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to make art and to make love for the rest of my life is the goal

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i hate that moment when i look at myself and realise everything i’m doing is because of my disorders. every little thing that i do and think is somehow influenced by my mental illnesses. i’m just a bunch of trauma and problems, i’m not a person and i never was.

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how am I supposed to survive? how am I supposed to want to keep on living? when I did not accomplish anything, friends hating on me, one person I had connection with doesn’t care, I look like a fool and I feel like a fool...why should I try? There’s nothing nice for me. I had like 2 good months and now I want to die again.

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From today’s shoot with @the_little_badass Prepare for spam! Shoes: @drmartensofficial

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Don't you speak over my voice I will return from the shadows 🌙 📷 @the_little_badass #alternativephotography #bluehaircolor #darkphotography #darkphotoshoot #photoshooting📷 #witchesofinstagram🔮🌙 (at Prague, Czech Republic) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3G6DVRIZ7Q/?igshid=1hgncsninnjo

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This world is very strange. It’s almost a comedy to find your place in it. 
But blue hair and roses make it better. 💙 by @the_little_badass (at Prague, Czech Republic)
https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Htyemo6R6/?igshid=dogk93lwga8e

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Druhá tvár princeznej. Naučila som sa, že je úplne v poriadku byť priamočiara, občas nekompromisná žena, s nie príliš jemným vyjadrovaním. Tí čo ma poznajú osobne, vedia, že viem byť často “ako chlap”. Na druhej strane, myslím, že som vcelku veľký dobrák so srdiečkom otvoreným pre všetkých. A hej občas som jemná žena. Cukrová vata obalená v betóne čo vyzerá ako bábika - už ani neviem kto o mne povedal túto vetu, ale vystihuje ma vcelku dobre 😂 (Mimochodom, už dlho nefajčím - toto bolo len pre fotku.) fotila @the_little_badass . The other side of the princess. I learned that it’s totally okay, being straightforward, sometimes uncompromising woman with rough expression. People that know me, sometimes tell me I’m “like a dude”. However, I think I’m pretty loving person with heart opened for everyone. Cotton candy wrapped in concrete, that looks like a doll- I don’t even know who said that but I think it’s pretty fitting 😂 (btw I stopped smoking 2 months ago, this was just for the photo) (at Prague, Czech Republic) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3ITSJvo8EU/?igshid=1svpmllw8df40

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Bow down. 📷 @the_little_badass https://www.instagram.com/p/B3KxC0soILo/?igshid=1qtnt4p1ta3vg

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📷 @the_little_badass (at Prague) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3O6YXxo2yL/?igshid=10z3k1n7tjumk

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Trying to find the will to do things. Is it up there? #bluehair #alternativemodel (at Prague) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3P91H1oahA/?igshid=1p3zdx2cu725

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junesblooms on ig

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new print from utah

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It’s always a good day to go out and see what the world has to offer.

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