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by the way. by the way.

ghostbur was the first one to suggest an alivebur/ghostbur divide. not tommy. not tubbo. not phil, or any of the lmanbergians—ghostbur.

remember just after the sixteenth, when ghostbur first showed up? everyone, everyone called him wilbur at first. to them, there was no difference—this entity was wilbur. a little muted, perhaps, a little dead, but still undeniably their general. ghostbur was the one who got mad, hated it, and insisted that everyone call him ghostbur until they caved in. more than anything, he suggested and emphasised the divide—"alivebur was not a good person," "i think people need him more than they need me." alivebur was the one who hurt everyone. alivebur was the one people should hate. and no one else saw it that way—they'd look at ghostbur and see every memory of wilbur they had—but that ghost insisted and insisted and insisted, and now the smp characters fandom as a whole got used to it and accept a divide.

revivebur carried this tradition on when he came back. it's one of the very few traits they have in common. they need to be seperated. "i know what i'm like," revivebur once said. i know what i'm like, nevermind the ghost. in revivebur's own eyes, he is doomed. he is at his peak, he has offered the best he can, and he is not getting better. not for a lack of trying or for an obstacle, but because revivebur completely, unequivocally believes that there is a wrongness inside him and it cannot get better. he has suffered and suffered without mercy or redemption. everyone is scared of him. people are constantly bringing up how much they miss ghostbur. hell, ghostbur got a grave marker from tommy! not even revivebur got that! revivebur knows himself and knows all he is, and he knows that he is not ghostbur.

he is not kind. he is not loved and missed. his suffering is deserved, his pain justly levied. ghostbur is always happy and revivebur doesn't know how to stop being sad. revivebur is intrisincally evil—he is Bad regardless of what he does, whereas ghostbur is Good no matter how he fucks up.

but no one else sees it that way. quote from revivebur himself: i know you guys think he's like, a part of me. you know what revivebur'll have to do if he admits that ghostbur is, in fact, a part of him, and not a seperate being?

he'll have to take some fucking responsibility.

revivebur's flaws will stop being innate. his struggle with goodness and forgiveness will no longer be the result of some inherent fault. revivebur, if he admits he's ghostbur, will have to admit that he has always been capable of that kindness, that he has always been that missed and always been that loved, that he is able to be that happy. revivebur will have to look at the one rule he's constructed for himself—i know what i'm like—and sever that shit 'til it's no longer salvageable. his faults were not just something he was doomed to do—he did them. he chose to do them. he could have not blown up lmanberg. it was never his fate. consigning yourself to goodness means that you have always been capable of showing and receiving it, and that sort of realisation would tear right through revivebur's world.

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some times I would do rhibgs like take wilburs clothes or try to copy his stupid fucking walk and I would try to be all Sneaky and Stealth but he would catch me some times and he would just stare at me and smile or he would look sad it depends on whwn and I didn't know why. but now I think I do. I think I know now. but I still want his boots I think I will just be like this forever

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the wild hare

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i will never forget you ctommy. funniest boy on planet earth. nobody could shred cwilbur apart quite like you

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I’m still rooting for Tommy’s character of course, but I think sacrifice is a bad thing to explore with his character. Sacrifice is an interesting narrative choice for greedy and selfish characters, not ones who struggle with self-worth issues. They need to learn that they have worth, not that their worth is in giving up themselves for others.

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I'm gonna be mad if the dsmp doesn't end with a cheesy 'where are they now' portion where they all get freeze frames and the full house theme song plays. roll credits.

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Maybe I'm the problem.

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instead of being sixteen im burning up a bible

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Might I request a tommyinnit (mayhaps with a little shroud? Only if you feel like it though !)

best budz

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c!wilbur real!

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yeah he sure do

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tubbo do you have any tips and tricks to spicing up life?

SMOKED PAPRIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lol, This isjust a joke from me. Im just makinga joke here...erm,and, & try gettting Blown Up. B.C You reallyget a.new Perspectives on things

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Hi tubbo, how do you get over someone? Or I guess how do I learn to live without someone else being a constant? I’m not very good at living with out a friend or partner.

Thanks to the message on my blog. So,maybe some time ago, i would of have said to you,try a new hobby. Or Andanother time ago I would say, Go throughthe stages of grief and & then you will arive at acceptance... JUST like That!!Easy..Or one time i would said Go kick some ass and get Reall powerful and scary..yeah. Well im thinking,that maybe None of this really worked,in the end After all. Maybeyou Just.,should go to someones elses house.Even if you havent spoken in a while. &And say want to play detectives with me.

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Shout out to orange onesie child for greatly improving a rather mid con.

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<3

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i am so normal about religious c!tommy

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3Lscar is saying so many words that the most powerful statements come from saying the most simple things. for all his smiles and boastfulness he is, for the most part, closed off. when he loves something he does with his full chest, he talked about his llama for weeks on end ceaselessly, but the shock of watching pizza die at the hands of dogwarts left him wordless. the only words he managed to say were, "grian. i think i need to go kill one of them." in turn, grian only managed to restrain him by telling him he'd lose the 4v1. before that, when scar turned red, instead of convincing grian to stay with him, he gave grian flowers and asked "are we still friends?" only calming when grian reassured him that according to the wording of the deal, he was still in scar's service. for all of his boisterous talk and chicanery, scar is rendered speechless by the things he truly cares about. it is a vulnerability that he almost never lets show. scar loves with his entire chest and dies with the words "im sorry" on his lips as he runs away from grian towards the edge of the cliff. there are no words