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I’ve only been drawing my ocs, I need to do more buddy daddies soon

I’m very proud of this

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dreamt that we got a second season and woke up feeling so empty I had to conjure this up

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This is so beautifully put, I couldn’t have said it better

I think people just kind of gloss over the fact that Kazuki at the beginning of the show is just as suicidally depressed as Rei is, but he's less obvious to spot because he has a happier and more functional facade. Actually, he's a great example of what functional depression can look like. He cooks, cleans, keeps busy with missions, makes sure their bills are paid, and makes sure his extremely unstable roommate eats and showers regularly. Actually, taking care of Rei is probably the only reason Kazuki hadn't walked in front of a truck yet. We see that Kazuki drinks himself into oblivion every night, gambles away any money that isn't set aside for his sister-in-law or basic bills, uses sex for missions and to numb the pain, and regularly gets himself into danger by stumbling around at night absolutely wasted and practically begging someone, anyone to try and attack him. He's not planning for the future, stuck in the past and barely surviving in the present. He doesn't walk in front of bullets and blades and take the abuse to his body that Rei does, but he also doesn't exactly seem to care if he lives or dies outside of looking after Rei and sending money to his sister-in-law. Passive suicidality is quiet and devastating, slowly rotting a person from the inside out until they disappear.

Miri's presence and most importantly, his courage to finally face his grief and start healing for his own and his family's sake was exactly what Kazuki needed to actually want to go on living instead of just enduring life as he waits for the end.

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Bond-ing time! [SpyxFamily and Buddy Daddies Fanart]

more rendering practice but also reused/ improved an old sketch I had because of two many WIPS in my gallery hehe

also tried rendering the skin but very lowkey—

[I swear i’ll work on the Saiki Au, let me just have this lmao]

Oh and have this half-assed comic/sketch at the end because yes.

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I, the number 1 Miri fan have come to claim my throne 😌

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It’s been a month since I’ve drawn peak so I had to bring back singer Miri RAHAHAHAHHA

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING 👑

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Redraw of an old art from my crossover fic, I should bring this au back

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I miss this family so much… 🥺🩵

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I have mixed feeling about how this turned out…

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cursed buddy daddies x fnf crossover you're welcome :)

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Hey kitty

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Part 1 of my buddy daddies x persona 5 crossover au. I’m having a lot of fun with this lol. Miri is always the mc of all my aus 😭

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BANRI DAY 🥳🥳🥳

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I love them dearly

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MY HEART 😭😭

girldads having a fun jammies themed sleepover night, just for miri 💕

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Tis the angry blonde man’s day so happy birthday to him