jammahanna

[jammahanna]

this goes out to anyone and everyone: if I compliment you, I genuinely mean it. I have never once complimented someone when I didn't believe in the compliment.

I have never looked at someone and immediately thought they were ugly. I view everyone in a good light until they prove me otherwise. and I can recognize conventional attractiveness vs unconventional, it just doesn't make sense to me.

I genuinely do not see people as ugly on the outside.

having said this, if I insult you, I mean it. I don't insult you unless I think you are genuinely ugly on the inside. and that is the only time I will view someone without them seeming beautiful.

I find perfection in flaws. I think having differences and imperfections is more beautiful than anything. I don't believe they make people unattractive at all.

beauty is everywhere, if you just look for it :]

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This is a comment someone appended to a photo of two men apparently having sex in a very fancy room, but it’s also kind of an amazing two-line poem? “His Wife has filled his house with chintz” is a really elegant and beautiful counterbalancing of h, f, and s sounds, and “chintz” is a perfect word choice here—sonically pleasing and good at evoking nouveau riche tackiness. And then “to keep it real I fuck him on the floor” collapses that whole mood with short percussive sounds—but it’s still a perfect iambic pentameter line, robust and a lovely obscene contrast with the chintz in the first line. Well done, tumblr user jjbang8

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Ok, I have a couple brief moments of mental clarity, so time for tags: @st4rboyloser @gh0stwithaheart @thegracefulroyaltownofthesaint @apjofan @carcin0-8 @fennec-sucks @girl-rudely-interrupted @yourfavvvintj @madambellepepper @charlieandlolacow @permetutotheworld @sparky4577 @thepossumest-awesome @cool-lesbian-is-here @ozzysboneyard @punkerplusss @thatknifeanon @dumb-bitch-aiden @aelia-posts @garden-of-runar @paintedindyingstardust @notsolaris @preposterousray

Ok, I've decided

I'm gonna just take a big break from being online in any capacity

I don't know if or when I'll be back, I'm sorry

I'm also too lazy to tag people, so I'm just gonna trust that this finds whoever it needs to find

[jammahanna]

Ok, I've decided

I'm gonna just take a big break from being online in any capacity

I don't know if or when I'll be back, I'm sorry

I'm also too lazy to tag people, so I'm just gonna trust that this finds whoever it needs to find

[jammahanna]

I probably need to take a break from being online again because I'm annoying my closest friends and they don't deserve that

It'll be better for them if I'm not here anyway

[jammahanna]

I share enough online that people could notice if they cared enough, but no one does

And people know me well enough irl to notice if they cared enough, but no one does

[jammahanna]

Fuck my stupid white boy life

[jammahanna]

I really can't fucking do this anymore

Not when my closest friends interact with you as much as they do

But you were their friend first. I don't have a right to complain or be annoyed

So I'm sorry, but goodbye

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Maybe I should just block everyone and restart completely from scratch

That way I wouldn't be constantly reminded of them by everyone

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i can feel my sanity slipping

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i can feel my sanity slipping