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All I want is to be loved [and to be underweight]

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if you're like me and been doing this for too long so you get really nauseated and bad brain fog from ⭐ving, here's a little hack for you.

instead of drinking diet soda and stuff, have one or two pieces of sushi.

white rice used to be a big fear food of mine but I work 11 hour shifts and feel sick an hour or so in if I haven't eaten. rice will keep you going all day, I'm telling you. even just a rice ball will make a massive difference.

and the good thing about it is that white rice will bloat you if you have a little too much, which is good motivation to just have one piece.

this was a complete game changer for me. I can go the entire shift after that without eating and I don't get the nausea or tummy cramps or feel weak and dizzy. but I'm still feeling that hunger so I can enjoy that

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i was written by sylvia plath in collaboration with elizabeth wooldrich grant and tyler r joseph

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Girl activities

biting your nails

wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests

laying naked in bed tracing your scars

daydreaming about your future

pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush

wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not

brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you

writing poetry at 4 am

falling in love with your best friend

cleaning your room on a sunday

picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen

daydreaming about bleaching your hair

cuddling your dog

remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor

watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories

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procrastinating eating because I don't want to put my book down but listening to the audiobook so I can work out

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Cause I was filled with autism

But blessed with beauty and rage

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the irony in reading Sylvia Plath at work and being interrupted by drunk male customers that want to explain my job to me. absolutely glorious

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ARE THERE STILL ANA BLOGS ACTIVE?????

repost if your active in may 2024!!!!!

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Pls no more fetishization of goth girls. We've had enough. We're people, we're not your porn category

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fuck zodiac signs do you also kinda feel excruciatingly unlovable in every way possible sometimes

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is she pretty on the inside?

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