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I know some of you bastards are a fan of fucked up cult type situations so i’ll just set this here as a tease. Oc stuff. The things ive been working on the past.. five or six years or so? I told you ive been planning.

The Prosperity Watches .

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Shows up to this late as hell bc i dont check my notifs on tumblr

I spent like ten minutes clicking through all the hair and shirts……

Ughghhuuhh no pressure! @unnamed-axolotl @dragonscalie bc i literally cannot think of anyone to @

Starting a Picrew chain!!

Here's the Picrew :3

@notdifferentjustdivergent @edirazirollyx @quicklight-the-exister + anyone who wants to join! (/nf!)

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A doodle for an oc universe thing of mine. [the background is a ss from a game, btw]

I’d say its an improvment on corpse Will Valentines design ✨ ⬇️

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I made the mistake of only posting dsaf for a bit again and now literally if i try to talk about fucking anything except dsaf or post it gets nobody seeing it at fucking all. Even when i try to do the bets of both worlds

Which, ngl, im not happy about. I love dayshift, its a special interest, im still drawing it n shit as we speak but also like i want to be able to post OTHER things. And its not on tumblr really i know i dont have traction here much but its mostly with. Other places 🧍‍♂️And im gonna be doing a lot of oc shit this summer so i dont want it to be ignored.

Ok thats my rant of the day (i say as the wip i posted the other day got ONE note and it was my boyfriend [i love you] but im still unhappy about the fact not a singular other person saw it)

Y’all are still gonna get dayshift though and like the askblog n shit planned once i figure out exactly what i want do with that. (Still thinking seb, cause i can do a mix of drawn and sprite replies)

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Im doing things guys i prommy

Have a sammy wip

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Im drawing i prommy heres a will au design sketch that i didny post here and the pfp i coloured slightly nicer

Will kennedy but uh apocalypse mostly fallout bc thats what my head jas been on but yeah

He’d be a bounty hunter of some kind. Get the nickname grave digger and a reputation for putting people down.

Theres like a nice rendered banner version of part of it im doing but i started something else too so that also is distracting me

Schools almost over though 👍 which means time and motivation will return.

Along with more doodles of apocalypse will bc he is just real silly

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Jack! You should try talking it out with Dave. Tell him how you feel, how from your perspective how tiring and agonising this whole situation is.

Dave cares about you a lot. I'm sure he'll understand you.

> Fuck you! Quit giving me those puppy dog eyes! It’s not gonna work this time, no, you’re not gonna ruin my life and waltz back in like we’re still friends. I only liked you when I hated myself. Get it through that fucking lobotomized skull, you purple leech.

> … Do you even realize what you’re sayin’ to me, Sportsy?

> I know exactly what I’m saying! You deaf too, you bastard?

> I didn’t ask for your help! Y’know, Sportsy, I coulda been perfectly fine rotting in that alleyway! You didn’t HAVE to drag me back to your home just to fuckin’ chew me out you goddamn hypocrite! What the fuck is wrong with you?!

> It was a moment of weakness. Never in my right mind would I ever let you back in here!

> Sportsy, I know that ain’t really what you think, so can you stop bein’ so goddamn difficult and just tell me what the hell is pissin’ you off today?

> Today? Today?! You’ve been making my life fucking miserable since the moment I met you! You saw I was struggling, you noticed that I hated the company, and instead of leaving me well enough alone, you took advantage of me and made me do your fucking dirty work! I was prepared to do good, I was prepared to save whatever kid was stupid enough to let your cryptid ass lure them into the backroom, but god, when offered with the opportunity to burn it all down, I took it! I couldn’t have met a worse person, someone who fed into that fucking hate and malice and made me worse!

> You’re— You’re blaming me? Sportsy, You’re grown! You are a grown man, you made your own goddamn decision! How are you being so childish right now?! Stop tryin’ to escape the parts you don’t like about yourself, just deal with ‘em like every other adult!

> Deal with it?

> I killed children! Little kids!

> And that’s somehow my fault?

> If you’d have never been there, I never would have done it.

> But you did, you stupid motherfucker, you did! So grow up!

> If you weren’t so fucking obsessed with the legacy of a man that doesn’t even love you, I would never be here! I’d still be living my shitty existence with my shitty family in a shitty house that I couldn’t afford in a shitty world with a shitty job! Your bullfuckery cost me a life, it costed dozens of kids their futures, it destroyed families! Telling me to grow up?? You can only do whatever the fuck your daddy tells you to do!

> Do you know what the hell this means to me? Do you even understand why I’m doin’ this at all? It’s ‘cause I trust him, Sportsy, I trust him with my life ‘cause he’s saved it over and over again! You don’t know what’s happened to me, you don’t know what the hell I’ve seen, what Henry’s dragged me out of! You’ll never fuckin’ understand what he means to me!

> You’re right. I don’t know. Although what I do know, as any other sane, rational person would, is that whatever he’s done for you, it does not justify snuffing out the lives of little kids as some twisted form of gratitude.

> You’re bein’ really unfair!

> Unfair?? I didn’t realize murder was unfair! Okay, you should have every right to take someone else’s life! It’s only fair! It’s only right ‘cause it’s Henry!

> You’re just sayin’ that ‘cause you ain’t never had a dad, you don’t know what the fuck I’d lose if I didn’t satisfy him!

> …

> Yeah, turns out I ain’t brain dead, you soulless bastard. I remember everything you’ve ever told me. Everything you spilled outta those rotten guts in Vegas. You wanna know why, you sick fuck? ‘Cause I liked you. I liked how you treated me, like a person. Lookin’ at me wit’ them doe eyes, so fuckin’ receptive and so goddamn… affectionate.

> Look, Sportsy, I know you whether you want me to or not. I know you don’t hate me, I know you never did. I don’t hate you neither. It’s not a question of if you’re ashamed of what you’ve done or whether it’s my fault or not— you like me. You are so fuckin’ violated to know that I can see through you. Sometimes that’s what I like about you, but right now it’s pissin’ me off. Lay down the goddamn charades and tell me what you want without usin’ any of that goddamn language you were dishin’ out earlier.

> Stop living for Henry.

> …

> Stop making it impossible for me to like you.

> … I can be close with Henry and still be your friend, Sportsy—

> No, you can’t! My entire reason for existence is to right Henry’s wrongs! My best friend cannot be his fucking protégé! Dave, you don’t understand what this is doing to me! I want you more than I want to do good in the world! Do you realize how sincerely fucked up that is?!

> … You’re not the only one who feels this way, Sportsy. This is puttin’ me in a uncomfortable position too. You’re askin’ me for a lot.

> I didn’t realize not murdering anyone required serious introspection.

> Gah, it’s not just about the murder, get over it! That’s all you ever wanna fuckin’ talk about! The very fuckin’ notion that I should lay all my loyalties down for the likes of you is downright insulting— the one who abandoned me after givin’ me a taste of humanity! Yer a joke and a conman and I cannot fuckin’ stand you!

> Yet I care about what you think of me, which is the wildest part of it all! I want you to like me again, but as you’ve so clearly forced down my throat, you won’t do it again unless I betray my own father! Unless I submit to YOUR goddamn ideology! Is it just that you’re usin’ me? Do you just want another pair of hands just like I asked for yours all those years ago? Trynna worm your way into a heartless vessel, are ya? All I got left is my brain, Sportsy, and you and that pink fuck are rippin’ it apart at the seams! Gah!

> You ain’t blameless yourself, anyhow! What, you had one good trip on ether and decided you were a saint? You’ve killed same as me, don’t you dare try and look down on me like you’re any better! So easily persuaded to kill, so easily persuaded to spare— can you ever make up your goddamn mind, or are you just gonna let people boss you around your entire afterlife? Yer like a fuckin’ sheep, like goddamn livestock for people that wanna use you! Turns out we ain’t so different after all, huh?!

> GOD, YOU’RE SUCH A FUCKING PLAGUE!

> I WISH I NEVER TOLD YOU TO SKIP WORK! I WISH I MAIMED YOU IN THAT SPRINGLOCK SUIT, I WISH EVERY RIGGED PIECE IN THAT FUCKIN’ THING WRANG THE LIFE OUTTA YOU OUT FOR GOOD! GOD, I WISH YOU WERE FUCKIN’ DEAD!

> … You… You wish you what…?

> …!

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March 25th 2021 was the last tumblr update i got.

Get on my level

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Shout out to the gay old man

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Also ive realised if i dont have tagged very visibly fandom shit i get NO reach on tumblr which. Mildly annoying but hey, i’ll be starting a seperate dayshift thing soonish anyway…

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Do you ever accidentally follow people feel your heart drop and like cant tell if you should unfollow or not . I mean, i see cool ocs anyway so im sticking around but .

I just have anxiety AHSHAHS

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I FORCOT TO POST THIS HERE

this is not my permanent com sheet. I don’t typically take coms, which is why all my examples are personal art, but i need funds so. When i make a proper one i’ll actually draw some shit purposely for it, and i will draw basically whatever then AHSHA

Anyway all the info y’all need will be on here. Message or leave a comment if interested 👍

Reposts welcome

Examples below 👇

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You truely are a goddamn madman and i support it

the entirety of the baldi song youre mine as a stamp bc im insane n a madman

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Thiisisss fhckinf WET CAT of a MAN.

Stardew au save me. Chirbs. @cowardly-conduct. Chirbs you dont understand what yiu’ve done to me. when i learn how go draw rhe stardew characters jts all over

IM DRAWINF AGAIN TOO HEY LOOK AT THAT IM LIVING SLOWLY AGAIN im being careful though cant fucking burn myself out or that wont be good

This song btw. Will song. Thats all.

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Auugufhdbguysysss

Drawing?!!???!!??!!?

Fuckiinnnggg will. Old man… old crunchy corpse……..

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Fun fact the inconsistency with The Dealers clothes was on purpose. Vest? Jacket? Tie? Bowtie? Who knows how he’s feelin’ that day. An essentially immortal entity can make his own decisions.

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Pal, don't rush yourself over Dealer. We can wait. You already did an amazing job with those WIPs. I adore your Dealer a lot. Whatever you have in mind to change in his design will be spectacular, I am sure about it. You have a cool style. I literally started simping for Dealer because of your design.

And as a fellow DSAF enjoyer I am saying: you dropped this 👑

Take your time, you are doing amazing enough. Wish you a great week 🌻

This was the last thing I was expecting 10/10 thank you mysterious anon 🙏 I very much appreciate it.

People dont usually leave asks or comments and I love hearing that people really do enjoy my art :]

Even if I cant crank it out like most people. Cause goddamn was that week of motivation nice but having like mutliple weeks of none is 👎

I think im reviving though. Luckily. Slowly but surely.

Just as a little tease for y’all heres the current plans.

Obviously we got the buckshot. I wanna show y’all the au i was working on with some silly stuff. And i wanna finally fucking figure out the colours for mr. Dealer for there because i havent had a damn clue.

Y’all are also getting more dayshift content because look thr autism wont let go. And will lives rent free in my head

As part of this content… a dayshift askblog for a certain phoney of mine may be in order. Followed by some other in the future dayshift things. Lore reveals? A server? Who knows! Y’all dont ✨

Who knows. Motivation willing and sanity lacking is what produces my unhinged shit so thats the goal

Rambles aside, thank you again, and sayonara from your favourite local corpse once again (for the time being)