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danchevlyric:

Lyric nodded once, lips turning downward for a long time. “Unfortunately, writers block would be better than this… This is like… Trying to remember something that never happened or hasn’t happened yet. I want to write, but I haven’t experienced anything worth writing about.” She knew she was probably doing her normal-Lyric thing where she spills everything before she even knows the name of the person she’s spilling to, but she hardly recognized that as a thought. “That’s good advice, it really is. I think, though, that I need to do something out of the ordinary to produce this one. Something that says ‘write about this, sing about this, remember this. You know?”

‘ well, how out of the ordinary are we talking? ‘ it’s ONE thing to have others provide inspiration for you, but it’s entirely different to search for it yourself. despite how easily the words seemed to resonate with jasper, it didn’t feel like something he’d ever personally dealt with. ‘ cause’ depending on what level of crazy you’re thinking about, i MIGHT be able to help out. ‘ a chuckle followed his statement, intent gaze trained on the brunette. 

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joshuaok:

“What’s weirder is that you stayed up until three in the morning to find out your preferences include intelligence, books, and getting hitched.” His tone wasn’t necessarily sarcastic, but merely friendly teasing.

‘ touche. ‘ he chuckled softly, ‘ but, in my defense .. buzzfeed harbors boredom, and after two hours of staring at a half finished word document, my brain couldn’t handle much else. ‘ 

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layllas:

               she waited for him to finish, suppressing the urge to GIGGLE. she’d been told on many occasions she had the tendency to come on too strong. what most didn’t know was her need to be defensive was inherent.      ‘    that’s exactly right - actually. it .. ruins the whole point of it, in a way. technology wasn’t invented when music was, so why use it to enjoy it    ?    ’      she smiled back, nodding.      ‘    do you write    ?    ’

     jasper could appreciate someone pushing away from society’s expectations, but he doubted he had room to speak. after all, he consistently payed for subscriptions to both spotify AND apple music. at her question, his eyes lit up - smile inching further upward. ‘ i do! -- you could tell? ‘ 

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‘ last night i stayed up till’ three taking buzzfeed quizzes. ‘ fragile hands lift his fourth cup of coffee to his lips, brows furrowed. ‘ apparently my pizza preferences allude to me liking nerdy types, my bunny preferences tell me my greatest joy is in the library, and based on my typical english breakfast choices i’ll be married next spring. ‘ he paused for a moment to take another long sip of his drink, ‘ weird, huh? ‘

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ainlsyebrggis:

Ainsley pushed hair from her face as she studied the egg salad she was desperately trying not to mess up. “This should be easy” she internally cursed her family for never teaching her, then cursed herself for never taking classes.

Jasper’s nose wrinkled at the contents of the bowl, “Feel free to not answer, but, what exactly ARE you doing??” 

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danchevlyric:

After slaving over her notebook aggressively, Lyric finally put the sleek pen down. It was obvious she was tired, having been up since 3am and all. Her hands forced the book closed, only three words were written on the page ‘Lyric Kasvia Danchev.’

His gaze fixated itself on the notebook, brows furrowed. “What’s wrong? Is it writer’s block, because listening to music usually helps - but nothing with lyrics, that totally takes away from the original musing for your idea. I suggest Snail House, or perhaps something classical.” His teeth pressed at his lesser lip, “Or .. maybe I’m making a very hefty assumption and throwing ideas that provide literally nothing to your situation. If that’s the case, I deeply apologize.”

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layllas:

               ‘    yes, i travel with some of my records. the essentials.    ’      her expression was almost accusatory , fingers drumming against her copy of abbey road.      ‘    it’s not like i don’t have a spotify subscription it’s just - the integrity of good music gets lost when you’re not listening to a record. you probably won’t get it.    ’

               jasper tilted his head quizzically, apparent confusion painting itself in delicate features. ‘ you’re probably right. i don’t know -- a n y t h i n g about records, or the integrity of music in regards to records. ‘ idiot. ‘ but, i’m sure it compares to the satisfaction of reading a physical novel rather than a digital one. ‘ a tender smile inched it’s way onto his lips, ‘  in terms of the connection being far more profound when referencing the former. ‘

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hello!!! i’m a lil late’ but i’ve been feeling like HELL today, so this is as good as it gets!! i’m noelle, and i’m literally such trash but lmAO .. enough about me, let’s get onto my little emo jasper!! P.S this got frickin’ long, if you read this? ur a true mvp, and if you still want to try to plot around? ur my new favorite person???

BACKGROUND

oK so from a young age, jasper’s mom pushed him into childhood stardom. he wasn’t extremely popular by any means and tended to be placed in very small commercial roles and large casts for shows that were reminiscent to barney and yo gabba gabba.

when he was roughly ten, his mother tried to push for him to be the next aaron carter .. let’s just say that didn’t fuckin work, my dudes. 

despite michael having a lovely voice, jasper can’t sing to save his life nd his dancing? even worse.

throughout the entire process, his mom had been an emotionally and verbally abusive wreck of a person and treated jasper like actual trash?? like he was a cute effin’ kid and she  pushed and pushed until he hated himself.

due to the constant stress, school was genuinely hard for him but he TRIED so hard to make things work and learn at the same pace as the rest of the kids bc he rlly did want too, it was just a lot to keep up with.

well, after age ten it was hard for him to score roles in anything .. he was still too young to get mature realistic roles, but yet in the same sense far too old to find roles within the shows he’d been accustomed to.

around this time, she started neglecting him even more, shoving insult after insult in his face until the insecurities away at him and started retreating into himself. it didn’t matter what people said bc the person that was SUPPOSED to love him the most - simply didn’t, and it broke him.

around age thirteen, he fell into a dangerously bad eating disorder, eating very little food if anything at all and for the longest time it wasn’t something he could crawl away from.

with the lack of other responsibility, he pushed himself completely into schoolwork. he didn’t make many friends, nor did he find himself having a crush - he was just simply coasting along day by day, finding solace in creative writing when there was nothing else left.

his mother still toted him along to casting calls every weekend, but after the realization that there was a very slim chance of him finding ANYTHING, she stopped trying. and to jasper, it was a relief. if she didn’t care about him at all, then surely she didn’t care enough to tear him down.

once he was old enough, he moved as far away as possible, and has never looked back.

eventually he managed to slowly overcome his eating disorder, but at times it’s still a struggle and he battles his insecurities constantly. 

PERSONALITY

he’s extremely soft around the edges, and sweet as pie. it’s genuinely hard for him to be mean to anybody, and his altruism is at an all-time high.

he’s been deeply hurt, and wounds on his heart are easy to spot. he’s distrusting of other’s attitude toward him - scared that if he steps out of line, they’ll grow to hate him.

he’s heavily insecure,  and it’s a flaw he can’t quite shake. if he’s genuinely complimented he’ll sit there for minutes a time wondering if they meant it, and if he’s insulted? well, he’ll try to hide how hurt he is, but it might not be all that easy.

due to this, he’s fragile and easy to break. it’s best to handle him with caution if you want to keep him on your side, because after years of being mistreated he’s not completely scared to cut negativity from his life.

he’s very intelligent, especially in literature but it’s a fairly reserved trait of his.

if you can get past his outer layer, he opens up to be one of the kindest, genuine, loyal people you’ll ever meet, i swear.

he’s a rambler, and will probably avoid a topic he doesn’t like by shoving a variety of new ones into the conversation.

OTHER TIDBITS 

his biggest goal is to finish and eventually publish his original novel; it’s dark fantasy with a splash of gay romance, and it’s something he’s been working on for close to three years. it’s his baby, okay.

he LOVES coffee, and has a highkey caffeine addiction.

he’s a superhero buff in terms of media, but he doesn’t do a lot of comic reading?? he prefers actual books, but if you’re talking movies or shows he could go on forever. he has a highkey crush on barry allen, rip.

i didn’t mention it anywhere else, but he’s essentially biromantic demisexual.