’s nails together.

[ JIGSAW ]:     sender and receiver do jigsaw puzzles together.

[ BOARD ]:     sender and receiver play board games together.

[ MOVIE ]:     sender and receiver enjoy a movie night together.

[ GAME ]:     sender and receiver enjoy a game night (using video games, board games and other mediums) together.

[ BAKE ]:     sender and receiver go baking together.

[ COOK ]:     sender and receiver go cooking together.

[ STYLE ]:     sender and receiver do each other’s make-up.

[ BATH ]:     sender and receiver run a bath to share together.

[ RELAX ]:     sender and receiver arrange to do facials/a spa day together.

[ HAIR ]:     sender and receiver bathe and style one another’s hair.

[ ARTISTS ]:     sender and receiver go painting/drawing together for the evening.

[ GINGERBREAD ]:     sender and receiver bake, build and decorate a gingerbread/cookie house together.

[ DECOR ]:     sender and receiver decorate a room together.

[ BUILD ]:     sender and receiver embark upon a DIY building project together.

[ PILLOW ]:     sender and receiver engage in a pillow fight with each other.

[ VIBE ]:     sender and receiver listen to music together.

[ BOOGIE ]:     sender and receiver dance to music together (either a full chaotic dance party or a slow dance).

[ Q&A ]:     sender and receiver play the question game together (i.e. asking random, soul-searching questions which they must answer honestly).

[ SIP ]:     sender and receiver play drinking games (not necessarily using alcohol! just a drink of choice) together (e.g. never have i ever, where one person says something they’ve never done before, and the other drinks if they have done it, or doesn’t if they haven’t).

[ MIX ]:     sender and receiver make cocktails together.

[ FROZEN ]:     sender and receiver design an ice-cream sundae bar together.

[ CHOICE ]:     sender and receiver ask each other a number of “would you rather” questions.

[ PIZZA ]:     sender and receiver make pizzas together from scratch.

[ PICNIC ]:     sender and receiver arrange and enjoy a living room/bedroom picnic together.

[ KARAOKE ]:     sender and receiver sing karaoke together.

[ HOLIDAYS ]:     sender and receiver plan a future vacation together.

[ CARE ]:     sender and receiver spend an evening looking after someone else’s child or pet together.

[ TWIST ]:      sender and receiver play a game of twister together.

[ FIGHT ]:     sender and receiver engage in a game of play wrestling together.

[ OUTAGE ]:     sender and receiver end up stuck at home during a blackout and come up with electricity-free ways to entertain themselves.

[ DIP ]:     sender and receiver decided to do a lucky dip dinner night (in which they pick a theme from a random list and prepare a dinner date together based on that theme, e.g. disn.ey, the colour red, cold foods only).

[ HEAT ]:     sender and receiver embark upon a cooking challenge together (a cook-off!).

[ OVEN ]:     sender and receiver engage in a baking challenge against one another (think GBBO, but for two people in one kitchen!).

[ SPLASH ]:     sender and receiver arm themselves with water guns and prepare to soak one another in a water fight.

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The Doctor’s expression darkens a little. “Don’t lie to me. You promised you wouldn’t do that anymore. It’s clear you’re not completely fine.” Her tone is a bit sharp, but still gentle enough that she breathes a sigh of relief when Jack reaches out and takes her hand.

He’s trembling, and just like that he tells her the truth for the first time all evening. The Doctor smiles softly and rubs small circles onto the back of his hand with her thumb.

“Nightmares,” she replies, not so much a question as a statement of understanding. “Do you remember the terrible nightmares I’d use to have just after the Time War?” More often than not, the Doctor tried to go without sleep until he quite literally collapsed from exhaustion wherever he happened to be. Jack had seen him more than once sit bolt upright with a scream on his lips.

There’s a good reason the Doctor hasn’t let him see her sleep since he came back; they’ve only gotten worse since then.

“Jack,” her voice is very gentle, and she takes his hand in both of hers. “Let’s go lie down. If you don’t want me to use telepathy, I won’t. But just know I don’t have to see anything in your head to help you sleep.” The Doctor hesitates for a moment, but then continues. “There’s nothing you could tell me or show me that I wouldn’t understand, Jack. I just hope you know that.”

Jack remembers firsthand what those nightmares had done to her when they were first together. The nights that he would lie awake feeling the Doctor toss and turn, feel the sobs wracking through his body when the nightmares scared him awake. It was heartbreaking to hold someone you love while knowing there was nothing you could do to truly soothe them because they always come back. “I held you every night.” the captain whispers. He grounds himself with the Doctor’s touch. It’s gentle and soothing——he holds onto her like his life depended on it. Jack fears that if he does let go of her or if she pulls away from a single second he’ll crumble into dust. It’s his fault that everything was being pushed down and built up until it was overflowing. “It’s too much. The memories, the death—” tears begin prickling at his eyes before he can blink them away. He feels completely suffocated and petrified of what has been happening in his mind. His heart feels like ice and he sucks in a breath to keep himself from falling over the edge. “I just can’t.” Jack knows he shouldn’t be so needy when things were still so rocky but he brings her hand to rest over his heart, pathetic eyes staring right into hers. “I don’t know how long it’ll take me to fall asleep, if I even can, but I don’t know if I can be alone right now.”

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;if i can simply destroy the new tumblr post editor i would be very happy