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But not really tho

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Ever since I was a young child, I knew I wanted to be a fucked up creature.

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Just watched Nimona. What a voidpunk movie. Literally any dehumanized group could see it as an allegory for them. My first thought was it being a trans allegory with how much Nimona disregards others calling her a girl. But it's more than that too. Is it a trans allegory? Absolutely. But it's an allegory for all other dehumanized groups too. This quote comes to mind: "Once everyone sees you as a villain, that’s what you are. They only see you one way, no matter how hard you try."

But here's the best part: the moral of the story wasn't "oh, eventually people will learn to accept you as kinda normal too". No. It wasn't "weird people can change too! You can be normal too!" No. It was "society wasn't built for you and that's a problem. Be yourself because 'normal' is what's wrong with society. And people should see you and love you for who you are whether or not you fit society's expectations for 'humans'". (But what we call humans, the movie called "heroes".) Seriously you can't get more voidpunk than that. I could go on about this, but just go watch the movie.

"They grow up believing that they can be a hero if they drive a sword into the heart of anything different. And I’m the monster?"

"We are villains. Embrace it."

"What if you held it in? If you didn’t shape-shift?" ... "I wouldn’t die die. I just sure wouldn’t be living."

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“surely this will not cause my chronic illness to flare up,” i say, actively doing something that has never failed to flare my chronic illness

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loud/complicated/high pitched noises I cant control: big no ew

noises I CAN control?: Yes, 100% yes

when you’re overwhelmed in public so you put on your headphones and play music that is straight up screaming in your ears to the point where lyrics are barely able to be made out

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(I bring a sort of “Everyone has inherent worth regardless of their productivity” Vibe to every conversation that ableists don’t really seem to like)

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I am once again thinking about digging holes

It's so fucked up that digging a bunch of holes works so well at reversing desertification

I hate that so much discourse into fighting climate change is talking about bioenginerring a special kind of seaweed that removes microplastics or whatever other venture-capital-viable startup idea when we have known for forever about shit like digging crescent shaped holes to catch rainwater and turning barren land hospitable

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mining in minecraft is the best stim, i swear to god. you just click click click click click forever and tunnel your way through the bowels of the earth. delightful

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KITTY DO THE BIG TAPPIES

You guys just have to trust me on this one and click here okay?

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Im not social but in the way that I need to be invited explicitly to the conversation or else Im gonna assume im not welcome :P

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i want a clown tattoo

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lunch lines in public high school are like a strategy game

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me when being naturally a little freak and being lowkey offputting doesnt make me mysterious and whimsicial as well:

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me when the chronic pain is chronic and painful:

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raaaaa i made coffee today and it was not good

very bad soup

was very bitter

even though i added like 10 things of sugar, half & half, and some hot chocolate mix

very sad