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my teeth to your neck, dovahkiin

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whatever. Go my skrill

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words from a half dream, those mutters in half speech

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do you do comms??

hi! yeah i do commissions. my comm carrd is a bit of a WIP right now but heres my info. just message me here (on tumblr) if anyones interested :o)

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@ahmedaldani333 and his family are suffering from famine, bombing, and continuous displacement, and hope to get out of the hell of war. please consider donating.

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argonian dragonborn oc/my current skyrim playthru character hes the bane of my existence (more doodles below...........)

and a lucien and inigo also bc those follow mods are downloaded. my gang <3 they all share a braincell

anyway his name is xier and hes def not thrilled to be in skyrim but hes doing this best

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armor design credit HERE also. i had to be quirky and use mod armor ofc

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UM HIII!! so sorry but i saw you liked my art of jack of blades i just wanted to say i'm honoured since you're like my favorite artist who draws him,, you're awesome!! - mindsart

omfg this made my morning to hear !! thank you so much im honored someone likes my art of mr of blades. urs were so cool and fun like u ate those up. ppl following me def go check out this acct bc their work is sick asf

and i swear i draw other fable characters but the stuff that ends up smth i wanna post usually ends up jack of blades LOL. but hes an all time favorite + helped shaped my identity + fable is a long time special interest of 15+ years so ill prolly always draw him

anyway have another doodle below + a sneak peak of smth thats been sitting in my WIPs for months but im planning on finishing up. finally. hopefully

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my friend Omar is still desperately in need of funds. he is living in a tent, often going entire day without eating and his mental health and suicidal ideation have been awful as conditions worsen. the prospect of escaping seems far off and now it is simply trying to afford food to last day to day. he has endured so much loss of his friends and teammates (he played football before the destruction and displacement) Omar is a selfless, community minded man, and a radiant presence in this world, struggling with depression and being crushed by this brutal occupation.

please help him out; he is on insta and appreciates anyone sharing his posts or kind words. he speaks often of how much people ignore you if you are Black and Palestinian. please don't ignore this and consider skipping one small thing in your day to day, anything, and directing that to this campaign instead.

his campaign is also verified by the butterfly effect project mutual aid collective on line 1044

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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You

Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,

When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.

From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.

💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength

As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.

But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.

“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now

Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.

But things have only gotten harder.

The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.

We’re trapped.

🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨‍👩‍👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.

And yet…

Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.

Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.

💖 What You Can Do

If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.

Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.

✨ Why It All Matters

This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.

Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.

🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology

There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.

When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.

If that happened, I am truly sorry.

Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.

I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.

If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.

Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.

Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 )

With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️

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when she elder on my scroll

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more doodles of the goat (+ my skyrim chara i cant be bothered to crop out)

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experimental little thingy for funsies

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hi gravity falls fandom have a doodle i kept forgetting to post

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one day, i am gonna grow wings

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hi fable enjoyers hello

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in honor of oblivion remaster dropping i doodled my og oblivion character i cant even remember the name of but the aura she carried lives on in my heart

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von dutch cult classic but i still pop i get money you get mad because the ba