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– Audrey Hepburn

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rude teachers who would kill a student for attention give me heartaching anxiety

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the mental issues speak through my poetry like braille

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i wonder where this pile of mixed emotions is gonna take me now.

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they all say “the art of noticing” but half of them wouldn’t even care if you bleed to death.

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was hurting me the last translation of love for you?

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How do we tell the sea that we are drowning on land?

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the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.

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her name in my throat like a jewel

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three stages of life:

1. there are monsters under my bed.

2. there are monsters in my head.

3. i am the monster now.

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the intimacy of having your efforts reciprocated in the same intensity and with the same tenderness

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sketched this magnificent bird today

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Nobody wants to be as close to me as i want to be to them and i know the closeness i want is unrealistic and probably unhealthy but it doesnt make me want it less 

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this quote ruined my life in ways i cannot possibly explain, all my relationship problems started with this quote.

“All relationships have one law: never make the one you love feel alone, especially when you’re there.”

— Unknown