Hc that sam had his first sleepover at 12 (after john rented out an actual home for 6+ months). 17 yr old dean got him ready and everything and walked him to the house. Sam called first thing the next morning to get picked up. He wont admit it but he had a nightmare and hated sleeping so far away from his brother :(
james kelly manhandling you to bend over the roof of a car in the auto shop while he yanks down your shorts because his boss just went on break and he has only 30 minutes to breed you until he gets back. βwait, james, can we just go out back quick?β you mutter, but his hand is on the back of your neck, forcing your face into the cool exterior of the hood, while he tells you, βjusβ be quiet and we wonβt have nothinβ to worry about, sweetheart.β
james can notice your anxiety from miles away. literally. a pang in his heart and his mood is suddenly irritable. any customer that comes into the shop gets the bare minimum in customer service, or none at all. he doesnβt get his sudden mood change until the moment he walks in the door, bookbag over his shoulder and sees you, your back to the door in his bed ( his house is two stories, but the bed never was able to fit up the stairs. his bedroom is seperate from the living room by bamboo dividers, bought at a garage sale for $10 each. he feels safer this way. nearest to the door ).
youβre curled up against his pillowβ your heart aching in ways that makes no sense. your shoulders hunched to your ears. you feel james come home, even hear himβ but itβs something else when you feel his strong arm wrap around your waist. his larger body in the bed, taking up more room on the matress than it was allowed.
but it didnβt matter. jamesβ breath is in your ear, the irritation deep in your chest was being soothed in ways that only kelly knew how. βyouβre so loud,β heβd say, quietly in your ear, when he feels your heart settle. βI couldnβt concentrate at work cause I felt you too much.β
you make some joke about being connected like spiritsβ soulmates, kindred beings, and you both laugh. but you know itβs true.